I went for YMC yesterday at an incredibly sexy late time hahahah It started at one, but I only left my house at around 2+ and reached there (finally) at nearly 4 xD Juzan texted me saying Abang Raz was talking to the members when I arrived so I decided to sit outside for a while. The place is super nostalgic. I can somewhat remember all the significant events that happened there. Ninja days, singing Freak Out with Mur, my 15th birthday (when I got my Aiba photobook!!!) and all the slacking we did there. Hahah I malay what, malays lepak bro. /shot Really a good place to destress especially the back rooms <3 And the soccer field where me and Sara just lied down and looked up at the stars

"EH I SWEAR OK THE STARS ARE FUCKING MOVING!!!!!!"

The place was familiar, some faces were familiar, but the atmosphere was slightly different. Idk, i think maybe it's caused we've changed and grown up? And that our personality now seems to differ from when I first knew you? Yeah, if I could relieve the good ol' sec2 days I would, cause that was when our batch was the closest to one another, and it was pretty much awesome hanging out with you guys.

And T1 rooftop, so damn scary when the lights went off at 10!!! D: ok uhm I'm confused... you made me confused. Oh and hahah the whole of yesterday I went "ahemmybirthdayisin9dayspeopleahem" and I got a bubble tea treat from Hannan ROFL THANKS NAN n__n

Labels: birthday countdown, nostalgia, YMC

Alright so, I am procrastinating again. And as of this moment, I AM LOCKED IN MY HOUSE. Cause I don't have my key with me and my mom just went out. So yes. I am locked in my house. Not the first time. And I hope internet isn't a bitch and starts lagging because the thought of being unable to leave my house already scares the fuck out of me and i really want to do sth else other than mope around so that the fear lessens.

I don't think I'm getting a mac in the end. Just when I thought I'm finally out of that ridiculous financial situation, and things are getting better, it doesn't help to find out that somehow things have an uncanny ability to find their way back to square one. And yeap here I am moping over the fact that I don't have a new laptop for my polytechnic years. But I still have my tablet pc, so I guess it's cool. For now. Ah well.

Labels: square one

From pasalakucool:

I want a crush. I want to find a boy I can look at from far every day. A boy with the greatest smile any boy could ever ask for. I want to fall in like. I want to stare at him and jump around when I catch him staring back. I want to daydream about how incredible we would look like together. I want to watch him play soccer from far. I want to see him with other girls and I'll go home and cry myself to sleep. But he won't notice me. He won't notice that small little girl with the crazy hair and stupid faces. He won't notice me a single bit. And that's how I'd want it to be.

But what if, I already have a crush? What if every time I try to ignore him, (ignore my feelings) he comes out from no where and makes me grin like an idiot again? What if he actually does notice me, but our friendship is no more than that? What happens when I can't move forward, scared that it'd be the end of our friendship, and I'd have to hold everything inside? And what happens when it kills me every single time he makes me smile again, knowing that he doesn't know that what he's doing is making my hope grow a little bit stronger? What could I do?

Please stop confusing me. I'm battling these irrational feelings as hard as I can. Telling myself "It's not time yet".

Labels: naui maeumi

Applied Psychology in Action really made me be more sensitive in a way I guess. I used to assume that nerds are just nerds and jerks are just jerks. And losers are just losers. (I'm so mean, I know) What I didn't know is their past. The experiences that happened to them that made them who they are. I should really stop judging people based on their looks. I mean sometimes yeah, they can't help looking the way they are. I'm trying ok, trying.

I'm back to procrastinating. Ugh, really one module in IP textbook is super heavy. I thought reading = before bedtime stories but apparently nuuuuuuh.

But today is a Saturday and I don't feel like doing anything today. /starts Lazy Song/ I woke up at 12 (HAHAHA I KNOW RIGHT) with that song in my head and really i'm not doing anything productive. Ah well. /shrugs/

Labels: Applied Psych in Action, lazy saturdays

Okay hi guys, I'm back. For good, or not, I don't know.

School's pretty much fun for me, but it's only been 3 weeks so I can't really say that it'll be like this for the rest of the 3 years in Poly for me. The psychology modules are a bit of a pain in the ass for me sometimes, but I guess I can understand the information thrown at me, their mostly common sense, with more common and more sense after they are explained? UHM YEA. Drama's freaking fun. (and i forgot this isn't livejournal, where I can choose my mood, and tell readers what I'm listening to and where I am, this sucks or if like this is private or public) 2011's been hectic to me so far. The topshop job I had, hahah the people I met were interesting and definitely a joy to hang around with (: But i had to stop, cause of school. Now imma brokeass. Osm.

Alright bye, this is highly unproductive blogging or filling people about my life. Hai where are you guys pls come back.

P.S I'm the only _______bloglink@bs left... am I?

Labels: HAI I'M BACK BETCHES.

I went for YMC yesterday at an incredibly sexy late time hahahah It started at one, but I only left my house at around 2+ and reached there (finally) at nearly 4 xD Juzan texted me saying Abang Raz was talking to the members when I arrived so I decided to sit outside for a while. The place is super nostalgic. I can somewhat remember all the significant events that happened there. Ninja days, singing Freak Out with Mur, my 15th birthday (when I got my Aiba photobook!!!) and all the slacking we did there. Hahah I malay what, malays lepak bro. /shot Really a good place to destress especially the back rooms <3 And the soccer field where me and Sara just lied down and looked up at the stars

"EH I SWEAR OK THE STARS ARE FUCKING MOVING!!!!!!"

The place was familiar, some faces were familiar, but the atmosphere was slightly different. Idk, i think maybe it's caused we've changed and grown up? And that our personality now seems to differ from when I first knew you? Yeah, if I could relieve the good ol' sec2 days I would, cause that was when our batch was the closest to one another, and it was pretty much awesome hanging out with you guys.

And T1 rooftop, so damn scary when the lights went off at 10!!! D: ok uhm I'm confused... you made me confused. Oh and hahah the whole of yesterday I went "ahemmybirthdayisin9dayspeopleahem" and I got a bubble tea treat from Hannan ROFL THANKS NAN n__n

Labels: birthday countdown, nostalgia, YMC

Alright so, I am procrastinating again. And as of this moment, I AM LOCKED IN MY HOUSE. Cause I don't have my key with me and my mom just went out. So yes. I am locked in my house. Not the first time. And I hope internet isn't a bitch and starts lagging because the thought of being unable to leave my house already scares the fuck out of me and i really want to do sth else other than mope around so that the fear lessens.

I don't think I'm getting a mac in the end. Just when I thought I'm finally out of that ridiculous financial situation, and things are getting better, it doesn't help to find out that somehow things have an uncanny ability to find their way back to square one. And yeap here I am moping over the fact that I don't have a new laptop for my polytechnic years. But I still have my tablet pc, so I guess it's cool. For now. Ah well.

Labels: square one

From pasalakucool:

I want a crush. I want to find a boy I can look at from far every day. A boy with the greatest smile any boy could ever ask for. I want to fall in like. I want to stare at him and jump around when I catch him staring back. I want to daydream about how incredible we would look like together. I want to watch him play soccer from far. I want to see him with other girls and I'll go home and cry myself to sleep. But he won't notice me. He won't notice that small little girl with the crazy hair and stupid faces. He won't notice me a single bit. And that's how I'd want it to be.

But what if, I already have a crush? What if every time I try to ignore him, (ignore my feelings) he comes out from no where and makes me grin like an idiot again? What if he actually does notice me, but our friendship is no more than that? What happens when I can't move forward, scared that it'd be the end of our friendship, and I'd have to hold everything inside? And what happens when it kills me every single time he makes me smile again, knowing that he doesn't know that what he's doing is making my hope grow a little bit stronger? What could I do?

Please stop confusing me. I'm battling these irrational feelings as hard as I can. Telling myself "It's not time yet".

Labels: naui maeumi

Applied Psychology in Action really made me be more sensitive in a way I guess. I used to assume that nerds are just nerds and jerks are just jerks. And losers are just losers. (I'm so mean, I know) What I didn't know is their past. The experiences that happened to them that made them who they are. I should really stop judging people based on their looks. I mean sometimes yeah, they can't help looking the way they are. I'm trying ok, trying.

I'm back to procrastinating. Ugh, really one module in IP textbook is super heavy. I thought reading = before bedtime stories but apparently nuuuuuuh.

But today is a Saturday and I don't feel like doing anything today. /starts Lazy Song/ I woke up at 12 (HAHAHA I KNOW RIGHT) with that song in my head and really i'm not doing anything productive. Ah well. /shrugs/

Labels: Applied Psych in Action, lazy saturdays

Okay hi guys, I'm back. For good, or not, I don't know.

School's pretty much fun for me, but it's only been 3 weeks so I can't really say that it'll be like this for the rest of the 3 years in Poly for me. The psychology modules are a bit of a pain in the ass for me sometimes, but I guess I can understand the information thrown at me, their mostly common sense, with more common and more sense after they are explained? UHM YEA. Drama's freaking fun. (and i forgot this isn't livejournal, where I can choose my mood, and tell readers what I'm listening to and where I am, this sucks or if like this is private or public) 2011's been hectic to me so far. The topshop job I had, hahah the people I met were interesting and definitely a joy to hang around with (: But i had to stop, cause of school. Now imma brokeass. Osm.

Alright bye, this is highly unproductive blogging or filling people about my life. Hai where are you guys pls come back.

P.S I'm the only _______bloglink@bs left... am I?

Labels: HAI I'M BACK BETCHES.