You said "I'll miss you" Lies. You sure are a liar. If you miss me, you'd ask me out even if it is as a friend. And there I see you, going out with everyone else you know, except me. You'll miss me? I don't think you do. So for now, just get the fuck off my mind already. Please let my heart be in the calm waters when I see you again, soon enough and not under fire from the rapid waterfalls like it used to. Do stop treating me more than just a friend. No, don't even go to treating me like a good friend because I'd rather stop at 'friend' before I fall deeper into the pithole. Just. Stop. It.

And I know I said 'I'll miss you too'. But that's what I tell everyone, in hopes I'll still be on their minds some how. A faint memory of me in their otherwise fun-filled lives.

Labels: Fuck you.

Here's the story, my sister, younger one mind you she's only twelve this year, has a boyfriend. And so I found out when I was teasing her the other night, going "ehhh who are you texting? Smiling to yourself and whatnot! BOYFRIEND EHHH?!" but then again, teasing doesn't actually work when it is true. fml.

AND THEN, my mom proceeded to give both of us a lecture about the importance of finding a good, decent Muslim boyfriend, and boyfriends are only for marriages. That our studies are important than finding a soulmate and you get my drift. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do understand that she means well. Because she doesn't want us to lift a heavy burden because we chose the wrong man. But then again, does he really have to be what my mother wants? It is the 21st century, don't I get out to voice out my own ideal guy? I don't know when to come clean to her about the fact that I prefer Chinese over Malay and for now, I don't really plan on getting married. Closest to marriage is probably live-in boyfriend? Haha yes.

But you know things might change when I find the right person for me.... if I do. We'll see, que sera sera.

Labels: pep talks

Was gonna blog but I kept procrastinating, so all I can say right now is:


ok enjoy this picture.

Labels: lazy

Ok apart from my heart being in a turmoil (and yes the cycle fucking repeats itself every single fucking time, but I shall not dwell so much on it this time round),

My class is as usual the crazy bunch as they always are. I really want these three years to be a good one. Sure we'll have our downs but I think we're mature and strong enough to overcome these barriers or hindrances together right? Please don't all these just be a facade for the time being, I don't think I can handle anymore superficiality in my life. I really love all of you (if not, most) as my class ok

Wednesday was really hectic! !e got back our test results (I got a fucking A, suck on that bitches) and we had nothing to do from 10am - 5pm so we Blackbox-ed, went jamming and played pool! Then I proceeded to go to Colours and slacked with Shermin and JT, #lifeofapolykid. Quite a successful class bonding time I might say (Y)

Blackbox:
Jamming:
Pool:

Oh and I gave Kenny his birthday card on Fri, and took this picture of him reading it. And yeap the blurry effect was there again too, which made it even nicer!
Fast forward to Saturday with Yeobu!!! I haven't seen her for so long and she was super hilarious hahaha She texted me to start walking slowly to SJI's main gate once she catches a cab. The moment I saw the text and was about to start walking, she got out of the cab right in front of me! Seriously! Super hilarious much?! XD And yes, this year's carnival was not as happening as last year. The only thing happening was my ears bleeding from the bad live singing. So meh. Met Umar's brother, Ali and damn, that kid is damn adorbzx, like seriously!! Hahah he was taking pictures of birds and going all "OH THEY WENT AWAY!! NOOOOO NOOOO" damn funny!!

SJI Carn '11:

Labels: #lifeofapolykid, anisa, Blackbox, card, class outing, DADP, YMC

Oh! Before I forget,
Today, as in later on, will be your day to wear the sign hehehe Be honored, yours is the first birthday post in a long time!! xD

Labels: birthday

Alright I was gonna blog about my birthday this year (which happened to be epicly better than the previous years) but I was caught up in assignment... ok lies, I last-minuted my APA assignment so I had to prioritize that over blogging right? Psht...

And I haven't slept the whole night and I'm not planning to... the whole night is left with an hour or so? First time ever I am pulling an all-nighter, for my first research paper. Whoa dear I shouldn't be doing this!

But thank you so much everyone who made this birthday really really exciting and amazing, I love you guys so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Special mentions to: Fatin♥, Jagi♥, Meow♥, Rab♥ and Sara♥ for Sunday, I love you guys to bits and pieces.
Sab♥ for being the first person to wish me at midnight!! (after my dad lol)
And GRAAW♥ and DADP, especially Kenny and 02, for Monday! It was a really good surprise!!

Here, have some more pictures to digest on :3

Labels: birthday, DADP, GRAAW♥, the awesomest.

You said "I'll miss you" Lies. You sure are a liar. If you miss me, you'd ask me out even if it is as a friend. And there I see you, going out with everyone else you know, except me. You'll miss me? I don't think you do. So for now, just get the fuck off my mind already. Please let my heart be in the calm waters when I see you again, soon enough and not under fire from the rapid waterfalls like it used to. Do stop treating me more than just a friend. No, don't even go to treating me like a good friend because I'd rather stop at 'friend' before I fall deeper into the pithole. Just. Stop. It.

And I know I said 'I'll miss you too'. But that's what I tell everyone, in hopes I'll still be on their minds some how. A faint memory of me in their otherwise fun-filled lives.

Labels: Fuck you.

Here's the story, my sister, younger one mind you she's only twelve this year, has a boyfriend. And so I found out when I was teasing her the other night, going "ehhh who are you texting? Smiling to yourself and whatnot! BOYFRIEND EHHH?!" but then again, teasing doesn't actually work when it is true. fml.

AND THEN, my mom proceeded to give both of us a lecture about the importance of finding a good, decent Muslim boyfriend, and boyfriends are only for marriages. That our studies are important than finding a soulmate and you get my drift. I mean, don't get me wrong, I do understand that she means well. Because she doesn't want us to lift a heavy burden because we chose the wrong man. But then again, does he really have to be what my mother wants? It is the 21st century, don't I get out to voice out my own ideal guy? I don't know when to come clean to her about the fact that I prefer Chinese over Malay and for now, I don't really plan on getting married. Closest to marriage is probably live-in boyfriend? Haha yes.

But you know things might change when I find the right person for me.... if I do. We'll see, que sera sera.

Labels: pep talks

Was gonna blog but I kept procrastinating, so all I can say right now is:


ok enjoy this picture.

Labels: lazy

Ok apart from my heart being in a turmoil (and yes the cycle fucking repeats itself every single fucking time, but I shall not dwell so much on it this time round),

My class is as usual the crazy bunch as they always are. I really want these three years to be a good one. Sure we'll have our downs but I think we're mature and strong enough to overcome these barriers or hindrances together right? Please don't all these just be a facade for the time being, I don't think I can handle anymore superficiality in my life. I really love all of you (if not, most) as my class ok

Wednesday was really hectic! !e got back our test results (I got a fucking A, suck on that bitches) and we had nothing to do from 10am - 5pm so we Blackbox-ed, went jamming and played pool! Then I proceeded to go to Colours and slacked with Shermin and JT, #lifeofapolykid. Quite a successful class bonding time I might say (Y)

Blackbox:
Jamming:
Pool:

Oh and I gave Kenny his birthday card on Fri, and took this picture of him reading it. And yeap the blurry effect was there again too, which made it even nicer!
Fast forward to Saturday with Yeobu!!! I haven't seen her for so long and she was super hilarious hahaha She texted me to start walking slowly to SJI's main gate once she catches a cab. The moment I saw the text and was about to start walking, she got out of the cab right in front of me! Seriously! Super hilarious much?! XD And yes, this year's carnival was not as happening as last year. The only thing happening was my ears bleeding from the bad live singing. So meh. Met Umar's brother, Ali and damn, that kid is damn adorbzx, like seriously!! Hahah he was taking pictures of birds and going all "OH THEY WENT AWAY!! NOOOOO NOOOO" damn funny!!

SJI Carn '11:

Labels: #lifeofapolykid, anisa, Blackbox, card, class outing, DADP, YMC

Oh! Before I forget,
Today, as in later on, will be your day to wear the sign hehehe Be honored, yours is the first birthday post in a long time!! xD

Labels: birthday

Alright I was gonna blog about my birthday this year (which happened to be epicly better than the previous years) but I was caught up in assignment... ok lies, I last-minuted my APA assignment so I had to prioritize that over blogging right? Psht...

And I haven't slept the whole night and I'm not planning to... the whole night is left with an hour or so? First time ever I am pulling an all-nighter, for my first research paper. Whoa dear I shouldn't be doing this!

But thank you so much everyone who made this birthday really really exciting and amazing, I love you guys so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Special mentions to: Fatin♥, Jagi♥, Meow♥, Rab♥ and Sara♥ for Sunday, I love you guys to bits and pieces.
Sab♥ for being the first person to wish me at midnight!! (after my dad lol)
And GRAAW♥ and DADP, especially Kenny and 02, for Monday! It was a really good surprise!!

Here, have some more pictures to digest on :3

Labels: birthday, DADP, GRAAW♥, the awesomest.