Hold on to these moments.

tales| protagonist| intermission

And may you have a good day too, sire.

Told you everything loud and clear.
Saturday, February 28, 2009 @ 21:51

Rain, rain go away
Come again another day.
Little children want to play.
Rain, rain go away.

And:
It's raining, it's pouring.
The old man is snoring.
He went to bed and knocked his head,
and couldn't get up in the morning.

Ooh, brings back memories. And yay! I'm meeting Farah and S tomorrow! Whee. I shall go to sleep. I hope I don't get nightmares. Especially the ones where you dreamt you overslept. o.o

Oh and Feeeeee, I finished episode three, THREE!, of Boys Before Flowers. AAAAH. Kim Bum damn cute! (Up there there there ^^) And and and Kim Hyun Joong is damn cute when he smiles! AAAAH. But must be loyal to Jun. MUST. :D Oh man, okay fine, loyal to one Korean guy. Can whattt. And Han Chae Young damn pretty! :O I love this drama! TTM! There's gonna be an addition to my 'HOT PEOPLE (!!!!!)' folder. Hee xD [There already is anyway xD]

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Please don't despair, my dear mon frere.
Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 15:26

I majorly suck at long distance running. xD Hahah, nope, I didn't get top fifty positions but heck ah. At least it's over now :D I can't believe I ran 3.3km! HAHA I AM DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF. But I felt like dying at the last kilometer. And I got orange stationery as souvenirs. -beams- Haha then Bronte won overall! If we keep this up we can be the overall house champion for this year! Whooooooo~

Haha then after that I lunched at Tampines with Afifah, Afiqah, Natasha, Adlina, Emira and Darsheni :D Ate at KFC. Then went home. So here I am. AND MY SKIN COLOUR TURNED SIGNIFICANTLY DARKER! Gasp. I'm not vain but I want back my fair skin D: Supposed to go to the movies but heck ah, very hard to contact people when I don't have a phone ah. Maybe tomorrow afternoon or something? Oh and Sham, thanks for your FBTs :D Congrats to a lot of people for clinching prizes!

Sec2: Ramizah, Roshini (!), Afifah
Sec3: Sarah Bennett, Nadia
Lol I forgot but there was a lot of people! Congrats!
And especially, Ms Carol and Ms Sharyl, thanks for helping Bronte!
BRONTE FTW!~

Photos up on facebook:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2020141&id=1140512966&l=c883c

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Your smile keeps me up for days.
Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 20:43

I took 970 to school today. Achievement complete. I shall take 970 to school everyday from now on. Which means I have a going-to-school bus partner. WenQi! And then Ermy is planning to be my going-home bus partner :D She wants to take sixtyone home with me after angklung yay! So cool two bus partners found this week :D

Jiro is bloody hot. -melts- X country tmr! I got a damn nice green tag with twenty on it. Anyway, tmr how? Text my sister's number or offline msg me, esp Sheen, tell me your number online okay! I don't have it cause I don't have my phone, I'll text/call you when I'm done tmr kay? :D

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Our time to shine.
@ 15:13

Haahahahah OMG I LOVE 3S2B TTM! AH DAMN FARNEY OUR CLASS! I almost lost my voice laughing! Haha especially during EMaths. Lol, okay so like 15 minutes I was sleepingand drooling according to Jaymann, for the other half I was laughing along with the class cause Gek was damn farney with her horijontal. xD Haha and then during SS, Mr Poon was talking to us about psycholoy, damn farney laa. Especially Nishan's reactions. Haha Mr Poon was also telling us about his Chinese marks in JC. Omg, we all laughed so damned hard la. Dayemn funn!

ILOVE3S2B!
Like hardcore love! (I especially put down my fringe for these pictures ok!) And for cross country tomorrow, I'm thinking of tying my hair like a little girl's cause I know I have nothing better to do :D Oh and I am bringing my camera! For major camwhoring ;}

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Exaggerting the barrier between who I am and who I want to be.
@ 01:01

I know I said I was going to go off, ah pooh. Anyway, lol, thanks ah Maisarah for spamming me with your letters ah. Hahah you call me Kak Aki! Kak Aki sounds so farney but haha okay, Kak Aki will do :D Cause Kak Atiqah will make me sound so... boring? Bleagh and common too, common!

For the umpteenth time, (Let's make it colourful ;D)
Note to self: I miss you terribly
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me
To me.

I can feel my mind wandering again,
Into where I don't know, will I ever get home?
Time starts moving faster than I can.
I'm so sick of this scene, I need to break this routine.

; Note To Self - From First To Last

I've feature these lyrics countless times cause they describe exactly how I feel. The other significant song would be -
Keep your eyes focused this time,
Keep us in front of your sights,
I've waited long for this, now it's our time for bliss.
I just hope we have the time.
I stand broken, please god hear my cries.
He does everytime.

How many times have you watched me fall just to smile?
I've been through thick and thin we've struggled through.
Now we smile.
So we're here now, just be ready.
Brace yourself cause were not leaving.

; Rise Up - Bless The Fall
It's nice no? Okay now I am really going to sleep. MUST.
Don't you get it?
At all?

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Slowly but surely, I'm turning this around.
@ 00:28

I was gonna blog, "ARGH SO HUNGRY!" But then, I wasn't using my computer at that time. So being hungry, I went to the kitchen hoping to get some edible food that actually tastes nice. But then, there wasn't anything except for plain white rice. Then my aunt came out of her room and helped me cook fried rice. Yay! Thanks so much. I was starving. I appreciate the help :D Honto ni :D And the fried rice was damned nice.

(Shit how am I going to tell my mom that I lost her pink camera case?!)

I just came on to talk about how hungry and about the fact I refuse to take 174 to school tomorrow. I shall wake up extra early and take 970 to school instead. I'm hoping Wen Qi will be on the same bus as me so that I'll have someone to wake me up. Let's pray hard, I know I will. I don't like oversleeping in buses, sucks to the core. I shall take 970. Now the only thing is being successful at waking up in 4 and a half hours time. Even so, I refuse to take 174 to school. Yes, I refuse. Okay time for me to go sleep.

Bye-bye-byecycle. Yes I finished watching Nobuta wo Produce. (FINALLY!) And now I'm moving on to ToGetHer. It's only uploaded till episode twoo. D: Did I mention how much I love Jiro? Yes, like 7234901784093 times. Ahh, keysmash *ERTYUIBNDFSJK*

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Mungkin kau takkan pernah sedar.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 08:47

OMG I'm now in Feezicks (lol thanks Sab? xD). D: Forces and whatnot. D: I am so gonna go watch episode two of ToGetHer today! Which means I am so going straight home after school today. Cause fangirling will take up two hours. Which means I have lesser time for homework, Social Studies and Amaths, and maybe, Emaths. A maths must die die do if not Mr Loh won't revise with us D: Then it means more braincramming of Chapter 3.1 god knows what. Which sucks. And and and and, sorry to Crescentian readers, I just have to, COMMON TEST NEXT WEEK! O:.
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Hahah and you know in the morning I always take 174 to school. (You never knew?! O: Now you do :D) So it will be like a 40 minutes bus ride. Normal people always nap while waiting to reach their bus stop right? I am a normal person, so I nap too. Usually, I'll wake up one stop before my stop so I am relatively safe. BUT TODAY! GRRRR. I OVERSLEPTNAPPED BY ONE STOP! After the Tanglin bus stop, it stops at Orchard Towers there. Since it's a one way road, it means that the opposite bus stop is all the way at the other side. I didn't know the area at all, so I nearly got lost. In the end, I chose to cab back to school. Wasted $4.60 D: And somemore, the taxi driver didn't know how to get to Crescent. So pissifying please. But at least I got to school like 10 minutes earlier than usual. :D (FOR $4.60 I EMPHASIZE!) So now, I have lesser money to eat, alamak.

I still want Zuko as my boyfriend please. Random

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Tiny heart, stuck inside yourself.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 19:11

I have to finish Nobuta wo Produce today. Like die die must man. I know I have homework but who cares? Not me! :D And I think Jiro's lips are just endearing
Woahhh. -melts-

Okay back to Nobuta wo Produce. :D

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I wish you were here tonight with me to see the northern lights.
@ 17:26

Haha first time in my whole entire life I got a Maths question correct and the teacher got it wrong! I feel so smart! xD -ego boost!- I feel so cramped with homework D:
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Cross country this friday :D Wish me luck. 3.3 kilometres of jogging/minor running. And I won't even get anything if I don't get into the top 50 positions, wish me luck. And I'll be free in the afternoon. -snickers-

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Take my place but look inside.
Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 12:49

I am so gonna be a journalist when I grow up. I want to. I have to. It's like my ambition. And the problem is getting a good JC on my resume. Tsk. I want to be able to travel the world (all expenses paid) just for writing a good review on places and sights and so on and so forth. And the journey experience. I just don't want to be paid for critiquing food. I don't have a good sense of food. :D So yeah, I want to be an intern at a magazine during the holidays so if anyone knows someone who needs people, please please pleaseeee tell me! I want the work experience as well as the moolah ;D

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Fade away.
@ 08:41

Hahahahah this video damn cuteeeee.
Pemuja Rahasia - Sheila On 7

Yeah I listen to Malay songs. So whaaaat. And I can rap/sing Pemuja Rahasia. Be jealous xD Haha and then I found this Malay song that I loved so much cause it totally has an upbeat feeling. I now realized that the lyrics are also very meaningful. Just like their other, newer song 2x5.
Angguk-angguk, Geleng-geleng - Ahli Fiqir

Oh man I feel so jiwang. Eeyer. xP The first and last time I am gonna be jiwang. Ew.

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I've lost all doubt in a chemical romance.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 16:47

Today's date with Sara was pretty productive. We sorted out our troubles. ILS (L) Haha and we reminisced about the first time we got along so well! More than 10 walks around Bishan library eh! Damn cool man! (The pictures looks edited cause I changed the brightness/contrast. Only ah.)And I took two very very pretty pictures of my cat. :DAnd I still am not over the fact that Jiro was damn cute in ToGetHer. Aiyoh, must wait till next Sat manzx. D: So longg.

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Rewind, turn back time.
Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 22:40

Sara recently gave me this card picture of him: ILYSARA!
OMG OMG OMG I LOVE JIRO'S NEW DRAMA! DAMN NICEEEEE! AAAAAAAAAAAH
I've been loving that guy since Hana Kimi Taiwan la please. Even though Hana Kimi Japan pwnzz.He is superrrr hottttt. Like omfgz. And damn cute also! ;_; And and in the drama, I'm starting to like Chen Momo (!) aka Rainie Yang also! (L) I MEAN MOMO WHO COULD EVER FORGET MOMO! I NAMED MY RABBIT MOMO! (Fine paper rabbit, but still!) MATSUJUN MOMO! MOMO! MOMO MOMOOOOOO!He looks half stupid and clumsy-ish. That's why I love him(L) Even though Aiba and Jun is still first on my list. NYEAH.

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Bila ku terjatuh nanti, kau siap mengangkat aku lebih tinggi.
@ 15:46

Haha my younger sister damn farney. I woke her up to ask her about where the calculator was.

Me: Oi -shakes her shoulders- Calculator where?
Dayan: -sleeptalkingly- Don't knowwwww.
Me: Aiyah. -searches for calculator and finds it- Find already lah. Hopeless. -rolls eyes even though I hardly think she saw me rolling my eyes-
A few minutes later she wakes up and sits up...
Dayan: Thank you for waking me up. -sleepily-
Me: Welcome -sarcastically, cause I thought she said thank you sarcastically-
Dayan: -sleepily again- I was having a nightmare.
Me: -aki shock! xD- HUH?! HAHAHAHAHAHA WELCOME ::::D -laughing-

LOL I am such a mean sister, and my younger sister is damn cute la. xD
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And I tried doing my Maths homework, but I heard like major shouting and screaming and crying. So I got distracted, and tried searching for the source of commotion by looking from my living room window. When I finally found it, I saw this house that was filled with people. And they were arguing like nobody's business. Wth la. I wanted to shout "WALAO SHUT UP LA" but I don't think they'd bother. Anyway, fights rarely occur and this one was, uhm, interesting to watch? Haha cause the house was filled then I saw this hot guy and I was like "woah hot." Then I realized everytime he walked by a reflective mirror, he would look into it and adjust his hair. Haha by then, the screaming died down and I heard a lady crying. Damn loudly la. I wanted to go right over there, and scream at her to stop being such a wimpy crybaby. But I doubt she'll appreciate my honest and truthful comment. xD Let's just say, I'm an addict for drama(tic). :D The commotion should be resolved by now. I missed the chance to see you today D: And I think I'm re-falling in love with my P6 monitor. Double D:

Date with Sara tomorrow ;D Finally.

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You're perfecting failure.
@ 13:54

Damn. Haha was supposed to go to mummy's house. But went to Bras Basah with dad instead to buy uniform for sister. But noooo, that damn auntie at that shop said Diyana was too small and she does not have the size for Diyana.

Me: Auntie. She what size?
(DAMNED) auntie: Oh she size 22. We got no stock right now. Must go to school and buy.
Me: What's the smallest size you have?
Auntie: 25 but she too small to wear 25. 3 inch eh.
Me (to dad): Ayah how about we buy that size then go alter? (hinting to that damned auntie.)
Auntie: Cannot cannot. She can only wear 22.
Me: Ah but try 25 first ah.
Auntie: Cannot she can only wear 22.
Me: -gives up-
Auntie: 22 can only buy at school.

Damn her. Like I got no experience in altering skirts man. (Guilty.) And she ah, walao, like her definition of skirt is all the way up above my sister's naval eh. Damn high ah. But it's okay, Diyana should stick to wearing the old uniform cause the new one is seriously stupid-looking. -snorts-

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But with a little help from my friends.
@ 08:01

OMG I FEEL LIKE SUCH A PEEEEEG. I slept for more than twelve hours last night. D: I am gonna have major ugly eyebags. Which totally sucks. Haha kay so after using my computer, at around seven last night, I gave it to my sister. Then I went to sleep. But then at around nine, I woke up cause I was super cold and hungry. When I got to the kitchen, I was like "Lapar, lapar, lapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar." Hungry, hungry hungryyyyyyyyyy. Ayah was in the kitchen with Dayan, haha washing Dayan's shoes in the kitchen sink. o.o So yea. Then I ransacked the fridge and there was nothing I liked. In the end, I gave up and said "Alah, tidur balik aja ah." Aiyoh, I'll just go back to sleep. But before that I changed into my pink The Incredibles PJ pants. Damn comfy xD So I went back to sleep and I just woke up at like 7.30am. O: I sleep too much. I shall do my homework today. I SHALL AND WILLLL, :D

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Ready, set, go! It's time to run.
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 18:00

Thank you Miss Lim for taking us for PE. 3S2B appreciates it and we love you!
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HAHA YAY. Blogskin done. And it's Arashi themed :D Damn cool no? Haha I basically edited the base layouts. And to think that in Sec one, I was such a noob in this. NOOOOOOB. I just don't like it being so w i d e. Too wide for me. But haha, it's still pretty. Very very. With Arashi adorning the top there.
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Haha yesterday, I took triple one to after c'wealth with Sabrina and Andrea. Anklung jrs :D Damn farney ah. And then while we waited, another triple onebus came by and Fina, another jr, got off. Fina had to take bus oneohfive home. So while we waited for sixtyone she waited for oneohfive. Then then when oneohfive came, Andrea grabbed Fina's hand and refused to let go. Lol, so the bus door closed then Andrea let go. Fina quickly ran to the door and waved. BUT THE BUS DRIVER NEVER OPENED THE DOOR! LOL, so basically Fina looks damn funny staring and waving at the door and the bus just left like that. xD But Fina called it even cause some time ago, Andrea squashed Fina's flower. Damn funny. And then Sabrina missed her stop so she had to walk all the way back lawl. And I left Andrea in the bus alone. Nyeah. xP

And then, just now I went home on 970 with WenQi. We talked and talked and talked like nobody's business. I realized we were loud, but who cares. Really la. Haha it's quite nice to go home with a friend. :D And when I got home, I saw Adee sleeping outside the house. She didn't have her key with her. LAWL loser sia.
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Wordy post wordy post :D

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Still walked away.
Thursday, February 19, 2009 @ 22:10

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN.
ITCHY FINGERS. HAHA. Tell me if I need to change anything yeah. Except for colours of tagboard. That, I know. :D

Anyway, AKI SHOCK! O: Arashi... MIGHT be coming to Singapore! -squeals- YAYYY. (L) ARASHI! -drools-

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Trick him to fall in from above.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 20:40

Vidspam :D
Falling Down - Atreyu

I love the part where the boy has a gun as well as 2:15 onwards, the gangfight. Damn cool man.

In The Shadows - The Rasmus
There's two videos for this song. Why you may ask. It's cause the satanic significances in the first one was banned in some country and thus, they had to make another less satanic video. They are not satanic though.


I kinda prefer the second one. There's a storyline there.

Rise Up - Bless The Fall

Reminds me of Nice na Kokoroiki. O.O

The Used - Piano cover.
Paralyzed:

There's more on youtube :D

Haha Liana thought Danish is really my brother HAHAHA. Good times good times :D I'd like to blog more but I have too many homework and I have a strong feeling I'm gonna get TWO demerits tomorrow. Sigh.
Hahahah one for Jun.And one for AibaxD I amuse myself.

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No, you're not (big) brother.
@ 15:36

I helped my big sister. To ward off eviiiiil stalkers. Her friends that I don't know some more. Omfgzz, they know I like JE, mainly Arashi of course. Dayemn, being stalked is not fun. So I shall stop stalking too. Okay like I ever stalked before. I don't even go to my sister's blog la. So boring and her english is like, err.

I still don't like her paranoid boyf. Nor can I imagine you two as a couple. Ew.
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It's something sacred, something so beautiful
Something quiet to ease my mind
When the pressure's taking me over and over

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My faith in you is fading.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 18:48

I hope I am not getting off to a bad start this year.
I'd. Just. Die.
I tried ranting but it didn't work out since she got distracted. I shall never try to rant on her (or anyone else from there, for that matter) again. The story is utterly long. Dates back to February last year? Hahah yeah. I shall wait for Friday. So that I can meet up with Sara and rant with her. I. Need. To. Talk. Badly. And Adee sucks to the core. Such a good sister I tell you. Times like this, I really wish I was dead so that I'd not have any problems at all. This socks. D:

And people are ignoring me. Nehmind, I shall laugh it off and think of Jun and Aiba. (Damn blogger refuse to upload the pics Dx)

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To a brand new story.
@ 17:39

:D
I can totally say the Avatar prologue in sync and tone with the original speaker. And I think Zuko is totally hot. And his eye scar is sexy. Ahhh. Haha if ever there was a real life Zuko, I'd make him my first boyfriend. Which means he has to teach me fire-bending. And then he has to get Aang to teach me air-bending. And then he has to get Toph to teach me earth-bending. And then he has to get to Katara to teach me water-bending and meanwhile me and Katara could be best girlfriends. By that time also, Katara would be with Aang :D I'd probably want Suki to teach me her moves too.

I am obviously stressed. Sigh.

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Tag replies.
@ 09:50

11 Feb 09, 21:35
Shaleen: YAY! HA HA HA. Wasn't it fun to do the quiz? ;D LOL.
Can ah.
11 Feb 09, 21:44
hanisah: haha whaaaaaaaattt. i <3>
Amath is nice. But Mrs Gek is meannnn. D:
13 Feb 09, 19:12
Dian: i heard arashi is coming to singapore to perform at marina float platform orwateveritcall,betul eh?
Replied on your blog :D
14 Feb 09, 10:24
NISA: Aki, ;) Singing nice ah, haha, jgn kembang tw. ;D Anyw, happy vals! ♥
Replied on your blog :D
14 Feb 09, 13:44
MYRA-: OMG SITI!! I haven't tagged for like, an uber long time, ex table partner! ):
Haha yeah I never tag you also! O:
14 Feb 09, 14:22
Nishan: YOU METBRYAN D:
Replied on your blog :D
14 Feb 09, 20:27
MUR: WELL DONE AKI! AND I WANT ARASHI TO VISIT SG D:
Thanks babe :D
15 Feb 09, 00:54
narisha: great show today... it was awesome!! totally enjoyed it babe. see you around soon. next YMC i guess
Hahah yeah thanks. Same to you. See you around :D
15 Feb 09, 13:29
MAISARAHHH(:: AKI !!!!!! loved the pbmc !!! great job mann (: it was damn freaking awesome (: taggs !!! (:
Thank you!
15 Feb 09, 21:59
NISA: Hahhaa, mmg pn enjoyed. Hha, good job manxz. ((:
Thanks!
16 Feb 09, 21:12
David Santos: Excellent work. Congrats!!!!
Hahah okay I don't think you know what you're saying congrats to. Who are you anyway dude?
16 Feb 09, 21:51
sara: sounds like it. make that friday or saturday. i love you (:
Haha friday can, saturday cannot. I love you too (L)

I don't like Gek. I going to fail. I want new teacher. D:

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Not getting me very far.
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 23:49

Higly talked about picture. Damn farney ah the convo! HAHAHA. Go here > http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/photo.php?pid=30346275&id=1140512966. People included, Qori, Pearlyn, Josephine and meee.

And I just found Shawn's blog! YAY FOR ME. xD

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I'm gonna go there with my memories.
@ 23:25

Haha, okay. Now I really don't know how I should help you anymore little sister. Really. You're Primary Five for god's sake and you're giving me that kind of crap composition. I mean, c'mon even my ass can do a better job. I gave you a storyline, since apparently your creativity level is rather low, and you couldn't even string the sentences properly to make a proper flowing narrative composition. Hello you are totally not putting in effort. That is so Primary One work. Primary One, I tell you. You on the other hand, you are Primary FIVE. Grow up, you ain't gonna have anyone sitting beside you to spoon-feed you for PSLE. Aim high get high, that's what Shawn used to say to me and that's what I believe in. So if you can't be bothered to learn, I can't be bothered to tutor your horrible English and Maths and Science and Malay and just about everything else that is not sports related.

I'll just the tutoring to your other elder sister for now, we'll see. We'll see. Since she believes her English is good enough. I trust her. For now. And I hope you read this. -rolls eyes-
I SHALL STAY CALM NONETHELESS.
I SHALL.
AND WILL.
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And talking about Shawn, I miss you. What happened to you ah? I miss having a walking textbook sitting beside me in P6. We lost contact after that. So where are you now? Nehmind, I shall google up your name. Shawn Wong Jun Kit :D And I miss XinYi and Nivethitha as my tablemates in Sec One and Sec Two respectively. D: I want you two back also.

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My walls are closing in.
@ 01:14

I refuse to go to sleep. I thought since I slept like a pig during the day, I don't need so much sleep now. I know I'm gonna be wrong. I so know it. But I don't care. I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take. I'm feeling the heat. The stress. I think I'm over reacting, don't you? And Linkin Park is not helping. At all. I shall switch to Arashi. OMG I DON'T THINK I CAN MEMORIZE SHO'S RAPPING IN STEP AND GO AND KOTOBA YORI TAISETSU NO MONO. But Kitto Daijoubu, maybe hmm. Why did I only listen to Kitto Daijoubu today! It's a damn happy song! And the rapping quite easy ah.

Sara, can I please meet up with you soon?
I miss you like effzx.
And we are on the same track.

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And I've been doing just fine. Just fine.
@ 00:12

Listening to: Mr Brightside - The Killers.

I refuse to write in my diary anymore. All the feelings will just kaboosh out. And I've been training myself to keep everything in. That's how I cope with stuff, I keep it all to myself. So far all the things I've heard, the horrible news, they're all inside and I don't tell anyone. At all. But it's all so overwhelming. Very overwhelming. It's begging to be told to at least some other person. Just one person. But I can't seem to. The words aren't there.

Seriously, what's happening. Everything's just about as fine as it can be for me but I feel like bursting into tears. I am on one hell of an emotional roller coaster. I seriously am. Over the tiniest things. I like crying actually. But I'd hate being such a weak, emotional person. I'd like to let it all go. All of it. Maybe this is what life's about. I am such a wreck. Darn, I sound so (ew) emo. Darn it. Hell, fuck. Who cares. You seriously don't want to know what are my opinions. You'd hate me if you knew. Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer.

Cause I'm not like anyone of you. I'm know I'm not.
And I am sure, one day, I'm gonna puke all over you.
On purpose. Cause you irk me.>:}

I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Ms Brightside

Maybe I am overprotective even though I know I'm not supposed to be. Maybe.
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NEIGHHH. WHY AM I LISTENING TO ANGSTY/DEPRESSING SONGS. )x
Like: Why weren't you my Valentine? Why weren't you free? Why.
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret, I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep, they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

See what I mean? Dayemn you LP. For once. And now I feel like posting up more lyrics. Sheet no, aki, don't nooo. Go to sleep you moron. Nao.

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Addiction and her name.
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @ 23:55

I personally love this picture. It makes me look... good. :D Thanks Amirah for picture (L)

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Oh she makes me feel like shit.
@ 20:20

Hahaha omg this website is damn funny.

Under the section, Too Cool For School, you get this:
Hygiene
"You should never wash your hands because then you will have more germs than everything else and germs won't go on you because there is no room."
and
The Supermarket
"If they made the aisles wider we could drive our car in and grab things through the window and pay on the way out like at McDonalds."

And then under, 1000 characters you get this:
Parking Spot
A few weeks ago, some guy in a shitty bmw parked in my 'reserved and paid for' parking spot in a small lot. I printed out an A4 (helvetica demi bold 12pt) note stating that this was a paid for parking spot and not to park there again. A couple of days later he parked there again. I printed out an A3 (helvetica black 42pt) sign stating 'Reserved Parking, Do not park here' sign and used spray adhesive (3M®) to mount it on the wall in front of my spot. When I went to park in my spot the next day he had written in texta, after "Reserved Parking', the words 'For Wankers'. About three days later I saw his car parked in the street so I printed out a poster in A2 (helvetica black, 92pt, reversed) with the word 'Fuckhead' and applied it with spray adhesive to his windscreen, ensuring (as per instructions) I sprayed both materials to be bonded. The disadvantage of course is that I am too scared to park in my spot but he is also too scared to park there so I will class this as a draw for the moment and find a new spot.

This is so damn funny.

Haha but first, you have to get through this ridiculously hilarious email ;D
http://www.27bslash6.com/overdue.html

Thanks Farah for intro-ing me :D

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Look what you've done to yourself.
@ 17:43

FARAH!
I LOVE YOUR CARD SO MUCH!

THANK YOU!I LOVE YOU TOO!
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Pictures up!
Cut and paste or press on link.
And please don't go to my photoblog, there's nothing there.

CrezAwards 2009.
Part One - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019000&id=1140512966&l=901ad
Part Two - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019004&id=1140512966&l=bbed3
Part Three - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019061&id=1140512966&l=aaf6d

Waktu Sesudah Itu.
Part One - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019001&id=1140512966&l=6e4c8
Part Two - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019005&id=1140512966&l=acad3
Part Three - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019062&id=1140512966&l=c6c3c
Part Four - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019064&id=1140512966&l=ab8c1

High possibility that the pictures are messed up.

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You're never coming back until you know it's over.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 23:09

Pejam celik pejam celik, pementasan sudahpun berakhir.

Saya tentu akan rindu kepada masa-masa kami sedang mengugur rambut menyiapkan pementasan kami. Dan terima kasih kepada mereka yang menyokong kami tadi. Saya amat bersyukur kerana mempunyai kawan-kawan seperti kamu semua. Saya sayang kamu♥ Dan gambar-gambar saya semua dimuat-naikkan(?) di facebook, tolong ke sana. Saya masih ada bebrapa lagi (banyak) gambar tetapi saya perlu tidur sekarang. Terlalu penat ah. Hingga esok ya?

Another awesome day, fulfilled.
I LOVE PBMC LIKE WOAH.
GANG GEREK GO!

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Don't ever look back.
@ 00:00

One word for CrezAwards.
WOAHDAMNFREAKINGFUNANDAWESOMELIKEOMFGZZZ.

Hell yeah that's one word man. Hell yea.

Thanks to Danish for being the ever so awesome guitarist!And 3S2B for rocking the stage!And my best friends for being there! (and Aliah too! Love you!)And Ms Shervon for the hot red lipstick!And West Grand Boulevard for performing for us!And the guys from D... sth(?) for performing for us!And the other contestants for being fun to hang out with! ;D
(Sorry, rather tight on time.)And to every other people for being there. Thank you.

So sad it's all over now D:
But don't worry, there's pementasan tomorrow :D
And pictures will be up on photoblog soon, I promise <3>


Pssst, and Taufik Batisah was so sweet when he gave me my consolation prize :D Awwww.

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We're sorry but we disagree.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @ 20:39

OH NO! (satoshi) MY IPOD DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE D: It's so sad D: I mean it's been with us for more than two years and my music life totally depends on it. Since I don't have a phone or another mp4. D: I need an mp4 or another iPod. Oh please, would someone please please pretty please get me one? D;
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Damn I owe my teacher's a lot of homework. And after this week, I'll have more time to complete them all.
TO DO LIST!
A Maths - Practice 2.1
- Practice 2.6
- Corrections for M1

Physics - Download Chapter 3 slides
- Bring protractor, set square, ruler, pencil
- Pendulum worksheet/ practical

Melayu - 5 keratan akhbar
- 3 cerpen
- Buku Kerja unit 2 & 3

Chemistry - Workbook Page 9 - 13

English - Read the long overdued worksheet

Emaths - Exercise 4D
- Exercise 4E
- Exercise 4F
- Workbook questions
(I gave it a shit colour because I absolutely hate it.)
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Anne Boleyn's not the only person.
Who keeps her hopes and dreams in a tin.
Shh. >:}

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They gave us two shots to the back of your head and we're all dead now.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 20:15

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!
Niveetha - 8th FebruaryJayasree - 8th FebruaryRuoZhen - 9th February
Siti Amirah - 10th FebruarySiyi - 11th February
Hazwani - 12th February
Sadrina - 12th FebruaryHafeez - 12th February Abang Isk - 14th February
Alyssa - 14th February

10 Random things about me:
1 I'm performing for crezawards.
2 And I look fugly in the video xP
3 I love, ahem, my cat :D
4 I am addicted to Internet.
5 I owe Andrea Mai/Mae (?) $1.80.
6 I don't wanna go to school tmr.
7 I think Lit is getting boringer everyday.
8 I still sleep in class.
9 I owe my math teachers a considerable amount of hw.
10 I should be doing Chem and Physics now.
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a. Who's the person that tagged you ?
Shaleen!
b. Relationship between you & him ?
Bloglink clan :D
c. Three impressions of him ?
Tall, nize and hyper!
d. If he becomes your enemy, you will ?
Curl up and die. I lost a friend D:
e. What will you say to the person you like very much ?
"I like you very much." Doh.
f. Characteristic I like about myself ?
No idea.
g. Characteristic I hate about myself ?
Sometimes a bit too serious.
h. For the person whom you hate, you say ?
I say nothing.
i. What do people feel about you ?
Er. No idea either.
j. Your crush ?
Lol, haha someone.
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10 people to tag (alphabetical order):
1 Farah
2 Firdaus
3 Hakiim
4 Murnira
5 Nishan
6 Niveetha
7 Pearlyn
8 Ratna
9 Sara
10 Sabreena
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If 5 & 7 were together ?
[Nishan & Pearlyn] Unfinished cookies.
Who does 5 like ?
[Pearlyn] Her boyfriend?
What colour does 9 like?
[Sara] Red? Haha.
Say something about 8.
[Ratna]Classmate!
Who is 2 ?
[Firdaus] Brooo.
Talk about 3.
[Hakiim] Brooo too. Before he drifted away.
Who is 10's best friend ?
[Sabreena] Hahah MSA2! Lol, ego and her other best friend? xD
Who's the sexiest among all 10 ?
Hahahahah. Me!
What colour does 4 like ?
[Murnira] Black. Nuff said.
Is 4 single ?
[Murnira] YES. ohamgee.
Your relationship with 1.
[Farah] bezzfriend. :D
Are 5 & 6 best friends ?
[Nishan & Niveetha] Close. But not.
9's surname ?
[Sara] Malay's don't have surname.
7's nickname ?
[Pearlyn] Pogo.
Say something to 8.
[Ratna] HAHAH HAII?
Say something to help 9.
[Sara] I love you ♥
Who do I admire ?
:D
Where does 1 live ?
Kembangan.
10 of them know you like ?
Yeah, I think.
Say something to 6 when you see him.
[Niveetha] You mean her, Oh haha hiii, Good luck for Crezawards!
10's spouse ?
Currently, no one :D

I don't really care if you don't do it.

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I'm an addict for dramatic.
Monday, February 9, 2009 @ 22:15

I guess I should blog proper now. OMG, you know right, my sec one juniors bully like to the max. They stalk me and pinch my cheeks :O Esp Hawa and Maisarah. Like omg. They just came up to me and said "Eh you very cute ah." Then started pinching my cheeks D: And I obviously have that oh shit face. But nehmind, one for one, watch out. -evil glint in eyes.-

Fatin damn farney ah, she thought I was Sec four cause I look damn mature. Awww, you're the first to say that eh LOL xD Love you too. :D
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I'm seriously tearing. The Crezawards video is so embarrassing D: I look horrible and terrible and vegetable in videos. And I am not a video friendly person D: I am so going to regret this DDx
V4

But it's for voting purposes. Go to here to vote. I think.
V4 people. I am so not gonna forget this. >.< >

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Hashiridashita machi no oto wa kansei no you.
Saturday, February 7, 2009 @ 21:03

AHHHHH. -SCREAMS, MELTS, FAINTS, DIES.-
ARASHI OVERDOSE. Yet again.
Credits to theproudpenguin for pictures.

Let's start with group pictures :D
Oh gosh, the sexiness of it all kills me.
Realize Sho's the only one
not laughing?Even the nerdiness. ;_;
Look at Jun man. And Aiba's fineness ah~

Solo:
(limited to one picture/person. Heh, you know why.)
AIBAmasaki
Oh so hot.JUNmatsumoto
Oh so hot(ter).NINOmiyakazunari
Oh so... hot? xDOHNOsatoshi
Oh so hot.SHOsakurai
Oh so hot.... yes.My vocabulary seems to be very limited right now.
Pairings:
(limited to two pictures/pair except for Junba cause I love them too much.)
Jun x Aiba/ Junba♥♥
Oh so young and innocent.
I just love this picture to the max♥♥Okay... getting more intimate xDNino x Aiba/ Masamiya♥(?)
I, sadly, do not own any decent pictures of them.
Sho x Jun/ Sakumoto♥
The hair... the hair! AH. Jun's hair (L)-melts-Ohno x Nino/ Ohmiya SK♥
The official announcement of the pairing no?Otakus. zDJun x Nino/ Matsumiya♥
This one seemed so cool until I saw...
This one. HAHAHHAHAHA.Sho x Aiba/ Sakuraiba♥
I wouldn't mind being either Sho or Aiba in this situation ^^KEYSMASH PEOPLE *LHDSLDSALIUGFA*Aiba x Ohno/ Masatoshi♥
Couldn't find any better pictures. DxSho x Nino/ Sakumiya♥
Aww, don't they look ready to have a friendly debate? Hey I didn't invite you to see this right? -drools-
Ohno x Sho/ Yama Pair♥
I can tell it's love.Hahahah, -melts- so hot.Jun x Ohno/ Juntoshi♥
Their part time jobs? :OThe smile that says: "WE JUST PUT GLUE IN SHO/NINO/AIBA'S SHAMPOO!! :D"
Sadly that's the end for right now. Cause I ain't that free to post up my thousand and one awezome Arashi pictures. Especially the aaargh-able ones. AND HAHHAHAHA, I MEMORIZED AND AM ABLE TO RAP SHO'S RAPPING IN KAZE NO MUKOU E AND SAKURA SAKE!
I rock,
I rule,
I dominate the school!

YAY! \(^.^)/ I swear, too much emoticons too. Overload beb. ;_;

I'll edit once I get damn nice pictures. :D

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