/I like my jersey number/
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I've never had hair this long before and my sister chopped off my fringe today. Chopped it into disgustingly ridiculous too short bangs that I don't know what to do with.

Ok fine it's partly my fault cause I've been bugging her to help me cut a fringe but I didn't specify that bangs does not mean a fringe. Ok fine my bad. But still yknow!

I've gotta kick my habit of blaming others when something goes wrong. Sometimes I do admit it's my fault but my heart tells me 'what the hell man you were right she was wrong'. On the contrary, my head says 'just admit, it'll be much less chaotic' woah I'm such a hypocrite /light bulb moment/

I am still really sad about the non existence of a fringe.
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I sense hostility, I just do.

And I don't know why. Would someone care enough to enlighten me so I can change for the better?

I guess no one does.

Labels: Hair hair hair, I am shallow, looks are impt, sobstory

Did I ever mention how paranoid I am about the grammar in my blogposts?

Sooooooo paranoid that after I publish the post the first time, I will read that entry and edit whatever grammatical errors that I overlooked. And then I press publish and read the entry again, and then if there's still anything wrong, I'll edit it. And this will repeat for a third time. It usually takes only three times for a normal lengthed post. It takes about five for a longer post.

I can't help being a #grammarnazi.

Anw it's 2AM (I've grown out of the OMG-IT'S-2AM-O: phase, I think haha) and I am not even a tiny bit sleepy cause I knocked out when I got back from school in the afternoon. I better not use this unsleepy night as an excuse to be late for stupid 8AM tutorial tmr morning. I will kick myself if I'm late. Ah geez.

Enough sleep or not, waking up early in the morning is still a major pain in the ass.

Labels: grammar nazi, irrelevant and unrelatable rant

Yes, surprisingly I'm still alive.

(This is in plain text because I am using my phone and there's not much I can do from here)

Soz... It's the 2nd of February 2012. Two zero one two. Don't worry, even I'm surprised I got this far. I was really sure that I'd not make it past 16 or sth, if you get my drift. Well, life's been life, a typical rollercoaster ride with it's up and downs, with some valleys and mountains higher than others. But I guess they all matter, to this moment.

Lately I've been feeling like shit, all alone and useless. I don't even know why. Maybe it's PMS, maybe it's just me. But what I do know is that I have to build a bridge and get over it. Quick quick cause assignments are due and if I don't cheer up and stay positive, I might as well find a cave and hide in it forever. Yes I shall cheer up and be a happy girl ^___^

A little flashback on 2011 necessary? Uh uh maybe.

January - got my scores for o's and yea part of my soul died from the sadness over what I got )':
Started working at TSVC and it was a good experience while it lasted (:
April - back2school after a long long break! My brain was literally empty and I couldn't even do a simple math qn ): Made great company and great friends, i love my course from the bottom of my heart and this was probably one of the best times in my life, no kidding.
May - most amazing birthday ever (so far) spent over two days. Bunny ears and birthday sign all over orchard that ended w a bang at Fish&Co. And an amazing surprise by GRAAW in sch :')
June - started working at kidztime and I swear the environment there fits me just nicely, I'm still working there til now.
December - Jogja trip enlightened me more or less and I'm glad I was given a chance to do some meaningful work :) it was stressful trying to handle this, school, work and trainings at the same time but it made me appreciate the value of time even more.

Ok that was a very rough outline of 2011. And now 2012 /throws confettis and waterbombs/ this post sounds so dry ): I promise it'll be more sessiting when I get over this whole 'i feel like locking myself up in a room and cry forever' mood. (We all go through this, so if you laugh at me... shame on you) I promise promise promise it will be. And maybe I shall return back to proper blogging.

NAEGA JEIL JAL NAGA.
(no pls don't judge me)
(but yes I love 2ne1)

Labels: dry and tasteless like a 3 year old mcchicken, New year new shit, reflectionz

/I like my jersey number/
-
I've never had hair this long before and my sister chopped off my fringe today. Chopped it into disgustingly ridiculous too short bangs that I don't know what to do with.

Ok fine it's partly my fault cause I've been bugging her to help me cut a fringe but I didn't specify that bangs does not mean a fringe. Ok fine my bad. But still yknow!

I've gotta kick my habit of blaming others when something goes wrong. Sometimes I do admit it's my fault but my heart tells me 'what the hell man you were right she was wrong'. On the contrary, my head says 'just admit, it'll be much less chaotic' woah I'm such a hypocrite /light bulb moment/

I am still really sad about the non existence of a fringe.
-
I sense hostility, I just do.

And I don't know why. Would someone care enough to enlighten me so I can change for the better?

I guess no one does.

Labels: Hair hair hair, I am shallow, looks are impt, sobstory

Did I ever mention how paranoid I am about the grammar in my blogposts?

Sooooooo paranoid that after I publish the post the first time, I will read that entry and edit whatever grammatical errors that I overlooked. And then I press publish and read the entry again, and then if there's still anything wrong, I'll edit it. And this will repeat for a third time. It usually takes only three times for a normal lengthed post. It takes about five for a longer post.

I can't help being a #grammarnazi.

Anw it's 2AM (I've grown out of the OMG-IT'S-2AM-O: phase, I think haha) and I am not even a tiny bit sleepy cause I knocked out when I got back from school in the afternoon. I better not use this unsleepy night as an excuse to be late for stupid 8AM tutorial tmr morning. I will kick myself if I'm late. Ah geez.

Enough sleep or not, waking up early in the morning is still a major pain in the ass.

Labels: grammar nazi, irrelevant and unrelatable rant

Yes, surprisingly I'm still alive.

(This is in plain text because I am using my phone and there's not much I can do from here)

Soz... It's the 2nd of February 2012. Two zero one two. Don't worry, even I'm surprised I got this far. I was really sure that I'd not make it past 16 or sth, if you get my drift. Well, life's been life, a typical rollercoaster ride with it's up and downs, with some valleys and mountains higher than others. But I guess they all matter, to this moment.

Lately I've been feeling like shit, all alone and useless. I don't even know why. Maybe it's PMS, maybe it's just me. But what I do know is that I have to build a bridge and get over it. Quick quick cause assignments are due and if I don't cheer up and stay positive, I might as well find a cave and hide in it forever. Yes I shall cheer up and be a happy girl ^___^

A little flashback on 2011 necessary? Uh uh maybe.

January - got my scores for o's and yea part of my soul died from the sadness over what I got )':
Started working at TSVC and it was a good experience while it lasted (:
April - back2school after a long long break! My brain was literally empty and I couldn't even do a simple math qn ): Made great company and great friends, i love my course from the bottom of my heart and this was probably one of the best times in my life, no kidding.
May - most amazing birthday ever (so far) spent over two days. Bunny ears and birthday sign all over orchard that ended w a bang at Fish&Co. And an amazing surprise by GRAAW in sch :')
June - started working at kidztime and I swear the environment there fits me just nicely, I'm still working there til now.
December - Jogja trip enlightened me more or less and I'm glad I was given a chance to do some meaningful work :) it was stressful trying to handle this, school, work and trainings at the same time but it made me appreciate the value of time even more.

Ok that was a very rough outline of 2011. And now 2012 /throws confettis and waterbombs/ this post sounds so dry ): I promise it'll be more sessiting when I get over this whole 'i feel like locking myself up in a room and cry forever' mood. (We all go through this, so if you laugh at me... shame on you) I promise promise promise it will be. And maybe I shall return back to proper blogging.

NAEGA JEIL JAL NAGA.
(no pls don't judge me)
(but yes I love 2ne1)

Labels: dry and tasteless like a 3 year old mcchicken, New year new shit, reflectionz