Hold on to these moments.

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And may you have a good day too, sire.

I won't be broken.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 @ 01:31


I didn't spend my National Day studying, nor did I spend it being a patriotic citizen and cruising around wherever the parade was held at, dressed in red. Instead, it was, fruitfully might I say, spent with Anisa and Shaleen in town area :) 

I'm so glad I've got girls like them to have h2h talks with (cliche yes I know, but at least you know you're not all alone in this world), look out for cute guys with, make ridiculously stupid faces with, spazz with (well Anisa's into Kpop too!) haha and yeah, I'm really glad I've got them as my girlfriends :3

ANISA HAS ABS OMG I AM JEALOUS.

ok. I need to sleep. DC facilitation for me tmr!! Wish me luck, goodnight <3

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Somebody to love.
Thursday, August 4, 2011 @ 02:46

I want somebody to love.
So my heart's settled,
and my eyes will stop wandering.

Someone to lean on.
Someone to hold onto.
Someone to laugh with.
Someone to cry to.
Someone to be my pillow, 
and my hoodie.
Someone I can sing to.
Someone I want to buy presents for.
Just someone whom I can be myself around.
Someone who finds me good enough.

누군가와. 누군가를.

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I know that days will come and go.
@ 02:40

Life is tough. You gain some, you lose some. In everything. Friends, family, grades, material items, weight, whatever. Anything that comes to mind, there's always a plus and a minus. Everyone has their fair share of their good days and their bad days. Without the bad days, there won't be good ones right? You have to feel bad to actually know how feeling good is. Like a leg which has healed after it was broken. It'd feel even better than before. If God gave everyone only-good days, they will all take it for granted, no? Then where do all the bad days go?

Well, what you can do to feel better is to take a positive look on things. I know things may suck so hard, to the extent of hiding at home all the time, sitting in front of a computer with Internet access and do just about everything but face life. I know. I've been there. 

You feel like the whole world's falling on you. 
You feel like there's nothing you can do. 
You feel like you're the only one left alone, out on the outskirts of life. 
You feel like you've got nothing going on for you. 
You feel like you're not worthy of anything. 
You feel like you're an empty, hollow soul drifting through the days.
And sometimes, it's not even a 'feel like'. 
You know it's true.

Well, for starters, I feel like I'll never be good enough for anyone. Not even myself. I feel like I can never live up to my expectations, cause I can never reach them. I feel like I'm not worth talking to. No tweets at me, no texts for my phone, no wall posts on Facebook. Nothing. These days, I feel worthless, unneeded, pushed aside.

I don't know. I just don't. I know people are there for me, in spirit. But sometimes, I need you to be there in person. It will make a lot of difference than just the 'I miss you's posted all over communication devices.

Though, I do believe this is a phase that I'll get over. I have to think positive. If no one's going to help me, first and foremost, I have to help myself. I have to believe in myself, before people will believe in me. I don't know if this confidence will lead me to anything good, but no harm trying right? All the best, Aki.

"Just like her, I wanna be pretty."

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