AKI(:

So many like you.

2012-02-03T00:48:00.001+08:00

/I like my jersey number/
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I've never had hair this long before and my sister chopped off my fringe today. Chopped it into disgustingly ridiculous too short bangs that I don't know what to do with.

Ok fine it's partly my fault cause I've been bugging her to help me cut a fringe but I didn't specify that bangs does not mean a fringe. Ok fine my bad. But still yknow!

I've gotta kick my habit of blaming others when something goes wrong. Sometimes I do admit it's my fault but my heart tells me 'what the hell man you were right she was wrong'. On the contrary, my head says 'just admit, it'll be much less chaotic' woah I'm such a hypocrite /light bulb moment/

I am still really sad about the non existence of a fringe.
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I sense hostility, I just do.

And I don't know why. Would someone care enough to enlighten me so I can change for the better?

I guess no one does.

Just a note.

2012-02-02T02:10:00.001+08:00

Did I ever mention how paranoid I am about the grammar in my blogposts?

Sooooooo paranoid that after I publish the post the first time, I will read that entry and edit whatever grammatical errors that I overlooked. And then I press publish and read the entry again, and then if there's still anything wrong, I'll edit it. And this will repeat for a third time. It usually takes only three times for a normal lengthed post. It takes about five for a longer post.

I can't help being a #grammarnazi.

Anw it's 2AM (I've grown out of the OMG-IT'S-2AM-O: phase, I think haha) and I am not even a tiny bit sleepy cause I knocked out when I got back from school in the afternoon. I better not use this unsleepy night as an excuse to be late for stupid 8AM tutorial tmr morning. I will kick myself if I'm late. Ah geez.

Enough sleep or not, waking up early in the morning is still a major pain in the ass.

A little faster than a bullet.

2012-02-02T01:44:00.001+08:00

Yes, surprisingly I'm still alive.

(This is in plain text because I am using my phone and there's not much I can do from here)

Soz... It's the 2nd of February 2012. Two zero one two. Don't worry, even I'm surprised I got this far. I was really sure that I'd not make it past 16 or sth, if you get my drift. Well, life's been life, a typical rollercoaster ride with it's up and downs, with some valleys and mountains higher than others. But I guess they all matter, to this moment.

Lately I've been feeling like shit, all alone and useless. I don't even know why. Maybe it's PMS, maybe it's just me. But what I do know is that I have to build a bridge and get over it. Quick quick cause assignments are due and if I don't cheer up and stay positive, I might as well find a cave and hide in it forever. Yes I shall cheer up and be a happy girl ^___^

A little flashback on 2011 necessary? Uh uh maybe.

January - got my scores for o's and yea part of my soul died from the sadness over what I got )':
Started working at TSVC and it was a good experience while it lasted (:
April - back2school after a long long break! My brain was literally empty and I couldn't even do a simple math qn ): Made great company and great friends, i love my course from the bottom of my heart and this was probably one of the best times in my life, no kidding.
May - most amazing birthday ever (so far) spent over two days. Bunny ears and birthday sign all over orchard that ended w a bang at Fish&Co. And an amazing surprise by GRAAW in sch :')
June - started working at kidztime and I swear the environment there fits me just nicely, I'm still working there til now.
December - Jogja trip enlightened me more or less and I'm glad I was given a chance to do some meaningful work :) it was stressful trying to handle this, school, work and trainings at the same time but it made me appreciate the value of time even more.

Ok that was a very rough outline of 2011. And now 2012 /throws confettis and waterbombs/ this post sounds so dry ): I promise it'll be more sessiting when I get over this whole 'i feel like locking myself up in a room and cry forever' mood. (We all go through this, so if you laugh at me... shame on you) I promise promise promise it will be. And maybe I shall return back to proper blogging.

NAEGA JEIL JAL NAGA.
(no pls don't judge me)
(but yes I love 2ne1)

I won't be broken.

2011-08-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

I didn't spend my National Day studying, nor did I spend it being a patriotic citizen and cruising around wherever the parade was held at, dressed in red. Instead, it was, fruitfully might I say, spent with Anisa and Shaleen in town area :)

I'm so glad I've got girls like them to have h2h talks with (cliche yes I know, but at least you know you're not all alone in this world), look out for cute guys with, make ridiculously stupid faces with, spazz with (well Anisa's into Kpop too!) haha and yeah, I'm really glad I've got them as my girlfriends :3

ANISA HAS ABS OMG I AM JEALOUS.

ok. I need to sleep. DC facilitation for me tmr!! Wish me luck, goodnight <3

Somebody to love.

2011-08-04T02:46:00.000+08:00

I want somebody to love.

So my heart's settled,

and my eyes will stop wandering.

Someone to lean on.

Someone to hold onto.

Someone to laugh with.

Someone to cry to.

Someone to be my pillow,

and my hoodie.

Someone I can sing to.

Someone I want to buy presents for.

Just someone whom I can be myself around.

Someone who finds me good enough.

누군가와. 누군가를.

I know that days will come and go.

2011-08-04T02:40:00.000+08:00

Life is tough. You gain some, you lose some. In everything. Friends, family, grades, material items, weight, whatever. Anything that comes to mind, there's always a plus and a minus. Everyone has their fair share of their good days and their bad days. Without the bad days, there won't be good ones right? You have to feel bad to actually know how feeling good is. Like a leg which has healed after it was broken. It'd feel even better than before. If God gave everyone only-good days, they will all take it for granted, no? Then where do all the bad days go?

Well, what you can do to feel better is to take a positive look on things. I know things may suck so hard, to the extent of hiding at home all the time, sitting in front of a computer with Internet access and do just about everything but face life. I know. I've been there.

You feel like the whole world's falling on you.

You feel like there's nothing you can do.

You feel like you're the only one left alone, out on the outskirts of life.

You feel like you've got nothing going on for you.

You feel like you're not worthy of anything.

You feel like you're an empty, hollow soul drifting through the days.

And sometimes, it's not even a 'feel like'.

You know it's true.

Well, for starters, I feel like I'll never be good enough for anyone. Not even myself. I feel like I can never live up to my expectations, cause I can never reach them. I feel like I'm not worth talking to. No tweets at me, no texts for my phone, no wall posts on Facebook. Nothing. These days, I feel worthless, unneeded, pushed aside.

I don't know. I just don't. I know people are there for me, in spirit. But sometimes, I need you to be there in person. It will make a lot of difference than just the 'I miss you's posted all over communication devices.

Though, I do believe this is a phase that I'll get over. I have to think positive. If no one's going to help me, first and foremost, I have to help myself. I have to believe in myself, before people will believe in me. I don't know if this confidence will lead me to anything good, but no harm trying right? All the best, Aki.

"Just like her, I wanna be pretty."

Tell me something new.

2011-07-31T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm sitting at this shit ceremony with my cousins and the organizers are playing shit music. Other than that, it's been pretty hectic recently with assignments up to my neck, school, actual-i-get-paid kind of work and ymc/nyaa. And bonus points for this week = my aunt from England and Shaleen from Dubai are both in Singapore! It's pretty awesome cause I miss them a lot!!

Been spending the past few days with Tiara (which results in me speaking in a brit accent unconsciously dayumn) and my cousins! Went swimming early morning ytd and then we went to a flea heh bought some rly nice clothes!! Super cheap prices too ^o^

ok internet will eat up my phone batt so yeah bye (:

(life's still good)

We could have had it all.

2011-07-04T08:25:00.000+08:00

Maddi Jane is amazing. I don't remember where I first saw her from, but her voice caught me entangled the first time I heard her rendition of Breakeven by The Script. Till now, I really love her covers. And the best part? She's only 12 this year, which makes her beyond amazing. A small girl with a powerful voice is not to be reckoned with. Enjoy!

You played it to the beat.

Age limits.

2011-07-03T13:06:00.001+08:00

I am seventeen, okay fair enough, I can watch NC16 movies. But, being seventeen means you're not old enough to join competitions like Big Shot 2. And despite photography being somewhat of my passion (the reason why I got a DSLR), there're limits to what I can join. I am hurt ): I really really really wanted to join it! Even downloaded the application form, until I saw

Only Singaporeans and Permanent Residents need apply if you are 18 years and above as of 23 June 2011.

WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT?! MY LIFE IS A LIEEEEE T__________T And well, I do take some really nice photos still. Come onnnnnnn. I can give examples ok!

Just to put down a few. I think my photography's not bad, though I doubt it's yet on the borders of amazing. But I'm willing to take up classes to improve my skillz, just that I don't have the money to spare yet #brokekidforever and asking my parents to fulfill something I want (at this age come on) is just being really insensitive to the already sensitive issue of finances. Hm, maybe I can pursue it when I get a real proper job in the future, about 4 - 5 years time. Maybe

BUT I AM STILL DISHEARTENED. NYEEEEEEEEEEEEARRRRRRRRRRRGH

I HOPE YOU SEE MY CRIES OF VAIN, BIG SHOT 2 PRODUCERS.

Though even if I was 18, I wouldn't be able to make it cause I have CA10 presentations on 11th Aug... I'm even sadder. School, y u do this to me. D:

On another side, non-ranting note:
I really like my hair now. ~~(except when it frizzes up in the humidity i.e. when i do go out under the sun)~~ But in air-con, at home, my hair has this soft curls effect that many people are dying to have. And my curls are natural ;) But I hate my hair cause it takes super long to grow, since March 7 till now, it's only grown about 2 cm. Yes the only reason I know how much its grown is by my black hair roots (Y) Oh and get this, I can do waterfall braids!!!

Janessa's hair

Sylvia's hair

Anisa's hair

They're much more defined on Sylvia's hair because her hair has highlights and are of a lighter colour, which makes the waterfalls more obvious. But because Janessa's hair is long, if coupled with a lighter hair colour, it will be really nice and pretty too. And Anisa's photo happened to have really good lighting which made the braids really prominent. So yeah. Hopefully my hair will grow long enough for me to have waterfall braids by the end of this year!! Though I still don't know how to end off the braid.... still xD

Isn't anyone trying to find me?

2011-06-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

You said "I'll miss you" Lies. You sure are a liar. If you miss me, you'd ask me out even if it is as a friend. And there I see you, going out with everyone else you know, except me. You'll miss me? I don't think you do. So for now, just get the fuck off my mind already. Please let my heart be in the calm waters when I see you again, soon enough and not under fire from the rapid waterfalls like it used to. Do stop treating me more than just a friend. No, don't even go to treating me like a good friend because I'd rather stop at 'friend' before I fall deeper into the pithole. Just. Stop. It.

And I know I said 'I'll miss you too'. But that's what I tell everyone, in hopes I'll still be on their minds some how. A faint memory of me in their otherwise fun-filled lives.

Please don't say words that'll hurt me.

2011-06-15T08:57:00.000+08:00

Here's the story, my sister, younger one mind you she's only twelve this year, has a boyfriend. And so I found out when I was teasing her the other night, going "ehhh who are you texting? Smiling to yourself and whatnot! BOYFRIEND EHHH?!" but then again, teasing doesn't actually work when it is true. fml.

AND THEN, my mom proceeded to give both of us a lecture about the importance of finding a good, decent Muslim boyfriend, and boyfriends are only for marriages. That our studies are important than finding a soulmate and you get my drift. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do understand that she means well. Because she doesn't want us to lift a heavy burden because we chose the wrong man. But then again, does he really have to be what my mother wants? It is the 21st century, don't I get out to voice out my own ideal guy? I don't know when to come clean to her about the fact that I prefer Chinese over Malay and for now, I don't really plan on getting married. Closest to marriage is probably live-in boyfriend? Haha yes.

But you know things might change when I find the right person for me.... if I do. We'll see, que sera sera.

Love alone.

2011-06-14T15:48:00.002+08:00

Was gonna blog but I kept procrastinating, so all I can say right now is:

I need to kick myself.

ok enjoy this picture.

If I stare at you, would you glance over?

2011-06-07T03:37:00.000+08:00

Ok apart from my heart being in a turmoil (~~and yes the cycle fucking repeats itself every single fucking time, but I shall not dwell so much on it this time round~~),

life's good.

My class is as usual the crazy bunch as they always are. I really want these three years to be a good one. Sure we'll have our downs but I think we're mature and strong enough to overcome these barriers or hindrances together right? Please don't all these just be a facade for the time being, I don't think I can handle anymore superficiality in my life. I really love all of you (if not, most) as my class ok

Wednesday was really hectic! !e got back our test results (I got a fucking A, suck on that bitches) and we had nothing to do from 10am - 5pm so we Blackbox-ed, went jamming and played pool! Then I proceeded to go to Colours and slacked with Shermin and JT, #lifeofapolykid. Quite a successful class bonding time I might say (Y)

Blackbox:

Jamming:

Pool:

Slack:

Well for the last picture, it was blurry cause when I exited the library, my camera lenses started fogging up and gave the pictures a ~dreamy~ kind of effect, which I thought was pretty cool (:

Oh and I gave Kenny his birthday card on Fri, and took this picture of him reading it. And yeap the blurry effect was there again too, which made it even nicer!

Fast forward to Saturday with Yeobu!!! I haven't seen her for so long and she was super hilarious hahaha She texted me to start walking slowly to SJI's main gate once she catches a cab. The moment I saw the text and was about to start walking, she got out of the cab right in front of me! Seriously! Super hilarious much?! XD And yes, this year's carnival was not as happening as last year. The only thing happening was my ears bleeding from the bad live singing. So meh. Met Umar's brother, Ali and damn, that kid is damn adorbzx, like seriously!! Hahah he was taking pictures of birds and going all "OH THEY WENT AWAY!! NOOOOO NOOOO" damn funny!!

SJI Carn '11:

Some of the pictures were taken by Ali. I think if he were to go into photography, he'd be quite good actually.

YMC Sports Fiesta was actually soccer.... soccer.... and more soccer (surprise me) and what's more surprising is that I turned up there in a skirt and toms = absolutely nil chance of joining in the game and fouling my way through. Ok kidding about the foul part. Hahah. #failjoke By BBQ, Anisa was cheered up and hungry, so we went out and helped the kakaks with the cooking, while the rest went to take a shower (except for Shahf eeeeeh busuk haha) Lol we got scolded by the security uncle for putting our bags in the VIP room, but when I went out Abang Hadi was kind of mocking the uncle, saying we use the room all the time and that he has nothing to do, that's why he's scolding us XD Abang Hadi cool (Y) We BBQ-ed, ate like the greedy pigs we're known for, and then proceeded to 'jam' with the guitars the kids always bring. (Y) I like this part of YMC best, like we all just sit around, someone starts playing a tune and then we all sing to that song. Pretty fun and calming to the nerves, cause like it's a time to de-stress and get an undeserving break. And it's times like those that I wish time would just stop.

YMC Sports Fiesta & BBQ:

And today's class event was amazing (Y) but what happened there, stays there + I am seriously fucking sleepy and I have a workshop at 11 tmr so fml much. I've always wanted cool party pictures, and now I HAZ DEM. HEH HEH HEH HEH. -insert evil laugh-

02's first event:

It's 3.30 in the morning and no, I will not get enough sleep again.

Roller coaster ride.

2011-06-01T05:41:00.000+08:00

Oh! Before I forget,

Happy Birthday Kenny!!

Today, as in later on, will be your day to wear the sign hehehe Be honored, yours is the first birthday post in a long time!! xD

Take yourself a picture.

2011-06-01T05:37:00.000+08:00

^No freaking kidding, I wore this in Orchard, embarrassing at first but super fun!

^idk who they are, but they saw my sign and

actually turned back around to wish me 'Happy Birthday'!

Alright I was gonna blog about my birthday this year (which happened to be epicly better than the previous years) but I was caught up in assignment... ok lies, I last-minuted my APA assignment so I had to prioritize that over blogging right? Psht...

And I haven't slept the whole night and I'm not planning to... the whole night is left with an hour or so? First time ever I am pulling an all-nighter, for my first research paper. Whoa dear I shouldn't be doing this!

But thank you so much everyone who made this birthday really really exciting and amazing, I love you guys so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Special mentions to: Fatin♥, Jagi♥, Meow♥, Rab♥ and Sara♥ for Sunday, I love you guys to bits and pieces.
Sab♥ for being the first person to wish me at midnight!! (after my dad lol)
And GRAAW♥ and DADP, especially Kenny and 02, for Monday! It was a really good surprise!!

Here, have some more pictures to digest on :3

♥ LOVE ♥

Here is the end, for the both of us.

2011-05-22T13:52:00.001+08:00

I went for YMC yesterday at an incredibly sexy late time hahahah It started at one, but I only left my house at around 2+ and reached there (finally) at nearly 4 xD Juzan texted me saying Abang Raz was talking to the members when I arrived so I decided to sit outside for a while. The place is super nostalgic. I can somewhat remember all the significant events that happened there. Ninja days, singing Freak Out with Mur, my 15th birthday (when I got my Aiba photobook!!!) and all the slacking we did there. Hahah I malay what, malays lepak bro. /shot Really a good place to destress especially the back rooms <3 And the soccer field where me and Sara just lied down and looked up at the stars

"EH I SWEAR OK THE STARS ARE FUCKING MOVING!!!!!!"

The place was familiar, some faces were familiar, but the atmosphere was slightly different. Idk, i think maybe it's caused we've changed and grown up? And that our personality now seems to differ from when I first knew you? Yeah, if I could relieve the good ol' sec2 days I would, cause that was when our batch was the closest to one another, and it was pretty much awesome hanging out with you guys.

And T1 rooftop, so damn scary when the lights went off at 10!!! D: ok uhm I'm confused... you made me confused. Oh and hahah the whole of yesterday I went "ahemmybirthdayisin9dayspeopleahem" and I got a bubble tea treat from Hannan ROFL THANKS NAN n__n

Can you smile?

2011-05-18T20:44:00.001+08:00

Alright so, I am procrastinating again. And as of this moment, I AM LOCKED IN MY HOUSE. Cause I don't have my key with me and my mom just went out. So yes. I am locked in my house. Not the first time. And I hope internet isn't a bitch and starts lagging because the thought of being unable to leave my house already scares the fuck out of me and i really want to do sth else other than mope around so that the fear lessens.

I don't think I'm getting a mac in the end. Just when I thought I'm finally out of that ridiculous financial situation, and things are getting better, it doesn't help to find out that somehow things have an uncanny ability to find their way back to square one. And yeap here I am moping over the fact that I don't have a new laptop for my polytechnic years. But I still have my tablet pc, so I guess it's cool. For now. Ah well.

Fall in like.

2011-05-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

From pasalakucool:

I want a crush. I want to find a boy I can look at from far every day. A boy with the greatest smile any boy could ever ask for. I want to fall in like. I want to stare at him and jump around when I catch him staring back. I want to daydream about how incredible we would look like together. I want to watch him play soccer from far. I want to see him with other girls and I'll go home and cry myself to sleep. But he won't notice me. He won't notice that small little girl with the crazy hair and stupid faces. He won't notice me a single bit. And that's how I'd want it to be.

But what if, I already have a crush? What if every time I try to ignore him, ~~(ignore my feelings)~~ he comes out from no where and makes me grin like an idiot again? What if he actually does notice me, but our friendship is no more than that? What happens when I can't move forward, scared that it'd be the end of our friendship, and I'd have to hold everything inside? And what happens when it kills me every single time he makes me smile again, knowing that he doesn't know that what he's doing is making my hope grow a little bit stronger? What could I do?

Please stop confusing me. I'm battling these irrational feelings as hard as I can. Telling myself "It's not time yet".

Tell me that you love me too.

2011-05-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

Applied Psychology in Action really made me be more sensitive in a way I guess. I used to assume that nerds are just nerds and jerks are just jerks. And losers are just losers. (I'm so mean, I know) What I didn't know is their past. The experiences that happened to them that made them who they are. I should really stop judging people based on their looks. I mean sometimes yeah, they can't help looking the way they are. I'm trying ok, trying.

I'm back to procrastinating. Ugh, really one module in IP textbook is super heavy. I thought reading = before bedtime stories but apparently nuuuuuuh.

But today is a Saturday and I don't feel like doing anything today. /starts Lazy Song/ I woke up at 12 (HAHAHA I KNOW RIGHT) with that song in my head and really i'm not doing anything productive. Ah well. /shrugs/

I hate this love song.

2011-05-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

Okay hi guys, I'm back. For good, or not, I don't know.

School's pretty much fun for me, but it's only been 3 weeks so I can't really say that it'll be like this for the rest of the 3 years in Poly for me. The psychology modules are a bit of a pain in the ass for me sometimes, but I guess I can understand the information thrown at me, their mostly common sense, with more common and more sense after they are explained? UHM YEA. Drama's freaking fun. (and i forgot this isn't livejournal, where I can choose my mood, and tell readers what I'm listening to and where I am, this sucks or if like this is private or public) 2011's been hectic to me so far. The topshop job I had, hahah the people I met were interesting and definitely a joy to hang around with (: But i had to stop, cause of school. Now imma brokeass. Osm.

Alright bye, this is highly unproductive blogging or filling people about my life. Hai where are you guys pls come back.

P.S I'm the only _______bloglink@bs left... am I?

Gonna fly to where my water's sky blue

2011-04-25T10:09:00.000+08:00

I have thoughts of reliving this blog. Should I bother?

Try a little harder.

2010-07-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

I know you think I'm dead. But I'm not. I just don't find a need to update here any longer.

See you on my 100% friends only livejournal here. That is if I want to add you back :3

Annyong~

이건 시간 문제야

2010-05-29T07:28:00.000+08:00

Why are Sara's eyes so creepy! Yesterday was (: Had a mini birthday cake session with Sara xD Shaleen was there very very late. HOHO MORE REASONS TO COME HOME LATER THAN CURFEW. xD No lah (I'm sorry it's like 6.55 in the morning and my brain is trying really really hard to string a proper sentence) Yesterday was so cute~ Shaleen was so cute~ ^^

Especially when she did the 'banging' on the glass walls of the departure hall hahah so cute XD So now I have her scissors captive.:3 And it took her a good ten minutes for her to go go. xD Her byebyes are some jellyfish like hand thingy xD Super epic. And omgosh, all our fail jumpshots, me, Sara, Anisa and Shaleen. And our LOVE, ROFL, LMAO. And the epic piggyback ride 'race' (YOU CHEATED SHEEN HAHAH) as well as the 'fighting' scene LOLOL Yesterday was fun~ 8D And I got home just before midnight that kind xD

Thank you Shaleen, Anisa and Sara for being awesome and making my day. :3 And also thanks to Norman and Azri for being good company, good luck for MT O's! (I don't have nyeahehehe)

I... I'll edit this post when my mind is in a better condition :)
But guess what I can still do. MACROS. HAHAH

Hai Sara don't kill me, but this was damn macro-able!! I couldn't help it XD

Fly a little higher.

2010-05-28T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm in the mood to picture spam you gaiz :3

Shangri-la performance

Speech Day

Sec4 Farewell

Wtf am I doing up at 1.30 posting all these!! ): Ah shit, I'm really gonna miss angklung :/

Gonna be the one that I want.

2010-05-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

Awesome end to my week~ I like. RJ drama was so kiut and I couldn't stop laughing with Sab and Sara. ILY NJT and sorry we were late Sab XD YMC was more than usual, better than usual, awesomer than usual, funnier than usual. Thanks for making it "Woah" Shaleen and Anisa :D

I'M IN CLICK! SECTION OF INITIATION. We're the official photographers, i/c of photo-taking for commemoration, yearbooks, etc for the initiation. COOL OR WHAT. It's a new thing, and we're gonna the first people to carry this out. (We thought of the whole photo thing ourselves okay!) Y/Y? :D

After that, I went out with Shaleen and Anisa at Coffee Bean. It was so fun to sit with them, and just crap our hearts out. (Spent 7 bucks, shit ass broke now.) It's been such a long time and the H2H talk was amazing. I have never laughed so much this month, yet alone this week. But all good things come to an end, but it lasted well enough for me. Enough to get me through next week, I hope. :D (LAST WEEK OF SCH YEAH BB) For now at least ^^

Some people do change and we don't know why. Maybe it's because of personal reasons, maybe their situations forced them to, maybe it's the different kind of attention they get. There are a lot of reasons why a person has changed. However, there is a difference when you change for the better or for the worse. When someone changes, some of the people around them get affected. People who thought they knew that person so well, but apparently, they thought wrong, didn't they? I thought wrong.
Everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason. -Khun, Without U

Am I supposed to be happy?

2010-05-19T22:35:00.001+08:00

Daijoubu janaiyo. Gomen ne.

Those yesterday's feelings.

2010-05-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

I'm like a glow-in-the-dark star.

I only shine when others are down.

People come to me for comfort only in their darkest moments.

But when everything's fine and dandy, I'm forgotten.

People don't see me when they're happy.

Glow-in-the-dark stars, they don't shine forever do they?

In the end, I won't glow anymore and I'll die.

Then I get replaced.

I'm like a glow-in-the-dark star.

~~And I die a little more every night.~~

Please stay by my side.

2010-05-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

IN ♥♥♥♥♥ WITH THIS SONG

Hard To Say I Love You - Weaver

Even though I said "Screw malay intensives, I'm gonna watch my dramas" I'm done with my Sunao ni Narenakute so I'm going to sleep now :D NIGHTZ. :3:3

Hard to say I love you

2010-05-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

Wise words Nakaji but you bitch, you don't like the girl that Doktor likes. And doktor is Jae-fucking-joong. HAHAHA I got carried away sorry >_>

The pieces are still with you.

2010-05-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

ARASHI - Monster

Check out Aiba at 3:11 (freaking hot) and check out the ending of this vid xD I like this Truth/Believe concept, and omfg is it just me, or does their dance get awesome-r in like every new MV?! Omfg, my boys are so adorablezx. I want to see them here in Singapore ): Or maybe... I should start working hard enough to go to Japan?

It's over, baby.

2010-05-14T22:27:00.001+08:00

MBLAQ Teaser "Y" 2nd Single

WHY ARE THEY SO FREAKING HOT. Y Y Y Y Y Y. Geddit? ^_^

And I'm not into Wondergirls but their teaser looks cute! 8D

Wondergirls Teaser "2 Different Tears"

Okay bye, I'm off to search for some good MBLAQ/Kpop goodies :3 And omg UKiss showcase is like $170 dollars and Sundown festival (which will have Jpop/Jrock/Kpop) is gonna be $118. Shit la. I really want to go but I know I can't waste such money. Shit shit shit )':

Just tell yourself, I'll be okay.

2010-05-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

頑張って　あき！　Ｊｕｓｔ　ｏｎｅ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｐａｐｅｒ　ｌｅｆｔ！　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｈａｒｄｅｓｔ　Ｉ’ｖｅ　ｅｖｅｒ　ｓｔｕｄｉｅｄ　ｆｏｒ　ａｎｙ　ｅｘａｍ　ｓｏ　ｆａｒ　;~;　Ｉ’ｍ　ｓｏ　ｕｓｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｔｕｄｙｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｈａｒｄｃｏｒｅ　ｍｕｇｇｉｎｇ　ｍａｋｅｓ　ｍｅ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｆｒｅａｋｉｎｇ　ｅｘｈａｕｓｔｅｄ．　

Ａｐａｒｔ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｈｅ　ｐａｐｅｒ，　Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｈａｖｅ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｅｌｓｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｅｔｔｌｅ．　１ｓｔ　Ｊｕｎｅ；　ＢＲＩＮＧ．　ＩＴ．　ＯＮ．Ａｈｈ，　Ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｃａｎ’ｔ　ｗａｉｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　Ｈｏｌｉｄａｙｓ！　Ｉ’ｍ　ｇｏｎｎａ　ｓｔｕｄｙ　ｒｅａｌ　ｈａｒｄ，　ｅｖｅｎ　ｄｕｒｉｎｇ　ｔｈｅｎ　（ｍａｙｂｅ）　Ｏｋａｙ　Ｉ　ｓｈａｌｌ　ｇｏ　ｂａｃｋ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　Ｇｌａｓｓ　Ｍｅｎａｒｇｅｒｉｅ　ｎｏｗ　：Ｄ

There is a trick that would come in handy for me - get me out of this 2 by 4 situation!
-Tom Wingfield, The Glass Menagerie

If you were alcohol, I'd get drunk easily.

2010-05-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

I saw this on LJ.

And I'm reminded of the time Nishan said she wanted to be a mic stand, and how mic stands are so lucky, cause they get to grind with Adam Lambert. And hell, how lucky is that mic up there to get kissed by Jay :3 Lol plus I used to think microphones was spelled as 'mikrophones' I'm so cute -selfpraise- xD

Throws it all away.

2010-05-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I'm looking through divorce stories, but I am. Never once in my life before this have I imagined myself to be searching on the internet for stories like this. But no here I am. Ugh, I hate choosing. I am indecisive and easily influenced. Even though I feel like I can think everything out on my own, it takes time. A lot of time. I need help. And maybe a shoulder to lean on. I guess. :/

AHHHHHHHHHH MY SKIN PEELED OFF HURTS LIKE SHIT. ):

Your one phrase.

2010-05-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

I need to spazz. (Yes I'm in my spazzing mode now :3)

OMG HIS RED HAIR IS JUST (Y)(Y)(Y)

This reminds me of the time NJT tried doing the "Let's Fly~" for our dance xD

KHUN IS BLONDE SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAB.
Hahah Junho's butt sticks out in white skinnies!!! ROFL
I can't tell who it is on the right but I think it's Joon.

Talking about Joon,
OMG LOOK AT THIS HAHAH IT FREAKING KILLED ME OKAY!

-flails- He can freaking act like he's in love with that girl )': Lol and the fighting with Seungho reminds me of 2AM's I Did Wrong's MV XD WHY DO THEY HAVE TO FIGHT OVER THE GIRL?! HELLO? SINGLE FANGIRL HERE -knocks heads- Tch.

If you've thought of me even once.

2010-05-08T16:59:00.000+08:00

SAY WHAT?!

Go check out the etc. column. ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ IT'S DAMN COOL. :3 I spent a long time on it okay!!

I don't care what you might say about me.

2010-05-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

Hai Sab, your love is getting harassed. XD

Don't be too jealous ya? ROFL ^~^ But omf, the girl has abs. CAN YOU SEE THAT?!?!

Omg anyway, the small boy on Three Brothers on KBS World right now is damn damn damn cute!!!!! -flails-

Rock the night.

2010-05-05T21:50:00.001+08:00

Want:
1) Golden Onto Headphones Yes I'm a sucker for Onto headphones, even though I killed my turquoise ones
2) iTouch/iPod ABANG AZHAR YOU OWE ME THIS SINCE LAST YEAR!!!! -shakes fists violently-
3) To study Internet is a fucking screwed up distraction you guys know that? ;~;
4) JB TO GET OFF TT FO REAL.
5) Good results Just like everyone else.
6) More graphic tees.
7) High cut sneakers!!!

Do not want:
1) Custody battles
2) Incoherent babbles
3) Repeating drabbles
(yes it rhymes I know)

A lot more to go~ Hwaiting~ (btw people, I think I screwed up my music player. So yea xD)

You're oh-so-charming.

2010-05-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

I'm re-listening to all my Lily Allen songs :3 Hahahah I love her so much~ Her songs are awesome, and just the way I want it... and...

I think I'm missing my Avatar for some computer bonding time. Dang.

It's not going so well.

2010-04-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

I just downloaded a heck load of gifs, icons etc etc off LJ. OMG INTERNET IS BAD REALLY REALLY BAD D: But look what I found :3
(Y) TO JUNBROS

Credits: kpop_gifs @LJ

More coming up some other day :3

I guess I remember every glance you shot me.

2010-04-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess the title should tell you something, but in case you still don't get it, key words = subliminal messaging. 8D

(Back to a paragraph that was aimless, a paragraph that was typed out by someone who's already numbed and... this is pointless)
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ANYWAY LOOK AT THIS EPIC SHIT.

THANK YOU EMERALD~ My juniors are awesome like that. :3 Okay sleep now.

oxox....

hahhah oxen. Awesome. ~~(fail.)~~

This time I'll save myself.

2010-04-21T21:02:00.005+08:00

My 'ADRISOLE.' sticker is coming off :S It's gonna keep on scratching against my right arm. >_> Well, here I am now, to talk about my pet peeves. I guess you all probably think I'm dead, well, you can think such, but hey, if I'm dead, who's the person updating this blog? Can't be a ghost right? So no, I'm not dead. (WTF WAS I GETTING TO BUT NVM THAT PARAGRAPH WAS AIMLESS) Lol I'm now thinking of a paragraph holding a bow and arrow and missed the target cause it had no aim... aimless get it?!?! 8D

Being sick makes me feel like I'm high on crack, pardon me for that. :/ Hardly stepped out of my house in like 4 hours... okaaay. Moving on -does the hand action that indicates for you, yes you the reader, to move on the next paragraph, repeatedly-

Talking about crack, I learnt how cracking of petroleum occurs! AND YES PEOPLE I STAYED AWAKE IN CHEM OKAY. (with stomachaches but still!) I totally deserve a prestigious award for that! :3 :3 Do it, do it chu~ It's true true true it's you~♥ Sorry that tune kinda comes along whenever I type --> :3 (For your sake, I will refrain from typing out the lyrics to Chu~♥ But Amber's rap is still woah oh oh awesome~ 8D)

Okay yes back to my pet peeves. -diverts attention-

I really don't get those people whom I don't know and just randomly adds me on facebook! AT LEAST TALK TO ME FIRST. Okay sure, you're good looking and all, but if you just add me and not talk to me, what's the use?! The whole point of Facebook is to 'connect with your loved ones' and all that crap ~~and maybe once in a while stalk someone~~. The point is stop adding everyone like you know them okay. Adding everyone your friend knows does not make you cool, and no, accepting friend requests from strangers does not make you cool either. Even if he/she is good-looking. I REPEAT EVEN IF... Lol honestly speaking, I don't care if you add people randomly or not. Just don't add me, I get really annoyed to the extent of shouting at my computer "WHO THE HELL IS THIS IDIOT!" Yes at my computer.

Just like how I scream when I get Mafia Wars gifts "OMG YOU ARE NOT FROM THE REAL MAFIA STOP SENDING ME GIFTS AND LIVE IN A MAKE BELIEVE WORLD WHEN ALL YOU'RE DOING IS SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER GEEZ."

It's not like I can't exactly shout at my Meeviee poster either, ~~even though it never talks back.~~ Scrap that >_> I kissed it twice already though, imagine if it was the real person -melts- ><

I should really stop my incoherent blabbering about right now.... OMG NINJA WARRIOR I AM SO AWED AT THE DAMN STRONG GUYS. And the grueling courses. I also want to try! *all hyped up* Oh wait, no in my condition now, I can't even run. ): OMG THE GUY JUST DROPPED IN HIS LAST SPRINT. OMG OMG I FEEL FOR HIM MAN~ D':

-thirty minutes later- OKAI CRISS ANGEL IS ON. BAI. I need to watch my Hollywood Miyavi now. :3 ...

Do it do it chu~ It's true true true it's you~♥

THIS WAS SUCH A FAIL! CRACK ENTRY LA PRZ. -facepalm-

N
JYLE♥
T
♥

Just in time.

2010-04-19T14:09:00.000+08:00

A mile gone with every minute past.

...
I really need to learn how to disappear properly.

Don't wanna be a boy, wanna be a man.

2010-04-19T12:38:00.000+08:00

This is insane.The clinic has yet to call me back! I went there in the morning and they said to come back later because the doctor's not in or something. So I went home first and till now! OMG ): I really want my blood test results. Hope it isn't anything really serious... to think about it, I think my arms got weaker already. I was so drained out yesterday. OMG IT BETTER NOT BE A SERIOUS ILLNESS. -touch wood-

Okai I'm going out again, once I've had my lunch and another shower. It's damn warm these past few days. I hate you weather. (Please don't rain either, I don't have an umbrella)

Did someone break your heart inside?

2010-04-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

Isn't it beautiful? If I could, I'd stand all day in front of my house and just watch the sky turn from black, to dark blue, to majestic blue to light blue. But I can't cause life is a bitch and time waits for no man...

Today, was our last angklung performance. Ah, good ol' times. I'll definitely miss my ak mates and my beloved pk. And especially the songs we played, how we had fun. I really miss my ak seniors already. Honestly speaking, ak was fun with them around. All of them are very enthusiastic during performances, my sec one days. Now right... I think there's too many people. :/

And ORA. OMG HELIUM BALLOON PLAN DIDN'T WORK. DDD': And I saw Cikgu Norliza hee hee 8D Ah, a lot of good/funny memories are coming back to me. :'D Hahahha NJT realized our initials spell A.S.S... unless if you use my real name then it will be S.S.S xD Oh and when I arrived... it was an awkward coincidence. Totally was not expecting it. Okaaaaay. (Prz don't recognize me)

Kay shootz night.

P.s I think a lot of things are not going the way I want it to be, so if you find anything wrong with me, please tell me. Thanks. Tag... anonymously if you must. Thanks again :)

Where is your heart?

2010-04-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

I made this up when I was bored from waiting for the damn 132.
(Sing to the tune of Where Is Your Heart by Kelly Clarkson)

Where is the bus?
Cause I want to go home.
Where is the bus?
The rain won't stop pouring down.
Is it so hard, for the bus to come?
I just want to go home right now, that's all I'm asking for.
Where is the bus?

So no, do not leave me stranded at the bus stop in the pouring rain. I absolutely hate it. (Yes I know it is wtf material. Trust me I ask myself why I make up such stupid stuff too)

Today I know, it felt better

2010-04-08T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hungry. But I'm so lazy to go down. Daebak.

I'm so sorry but I love you.

2010-04-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS GETTING BORING AYE? ^^
but I webcammed with Elfie today~ 8D Haha she's fun to talk to -hugs- JYLE FAM IS DAEBAK~

BB, WE RLY NEED TO TAKE SEXIER WEBCAM PICTURES. -sidetrack- I love my smiley pillows~

I'm still standing here.

2010-04-04T23:09:00.001+08:00

I feel a sickness coming up. I've been getting dizzy spells and shit. I need an itouch/iphone to talk to my tlist OMG OMG): They keep me happy~ I love JYLE and NJT~ ^^

Wicked wild.

2010-04-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

I haven't posted this.

WHY ARE MY BIASES SO CUTE :3

We shake the heat in relationships.

2010-04-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

(Y) FOR MY NEW SKIN~ You know if only I can change the skin I'm in as easy as I change blogskins. Can never happen, but we can dream right :3 And yes Dara talked to me again today~ Heee~ No this time, I shan't bother uploading my proof. But yes she did talk to me.

As I said on Psyche (II), she's related to MBLAQ which makes her double cool. And then she has Big Bang by her side which makes her triple cool. And then there's also Lee Min Ho, which makes her quadruple cool.
(Y) :3

Anyone who wants to meet me tmr, just text/ call. I've got nothing to do at all!!! -desperate-
(like anyone will care pssht.)

I never wanna miss.

2010-04-01T22:20:00.001+08:00

OMGGGG TODAY HAS GOT TO BE STEPPING STONE TO MY FANDOM~

SANDARA PARK TALKED TO ME ^^

Okay so first thing her status was something like "2NE1 has cancelled all their events, if you want details comment here ^^" So I did, but I knew it was an Aprils' Fool prank okay ㅋㅋㅋㅋ. I posted on her wall something like "Haha Dara! It's an Aprils' Fool prank! XD" cause I can't seem to comment on her status >< AND THEN SHE MESSAGED ME BACK~ ^^ OH MAI GAWDDDD.

I'll upload the proof later. My internet can't upload stuff, wtf ikr.
-
Okay so today, Sports Carnival, the results were woah woah woah. Fry got first! Congratz~ And Human Fooseball was awesome~ After fooseball, I was walking all over the place with Afee, Esther and Hazwani haha, was cool~ And then I joined the novelty race, and I had to hop inside the hopsac! OMG HAHAH DAMN FUNNY~ We were supposed to hop till the yellow cones but Dini hopped all the way till the white lines xD Super cute la she~ Btw congratz Dini for being the individual champion for Sec 4s!!

After the carnival. _________________ You fill up the blanks. Let's just say I'm an expert in walking around aimlessly all on my own. One freaking fine day, I'm going to just go gallivanting all over Singapore on my own, without any way to be contacted. Plugged in, getting on and off random buses and mrt stations. I can't wait. I wonder how worried the people who actually care about me will get.
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"Something sacred, something beautiful.

Something quiet to ease my mind.

When the pressure's taking me over and over.

Cause I've been down and I've crawling.

Pushed around, and always falling."

화이팅,아키.

Uh-huh uh-huh uh-huh

2010-03-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY I LOVE THIS~ I can't tell who the new member is. They all look so different! T.T Okay you've gotta love the 'drumline' concept and Raina's voice~ I LOVE RAINA OMG OMG ~

You'll never catch me now, oh no!
Sorry for the KPop spams these past few days.

Before you came.

2010-03-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

WHY DIDN'T THEY CALL ME!!! I would pick up my phone okay! Even if someone calls me in the middle of the night, I WILL PICK UP!~ ):

It's so fun to talk to your idolz man. Okay I will go to korea one day and learn korean and join forums and go online and post up my handphone number so they ALL CAN AND WILL call me heh.~ Good plan aki.

Lock the last open door.

2010-03-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hey I'm back and this post, okay I don't care if you read it or not. But I think I should let this go. And not stuff it in till I get unreasonably hot-tempered. Which I tend to do.

Okay so in life right now, they are plenty of things that bother me. Things that annoy me to the core. Things I just can't stand any longer! Some are pretty minor, some are incredulous and some that would also annoy anyone in my situation. Example of a minor annoyance is the fact that I can't take my usual bus to school anymore and can't see my three eyecandies to me moving house. Minor enough? Definitely. I am getting highly irritated by the fact that my dad has yet to buy a mirror for our new house, no not even one. Just cannot tahan okay. And major, the fact I can score a range of A1till F9's this common test. Not cool. Failing is no longer cool aki. I get annoyed as easily as I get amused. So yeah. Just needed to get this off.
A one-room flat in Toa Payoh and a two-room flat in Redhill makes me miss the spacious three-room flat I used to live in at Yishun. It also makes me miss the family I used to have. Not that anyone died or anything, but well, things sure are a lot more different now. Three also reminds me of us three sisters getting along really well and not doing anything horrendously stupid. But now, everything's going wrong. My elder sister hates me for not helping her and my younger sister goes gallivanting at shopping malls with her friends every darned day. I'm starting to hate both of them really badly that I don't even care what they think of me anymore. :/ Everything's going haywire.
I realized, with this new house, I can proudly say I've lived in all four corners of Singapore! North: Yishun and Toa Payoh. South: Redhill. East: Bedok. West: Choa Chu Kang and Bukit Batok. Cool no? Hahah.
Busy day tomorrow.

I am tired. Night. HOLY SHIT IT'S 2AM. Daebak~

And our day was filled with fantasy.

2010-03-23T10:45:00.001+08:00

Sick yet again. Sigh. And I am so determined to finish all my work by 9 tonight. Must must must must. Bye.

PS INTERNET IS A FUCKING DISTRACTION GRRRRRRRRRR

In brilliant blue.

2010-03-20T19:00:00.004+08:00

SUPPOSED TO BE TUMBLRING ARASHI. Just to tell you, I'll be gone here ne~ Gomen ne. No more time after this.

MY BOYS. Forevahhhhh hot.

Why are Japanese songs relatively much harder to sing than Korean songs? Is it the too high pitch? ):

You're breaking my heart.

2010-03-20T18:33:00.003+08:00

2AM DAEBAK!!!

Okie the MV, omg JINWOON IS LIKE FFFFFUUUUUU WORTHY. OKAY OKAY. And his hair! Reminds me of GD in My Heaven. ~~And Chan in 10 out of 10.~~ Not the point :/ HE IS DAMN HOT JINWOON IS DAMN HOTTTTT~ And Kwon looks so ohgodddd~ -flails- (And yes I didn't forget the damn sexy golden headphones Kwon has on.) I WAAANT.

And omg the perf!! ほんと　すごい！～ I AM REALLY AMAZED IT'S JUST DAMNED GREAT. And the puppet concept is out-of-this-world!!! AH OMG RLY GOOD! ... Jinwoon. ^^

KAY BYE BUSY TRENDING #arashi ON TUMBLR

Turn it up~

2010-03-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

KAY THIS IS REALLY FUNNY~ I really love Kwon's english, it's like the best they have in Seoul right now -sarcasm-

I love Brian's "WHAT?!" to JoKwon's mashed up engrish.
I wanted to post more vids, but screw this, go search yourself. -number of readers drops drastically- OH MAN.

Hela, hela, helahelahela

2010-03-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

Now Lupin's in my head. I make it sound as if I'm talking about the teacher in Harry Potter but no! I'm talking about Kara's song. And that part where they dance with their shoulders, the hela hela, part which sounds nothing like hello to me.

And dayumn, I need to get home (to redhill) soon, being in mom's place (toa payoh) for long is not good. It's getting dark (and creepy here). And I'm hungry. Oh wow aki~ (What can I buy with four bucks? Hmmm)

YAY TMR I HAVE A BAKING DATE WITH SISTER AND COUSIN. And after baking, we're gonna sit down and watch a hilarious Japanese game show, sounds awesome and what?! ^^ And there goes my tuesday of doing nothing~ ~~(Y)(Y)~~ no aki. Not yay. D:

Back it up.

2010-03-16T18:01:00.001+08:00

OKAY TIME FOR AN ALL-GIRLS SHOWDOWN~

2NE1 - Try To Copy Me

Okay this is nothing new to 2NE1, the eccentric styles and costume is a norm in their mvs. I can't really catch the lyrics though ): But what I have to say about this is that this mv is focusing more on their dancing abilities than their rapping/singing abilities cause the voices are modified which is D: cause I can't hear Bom's amazing vocals. However, I liked how they made Bom wear pants in 2NE1 mvs (finally!), and her hair (L). And Minji looks really hot in her first scene, after that I thought she looked like how she looked before :/ Dara's concept as a gunman is really cute (Y) and CL's styles were definitely out-of-this-world with the bejeweled face, the egyptian haircut and hm, the Willy Wonka beginning? Yeah definitely my girls. I just don't get the song D':

Kara - Lupin

First thought was "OMG SEUNGYEON HAS SHORT HAIR OMG OMG" She looks real good okay~ I love the setting they have, the antique building setting, it's really good. It really gives a stark contrast to the modern outfits they have on, the sleek jackets and the leather tights. Yes, leather tights. Jiyoung seems to be performing better in this mv (and her live perfs) but I don't think she's up to the other's standards yet. Work harder honey :D The song itself is really unique as well, it starts with a really tense feeling but the chorus and the bridge are kinda bubbly? Yeah, and you have gotta love Hara's hair swing it's the bomb. Look at their performances and you'll know what I mean ;D

T-ara - Crazy Because Of You

Kill me, I don't know who's who. Sorry ): but okay the girl with short hair, I love her, her dancing, outfit and her rap. Yeah she's my bias in T-ara xD Okay concept-wise I love this vid, even the beginning in the class and the transition. And hmm, what else? The transition from class to the performance, it was a bit mind-boggling, but it was good. The dance, omg really good, it's really amazing, they should make the mv more focused on it. Other than that, I enjoyed the song as well... oh right, this song's similar to Britney Spear's kind of songs.

SNSD - Black Soshi (Teaser)

TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!~ -hyperventilates- CANNOT WAIT~ Sooyoung so pretty! And lulzx, I think Sunny should stick to her cute image though xD

Okay CANNOT TAHAN MUST SEE. Even though it's not a girl group...

Beast - Shock

YOSEOB IS FUCKING HOT. And lol, what happened to JunHyung and SeungHyeun's hair major lolzx. but still, YOSEOB~ (I wanna be the wires nyeaheheheheh~) Plus the dance is so (Y) It's kinda easy and hard at the same time~ And lol, don't kill me, but I seriously thought that at the chorus part, they remind me of Backstreet Boys -runs away- Ooops. Too much N'Sync/ BSB when I was young!

And no I'm not outdated, I just have yet to tell you about this... obsession. Oh and except for 2NE1, the rest are going for the dark look... even B2ST. Black's the thing this year for Kpop, no?

Just feel so good.

2010-03-10T17:39:00.000+08:00

THIS MADE ME LAUGH LIKE SHRIEKING CRAZY HIGH PITCHED LAUGHTER NON STOP.

Cass Beer Advertisement Parody.
Thunder as Sandara
Joon and Lee Minho

Then this, I'm truly awed with CN Blue~ Just listen to their cover of I Don't Care. It'd be awesome if they did a joint performance with 2NE1 ^^

Jonghyun~ ^^

Fame is a good thing.

I'm sorry if he likes me more than he ever liked you.

2010-03-10T17:25:00.001+08:00

Okay some very unassociated thoughts. As usual. Pssst, can I actually get 100 points this time? Hmm.

Too much junk food = really bad sore throat + one side of your nostril blocked. Oh wow.
That's why I'm not in school for remedials.
It's ah ah obvious. ~~But it's okay, I know when I'm not welcomed.~~
Smut smut smut.
Bruised back and aching joints. IDK why. I'm not even 16 yet. -.-
I'm writing my own fanfic now. Hahah fail. Only at 140+ words now.
Hermit. Hermit. Hermit... ~~me.~~
It's okay if you don't understand this, I won't even know what I was blogging about when I look back.
ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO GET RID OF EYEBAGS?
(Don't say sleep, I sleep too much everyday!)
I'll see you at Louvre Museum 2024... if the world doesn't end in 2012.
Oh oh, happy birthday Dad, Adee and Haziqah!
Secondhand Serenade is burning my ears with his whiny vocals...
oh wait Simple Plan came up (Y)
"Life is what happens when you're busy making your excuses~"
New email or no new email?
WTF WHY IS TWITTER NOT WORKING PROPERLY?! -kills computer-
Oh wait I'm still here. Hah.
I'm gonna get a hot boyfriend when I go to JC.
Wait, make that a hot AND smart boyfriend.
"Don't be another one, just like the other one~"
I can't wait to get out from my strings.
No you aren't the one pulling me.
My mom = (Y) Me: Green or blue? Mom: Green. Me: I knew it.
No I'm not with you anymore. If you realized.
We have absolutely nothing in common to talk about.
As a result, we don't talk anymore.
Fine by me.
I'm on iMedia. O.O IKR.
Malay and AMaths - h/w and notes please.
OH AND GUESS WHO GOT 90% FOR HER EMATHS CT~
I am so smart heee 8D
Okay that's the extent of me being smart btw.
My Amaths and Phy = total fail.
Oooh thirty one. Shit no hahah cannot do Jiyong's 'twenny one'.
Shit, almost deleted the whole chunk.
Nowadays, I actually ~~love~~ like being alone.
It's just a conversation between me and my sub-vocalization almost every time.
How cool is that?
It's like my very own Brain Twitter.
Except no one can read it of course.
If anyone could, well, that would be really creepy and strange.
I wonder if anyone would ask me out (as a friend) during March holidays.
Probably not.
There's a high chance they think I died.
Cause I don't talk to them?
Yeah people I fucking died.
I didn't swear -looks away-
"Miss Independent... Miss Self-Sufficient.... Miss Keep-Your-Distance"
Is it 'Independent' or 'Independant'?
Help me please.
Referring to point twenny one, I'm gonna bring him to other sch's open house
heh -evil smile-
"It took her some time for her to see"
As the saying goes: You'll never know once you experienced it yourself.
Okay, was there even such a saying?
DON'T STOP BELIEVING THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
Hey, I know things sucks cocks for you right now but...
Pay now, play later
Definitely worth the wait.
Are you readers still with me?
The secret phrase is 'Bulji Shimnida'
Copy paste that onto my cbox.
And I'll tell you what it means. hee. 8D
Am I awesome or what?
No the answer is not what!
Okay, Linkin Park songs sure are angsty.
Yeah, remind me to write an angsty fanfic one day.
I'm moving house btw.
To somewhere near my school
Which means I can wake up late everyday to school.
Like 6.30am late.
But then, I won't see my three guys on 970 anymore ㅠ.ㅠ
I'm gonna take 970 to school tmr and fri,
before I move into my new house in the new term
I AM SADDED.
I'll probably not see anymore hot guys till the time I get into a JC.
Or maybe not, there's a secondary school in front of my house.
Yes bitches, directly in front~
"Slow it down so hearts beat faster?"
Never gonna happen to me.
I like to imagine impossible scenarios in my head.
Regarding real life and not.
Mostly not real. Cause this is what they call dreaming.
But I'm still gonna get a hot AND smart boyfriend.
Can't believe I'm still single even though I'm 16.
And to think I actually got to being 16 without being killed in a car accident.
Yes I want to die in a car accident.
I'm not gonna live till I'm old and wrinkly.
Me? Old and wrinkly? HAHA.
It'd be surprising to know I'm not the only one who doesn't wanna live till I'm old and wrinkly.
Ew. Wrinkly. No thanks.
Sara: If you commit suicide, I'll kill you. No wait, that won't work.
A lot of songs in my playlists reminds me of all the different guys I used to like.
WHY. D: -embarrassed-
I'll stay out of your way.
Now and forever.
Last two.
Last one.
Last farewell~ 마지막 인사는~

~~BYE BYE~~~ ちょっと　まって　ください!! WANT WANT WANT. Pardon me for being a small kid all over again. A kid who wants childish things like happiness and cute hair ties ^^

Make them real.

2010-03-06T19:17:00.001+08:00

Ratna's face. haha -fail- Still short. -second fail- Okay so anw, I really like the I Am Gifted programme I want more! And yes I am barely online nowadays, anything text/call. DYOU KNOW THAT MY BILL FOR THIS MONTH IS ONLY TWENTY FIVE BUCKS?! Inclusive of plan's payment, which is about $20. Which meant I only used like $4/$5. WHAT IS THIS!!! PRANK CALL/ TEXT ME NOW. When I'm using prepaid, you all spam my phone, and when I'm using bill, no one talks to me %^!(^!@ D:

Sidetrack: Apparently, Singlish is a hard English accent to learn. Really meh? I don't think so la. Hahah, iyf. I'm too cool for this though. Proper British English, Aki. Proper English. Hahah what the hell. -.- I need to go nao, so byebye.

Woah I blogged like five times last month woah oh oh. AND OH SHIZ IT'S MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TMR. WHAT TO DO. HELP?

Burn the sun, burn the light.

2010-03-02T20:55:00.001+08:00

Been reading fanfics all day. Yes, those filled with smut >D No one tags anymore I see. I think this blog just died. Hm. Com failed at uploading a picture.
...
I REALLY DON'T WANT TO PUSH OUT MY JOON BIRTHDAY POST DDDDD':

Get away.

2010-02-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

I woke up it was seven
I waited till eleven,
Just to figure out that no one would call.

I think I've got a lot of friends.
But I don't hear from them.
What's another night all alone?
When you're spending every day on your own.

And here it goes...

MY MOM'S COOKING FRIED CHICKEN YAYYYYY!~ Oh god, all the calories are gonna go straight to my butt. Damn you genes, damn youuuuuuuuuu. Which means I'll need to exercise a lot more. A lot lot more. I'm not as... I can't find the word.... (skinny?) as I was before. Yes, there was once when I was skinny.

Okay back to reading fanfics/ doing Amath... whichever interests me more.

Used to be lovedrunk~

2010-02-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's been too long. When is JYP gonna bring Jay back!

On another note, outing with Shaleen and Dan to Iluma was rofl-worthy. Especially Shaleen's "I don't want to break my money.... noooo~ My heart is breaking D:" SO CUTEZX~

I would never wish bad things.

2010-02-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

I am so bored. Belinda refused to answer my calls like wtf. ): And Sara is too tired to go to BPP with me. Meh.~ And apparently Internet decided to be [ THIS ] mean to me, and my cat decided jump on my headphone wire ):

Okay so third attempt to upload a picture...

Kay it's up, but I can't see it on this editor. Anyway, how are you guys gonna spend your vday? Guess who's gonna sit at home, making out with her entirely fictional, imaginary boyfriend? And maybe fangirl when he leaves? Yeappp, me. Oh no wait, I have Junho with me. Right? -JUNHO NODDED HIS HEAD NYEAHEHEHHE- See. What I mean.

No one in the world can replace you.

2010-02-07T18:04:00.001+08:00

#happybdayLeeJoon is the 2nd trending topic on Twitter!!

TOP FIVE REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU LIKE THIS MUCH:

1) Your smile kills people.

It may be lopsided but it fucking kills me inside.

2) You are so cute

when you get into the mood of role-playing.

3) Your hands are so -speechless-.

Look at that, imagine that wrapped around you while you are hugging.

4) Your abs are hardcore.

I wouldn't mind... nevermind.

5) Because you are Lee Joon.

And I love you just the way you are~

~~Please be my live-in boyfriend in the coming years and let me wake up next to you every damned day,~~
~~unless you happen to have a schedule.~~
EVERY DAMNED DAY.

WAIT WAIT WAIT BEFORE I GO OFF.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!~

2010-02-05T05:31:00.000+08:00

I love love love, absolutely adore my hair. I love it even more now that it's longer, I think. Okay maybe slightly more? NJT should have a photoshoot. All the Kpop idols would fall at our feet begging us to date them HAR.

It's 5 in the morning, I woke up at 3 just now and I slept at 8 yesterday night. I think that's gonna be my daily routine from now on, except for weekends. Kay now I'm hungry. And no, I don't think I'm going to YMC tmr, I have enough action going on at school alr. And yes, I still miss NJT, we need to stop being so busy and meet up really really soon!

I won't really make sense this coming blogposts cause basically well, I don't think my brain functions properly while I'm blogging anymore.
Okay it's 5.30 now, bye~

Butterfly~

2010-01-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

Photo credits: fidottt

Okay this thing is here only because I'm too lazy to write inside my diary. And also thanks Fid for helping me pass the letter thingy ^^

Today was a mad rush for SHINee, and apparently, an adventure in disguise. I arrived at Choa Chu Kang MRT, expecting to catch a glimpse of this famous Korean boyband. There wasn't any hope for me to get their autographs as only the first thousand people in the queue could get it. But hey, even seeing them was good enough right? And then, after a while of being in the queue, we decided to skip happily to the turning point and climb up onto the 7-11 level. It was frantic all around. And kinda thrilling. It was my first ever time in a so-called 'moshpit'. Then people from the back kept pushing like mad, so after a while, all of my team members were trapped in the squashed up queue and unable to move at all. Hell, it was crazy.

So me and Wan Peng got out from there and ran all the way up to try to go in, but still, there wasn't a single decent entry to skyroof. Like hell there would be any actually, with the vicious crowd. So we went back down, and the rest of the team were at the already nonexistent line.The security guard told us that there wasn't any way he could let us in, so in the end, our little group of about ten people set out to find places to try to see SHINee from. It was almost like an Amazing Race. Thrilling and exhilirating.

After a scour through every possible staircase landing, we finally found one that would lead us to see SHINee. However it was a very dangerous place, according to the guy who found it. I thought it was okay. It was on the sixth level, yeah you read it right, sixth not fifth, and the only way to go to the fifth is to jump down. With the help of water pipes of course. But everyone else thought it's not worth it to get injured. I, on the other hand, was already plotting ways to go down. Finally, a guy found a place to go up and see SHINee from a space in between the air vents. It was super cool. So me and Joan climbed up first and was able to see Onew and half of Key. About two to three minutes before one of the security guards spotted us from the skypark.

It was another mad rush to get out of that place. It reminded me so much of a labyrinth. As our team went down, the security guards went up. Thank god they didn't recognize me cause I think they only saw me and Joan. Then after that, we decided to try to get them when they were leaving. So we waited at the carpark exit. I swore I saw Taemin smiling through the tinted windows. And I forgot to note down the van license plate. $%^&*(). After that, all of us sat down in front of CCK Building. Cheryl really wanted to follow them to Esplanade, but the rest of us were already dead beat. In the end, we decided to just go off and depart from there. Of course no departure would be complete without a group picture right? I shall post them up when I get them from Cheryl. :)

Our team? The epic failed hardcore SHINee fans.
Cheryl, Eugeny, Joan, Amalina, Hazah, Amelia, Nick Tan and friends, Mary and friends and of course me x) I will never forget today's mad rush. ^^ For lyfe~

Last note:

Today? Mad rush for SHINee.
Tonight? Mad rush to complete homework.

Die.

You don't know what a girl wants.

2010-01-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

NICHKHUN BUCK HORVEJKUL. YOU. GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY JUNHO.

Well aren't you a full class bitch? >(
You freaking got Junho on your side and now Junho's carrying you.
That pure joy on his face from carrying someone is supposed to be for me!
ME ME ME ME ME ME ME!

(Just kidding, I need a goddamn ego boost right now :) )
Hello, Khun! Just kidding x)
Hello, Junho! Reserve your muscle arms to carry me ♥

Your kiss might kill me.

2010-01-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

OBS: Washington

Blink twice and boom, you're gone.

2010-01-26T14:00:00.005+08:00

China trip: Papparazzi

Time after time, and nothing has changed.

2010-01-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

For those people having mid-life crisis right now.

Keep it strong.

Your friends are there with you, throughout.

It's absurd the way I feel about you.

2010-01-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JUNHO!

I love you to the core, you're too cute. And too loving. I totally spammed #happybdayjunho on twitter. That was predictable. But my blog refuses to upload any more pictures of you, which makes me sad): Please enjoy your 20th birthday and I promise you, one day I will find you and sit down with you at some restaurant to have a nice decent conversation in Korean and English. Maybe, you'll learn more English from me! ^^ I will meet you in the future, even if I'm going to be broke in South Korea.

Say hi to the other members for me. 사랑해!~

I've waited for some time.

2010-01-25T14:00:00.002+08:00

NJT: Pesta Practice

We're almost there.

2010-01-24T14:00:00.002+08:00

Dini, Huda & Me: Ice Skating (Era Penantian)

Let's say 'goodbye' to yesterday.

2010-01-24T03:43:00.002+08:00

Are you guys trying to kill me inside? Seriously, meow again?! DAMN YOU ALL ARE TOO CUTE. ^^

Cause when I fall.

2010-01-24T01:57:00.000+08:00

If they were really cats, I'd have taken them in... and then I could hug them all day. But then again, if they were cats, I wouldn't fall in love with them, like I will with a normal human boy... I think I said too much. I'm gonna name my next cat Koike.

Lying my way from you.

2010-01-23T14:00:00.005+08:00

Dayan: ECP

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

2010-01-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

No I don't, Koike Teppei, so will you be mine? No wait, you can't... you're Sab's! ))): BUT YOU'RE SO GODDAMNED CUTE. ): I'd take the guy in the background, Hiro Mizushima, any day though. But I still want Koike, he is so cute ): (Yes, I'm in tune with my Japanese fandom now. And yes Koike is 100x cuter than Junho... sorry love.)

Invincible, is what you aim to be.

2010-01-22T00:07:00.000+08:00

Pearlyn&Zehra: Shadow stepping.

You are my sign, sign.

2010-01-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna do that picture queue thing on my blog so you guys don't have to worry about me not posting :D

Two summers spent wasted.

2010-01-17T10:39:00.000+08:00

Some of the english songs I absolutely love, but you all don't know.

Metro Station - After The Fall

I miss you... Is it still okay to say it?
I miss you... I know it's too late but,
They all stayed in to hide from seasons.
Feel the same for different reasons.
Were lost and broke but I prefer it.
What used to be is so discouraged.

Linkin Park - Pushing Me Away

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie.
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away.
Why I played myself this way.
Now I see, your testing me, pushes me away.

YES I LISTEN TO ENGLISH TOO OKAY.

For the sake of being with you.

2010-01-15T21:34:00.001+08:00

Nah, I'm not exactly feeling this way, but hey, haha it IS a cute bunny! So today for CME, we made mood wheels! So coolzx no? And thanks thanks thanks a zillion to Sammy and Zhenny for waiting for my tablet to be fixed! ^^ THANKS A MAX! Stupid she-tablet has bad mood swings): And that TA guy's 5 minutes is an hour?! -scrunches nose!-

Guess which one's mine! (Hahah of course not the 'SAM IS' one right!)

Let's change the world.

2010-01-13T21:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY NINJASAB!

Spent her epickeh birthday at a carpark, epickeh. And we treated her to our own version of a birthday cake, potato chips! And Ice Cream (Soda) for the birthday girl! And she got a lot of pinky pink pink stuff, but highlight is pink box and pink card from Sara! And a 'Now that you're 21 16...' card from me, plus a cheque, cheybah cheque seh. Hahah oh and the balloon with 'Beware: Explosive isn't the balloon with 'You suck, you burst.'

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUU~

엔재디 입니다! FTWWWW.

.... dammit you can't see my eyes in the last picture. Need eyelid surgery! Hahah just kidding babez.

Anyway, haven't been talking to many people lately, how's everyone? Hope you love school, cause I'm just dying for Dec holidays to come. D-Y-I-N-G. Before that, I have to study study STUDY! SIX POINTS SIX POINTS SIX POINTS! (I just had a strategy talk with my dad, he told me to aim for As, and to aim for RJC.) I CAN DO IT, gimme motivation!!

Can you feel it?

2010-01-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

HEARTBEAT (Fangirl's version)

FUCK YEAH FUNNY TO THE MAX. HAHAHA Especially Khun's part! "Stop blablablablabla COMING! blablablabla MOVING... ON!" At 2:03, "DUM DUM DUM DUM MY HEART'S BEATING... na na na FASTER FASTER!" LIKE SHE SAID OUT THE TUNE HAHAH SHE IS DAMN FUNNY! This is definitely an awesome fangirl!!

The dim of the lights.

2010-01-05T22:31:00.001+08:00

Hey not going to update frequently anymore.
Sorry, but this year's going to be tough and
I have to do well.

Sidetrack: LOVE LOVE LOVE HONGKI'S SMILE. Smout? Heh :)

SIX POINTS.

SIX POINTS.

I NEED THAT.

Your smile keeps me up for days.

2010-01-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

No matter what happens.

2010-01-01T22:22:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~

Please please please study hard for your PSLE's this year, and try to not become a minah okay? Okay, love you!

The clock on the wall is a reminder.

2010-01-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

I was so goddamn excited to go to Swensen's for sister's birthday meal and my dearest father had to just ruin everything. "Your mom is only allowed to see you on Sundays from 10 to 6, take it or leave it" Fuck custody battles. Fuck them. I'd rather not live with any of them. I'd run away (to Korea of course), you know, if it wasn't for the fact that 1, I'm broke, 2, I'm naive and easily...

Oh wait, I might be going out after all. FUCK CUSTODY BATTLES STILL. PFFFT.

Yeah riiiiight. Bye. For good, to this blog.

It will never be enough.

2009-12-31T14:04:00.004+08:00

Was coughing my ass off yesterday morning, watching performances from Gayo Daejun, and then in late afternoon, me and my sisters went to watch Avatar with my aunt and her friends at Lido. To say that Avatar (in 3D) is awesome would be an understatement. That show was terrific, amazing, breathtaking. It was the only movie that didn't allow me to sleep at all (yes I slept in some movies.) I wanted to, badly, I was tired, but I knew if I went to sleep, I would miss the movie, which was good all round.

And for the first time ever, I got so scared, that I actually shivered. Don't mean to spoil the movie for those who have yet to watch it, but, the part where Jake Sully got chased by the Cougar-like animal, that part? Yes, I got so scared that my knees were to my chin, I was biting my jacket and I was shivering like a baby. That's how goddamn good that movie was. IN 3D.

Next stop? Alice In Wonderland 3D. (I LOVE THE CAT)

And after the movie, I was walking to Far East then I realized my wallet was missing. It was super cool to be walking around Lido at ten plus, close to eleven. And I was lucky to have found my wallet, which had a lot of money in it. Thanks to the security guard at Lido, the guy in the theater, and the guy at Isetan. No thanks to the manager behind the closed ticket counter. Pooh.

Pick and choose where your sweat and your blood will go.

2009-12-30T15:34:00.003+08:00

A MUST WATCH:
2PM - YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL PARODY

I DON'T GET WHAT THEY'RE TALKING. But you can tell by watching. Wooyoung is Mi Nam, Taec is Jeremy, Junsu is Shinwoo, Khun is Taekyung and Junho and Chan are extras, very cute extras! Kay watch yourself. WATCHH. I could like make a freaking huge chunk of annotations but no. I won't waste my time.

You're my ear's candy.

2009-12-27T14:00:00.003+08:00

It's the 27th of December and it's 2PM! GUESS WHAT?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OK TAECYEON!
(limiting self to one hot, one cute and one beastly gif)

Since you can already read EL, I'll just type this out in my language. Basically, you were my first love in 2PM. I don't regret my decision ;) Really really love your deep sexy voice, that's like candy to my ears and your personality, very charming and funny. Love you! If I could, I would still marry you, but after I'm done with my training (if I'm ever gonna get one that is) but then, I'd have to be loyal to my new bias, Lee Junho, so I'm really sorry. But we would probably get along real well, mainly because we can actually converse properly if I'm ever to be accepted by JYP and I'll know so little Korean there! I LOVE YOU HAPPY TWENTY FIRST!
(Hahahah 21, eh eh eh eh eh eh!!)

LOVE.

No matter how much I wish.

2009-12-26T18:52:00.004+08:00

This is hardcore. Mashups of a lot of KPOP songs. Plus there's also Nirvana's Smells Like Teen Spirit!!

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Am I supposed to tell you what happened today? Or would you like pictures to tell the story? Cause honestly, I don't feel like telling people much. CAUSE NO ONE FREAKING TAGS ANYMORE.
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[edit]
LAST ONE.
MBLAQ & BEAST!!!

4Tomorrow feat Taec

Omg Gain you lucky girl. You get to hip dance with Taec and stroke his abs ):

It shakes out of control.

2009-12-25T17:07:00.003+08:00

This is how I feel now. I can't really upload most of the other snips I took cause they're all very well, how should I say this... not appropriate for the time being. They're about liking someone and currently, I don't like anyone, for real. How sad. I lead a sad life.

Sidetrack: I WANT THAT JACKET.

Okay so I went to a Christmas Party yesterday, and I got a set of 100 markers! I AM DAMN HAPPY. My sister got toy cars. Hahahah awesome or what! Plus it has been a really long long time and I finally saw Jonas, Kimberly, Maria, Sofia and Ronnie! ^^ They're really adorable people. Ahh it's been so long~ Next date with them, swimming at Raffles Town Club baybeh. Heh.

Maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while.

2009-12-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I'm telling you what I want, but for Christmas this year, I hope that when I grow up, I'll be able to find someone who loves me the way Shin Woo loves Mi Nyu. I've had a dream of that before and honestly speaking, I had no idea who the Prince Charming was, but I'd love to see him again, dream or reality. Merry Christmas friends/ readers.

Night~

Made me fill myself with your every breath

2009-12-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

Hey people I'm online these past few days, but it's just that I don't sign on to messenger (lazy) and I appear offline for facebook chat. I don't even check my phone anymore, but if you need to talk to me, write on my wall or send me a facebook message. Or there's always twitter.

Like a fever I've had.

2009-12-24T23:18:00.004+08:00

So work has been pretty mundane. Mundane but hey I'm still getting paid.

They're an awfully uneven batch this year. There's some way taller than me, around 165 and some are really short (and skinny like f- hell okay waist size 22 WHAT IS THAT?!) around 140. Hahah I really like being measurer you know. And then you get to see how skinny or fat they are. Hey no offence but there's like some few fat ones okay, but they're tall so it doesn't really matter.

Majority of the parents are really nice and understanding and some quite funny ones but there were one or two outstanding bitches. There was this 'lady' who kept on insisting that our school uniform is sold at Toa Payoh because she saw that United Uniform's head office was there and when I told her very very nicely that she may ask the Auntie Cecilia, that 'lady' ordered me to "Can't you go in and ask her now?" with a goddamn fucked up fake bitch smile. I swear to god, if this was a normal neighbourhood school, I'd assault her. And blow up her car. If she had one. Which she probably wouldn't cause she's such a bitch to everyone. Yea. Even Sherry didn't like her. Really hope her daughter doesn't turn out like her.

There were a few minahs, (They looked at me so weirdly. Damned gross please) but well, they will change, I guess. Cause we are not a minah school. And hopefully never be, cause... I shall end my thoughts on minahs there.

On another note, OH MY GOD OUR TSCORE IS 240 ONE MORE SCORE DOWN AND IT WILL BE IN THE 230s!! NO NO NO THIS CAN NOT HAPPEN. NOT AT ALL. NO ): ): ): ):
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I already know what I'm going to do after O's next year. But in case that plan doesn't work out, I need to have a back-up plan no? So my back up plan is to continue studying in JC or Poly, depending on my score... you can pretty much guess what's my first plan. AND NO IT IS NOT GETTING MARRIED. Tch.