I'm reading the biography of William Shakespeare. For Literature. And Internet's being a total bitch by being so slow. Surprisingly, I do like Shakespeare's works. It is very intriguing. Especially Macbeth. I've read it once or twice, I think. I would love to read it again,but somehow, I can't find the book. Now, now, will someone tell me where to get Shakespeare's works?

I still have Book Review #2, a composition, a karangan dialog, and a comprehension to go. Oh my.
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Yesterday, RGS had staged a drama at their KS Chee Theater. It was a Malay drama by the title 'Permaisuri Jula Juli Jud'. I think Kak Hanis's acting was super good! She acted as Nenek Kebayan. Awesome kan?

From Crescent, there was Alyssa, Nazreen, Fadillah, Khaliesah, Hanna, Aqilah, Aisyah, Diyanah, Kamalia and me. There were also Alyssa's sister, Erfynna and Nazreen's friend who was very pretty, I liked her hair. :D

Then Sara's sister, Kak Ain was the one who acted as Dayang Latah. Hahha, the white sheets jumping up part was super hilarious!
Dayang Becok:

Bila kau cekap kau berani, aku pun berani. Sekarang kau dah pengsan, aku pun pengsan lah.

and there's the ever famous

CIS! Keju BETUL!

I'll get the pictures from Hanna soon. Especially the one with me, Kak Farah and Kak Hanis :D
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I hope we will have a pementasan this year, and I hope we will have a full house like last year's! Ohmygawd, can't wait!

Labels: homework, pementasan, RGS, Shakespeare

Cute? These are all from SKAFFS.COM. Amazing? I think so too ^^

I'm having a debate in class. The motion is '' Should parents be held the most responsible when their child misbehaves? '' Me, Emmy, Natasha, Adlina and Rukshana are proposing this idea. Opposing us is Tanaya, Felicia, Alyssa, Nishan and Nurul. Hahha, may the better debators win :D But it seems that we always get shot at in the open field category. Tsk tsk.

I want to be a good debator, and I hope I will :) Okay I need to PBL website now. Ciao.
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Btw, get well soon dear friend, we believe you can and you will. We'll be praying hard for your safety and your health. See you soon :D
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Another fight, more sleepless nights.
Please don't live like this.
Because I don't want another fight.
I'm sorry I got all tight.

Labels: class, debate, links, lyric(s), picture(s)

I'm hooked on Lily Allen, hope she comes out with more songs soon! :D
So now, let me introduce you to one of her songs! ^^
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Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]

I love the beginning as it sounds almost similar to this old rock song that my dad used to listen.
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I'm sabo-ing Murnira now. I got her picture from Raffles website. MUAHAH.

Labels: Lily Allen, lyric(s), picture(s), sabo, song(s)

I'm in an emotional relapse.

I'm tired, tired and exhausted to the core that I don't bother anymore. Tell me, what is your problem? Usually, I'll fight for the rights of my sisters but now, it's too much. TOO MUCH. Give it up, you're not my mom. Don't be like what she was last time.

I thought you'd understand our plight, but no, you just had to rub it in our faces more. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU. Before I burst out laughing and crying at the situation we're in and start screaming at you with all that I've wanted to say before, you better speak carefully.

When ayah got admitted into hospital and when you didn't let Adilah come into the house yesterday night, I wanted to say this.

IF IT WASN'T FOR AYAH'S SAKE, I'D RUN OFF TO IBU'S RIGHT NOW AND LEAVE YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ATUK. but just for Ayah, we tahan your karenah and your nags. Every child would want to run away from parents who think their above others, just cause they are parents. ARGH.

I gave up fighting for Adilah too, she's too much. I won't say what happened to her but her road to her future has been destroyed. What a bitch. The excuses she gives are just plain stupid. Worthless and senseless. She thinks she'll get rich without even trying. WELL THINK AGAIN.

Siti Nur Atiqah, study hard. Work hard. STOP PROCRASTINATING AND SLACKING. GAH.

Labels: emotional relapse, emotions, motivation, rant

LONG POST AHEAD TO MAKE UP FOR THE LOSS.

So, Symposium was fun. I played this really, really big BIG base C and that base C was half my size. And for every other song, other than Volare (pronounced as voh-la-rae), I stood beside EVIL Charmaine. Hahha, VERY THE AWESOME, I tell you, cause she was very entertaining. Then, THANKS to those who lent me their angklungs!!

Labels: birthday, class, links, outing, owes, picture(s), quiz, school, symposium

Tag Replies :
Liyana:What lah you, JD damn hot okayyyy... tsk tsk. xP I haven't seen Sweeney Todd before either, but I want to :D
Alisa: Yeah, I know, but I can't find a nice picture of her in that movie D:
Nazihah: Hahha, :DDD thank you thank you beb! x
Hanisah: JD is not good, he's the BEST, man! :D
Murnira: Eh, SUNshine ke STARshine ah? Confuse ah
Amee: Yup, I knew, I saw that awesome movie before, I want to see again :D
Sab: YEAHHHHH MANNNN :D
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HEY HEY HEY! ALYSSA IS AWESOME YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! ALYSSA IS LIKE SO NICE OMG SO HOT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
-SITI NUR ATIQAH (yeahhh riiight.)

HIIHIIHIIHII
-NISHAN :D
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So yeah, right now is my class chalet, not so classy of you tell me. Barely a quarter of the class was here. Adelia, Dini, Adlina and Xinyi already went home. Now it's left with Nishan, Alyssa, Ger'dine, Darsheni and me. And Nishan's GAY teddy. Hwahwa xD

I'll update more later okay? I wanna go to sleepy. Byebye :D
love, AKI(:

Labels: class, outing, quotes, Tag Replies

I think Johnny Depp is super AWESOME! He's able to take on different acting roles very well!In Sweeney Todd (excuse me if the spelling is wrong)In Pirates Of The Carribean :D One of my personal favourites :))And Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

Good morning Sunshine! The Earth says HELLO!

Ans isn't this picture just cute? (OR HAWT?) awwww. x)
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I think Helena Bonham Carter is pretty too :DIn Sweeney Todd :D
In Harry Potter, I forgot which movie, dammit.
Hahha, I think they're gonna be my new idols man!
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I'm currently going through my friendster 'friends' and deleting all those people that I don't know or don't talk to anymore. Cos seriously? I don't believe I have 274 friends man. Even if I do, I probably don't know all of them, why lie? Unlike those who has 500+ friends. Don't brag, we know you don't really know ALL of them, do you?

*sticks tongue out and makes that irritating fart-like sound*
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Till then,
AKI(:

Labels: antis, Helena Bonham Carter, Johnny Depp, picture(s)

The Anti Ahlian blogs got me thinking. Why do Lians, Minahs, Bengs and Mats listen to all those hardcore/ post-punk bands? Seriously, they should just stick to techno. I hate techno, but it would obviously be way better than them liking what I like.

One example, there's this girl from my school, my level, let me label her as Lian wannabe, with that awful hair and ugly friendster poses. *shudders* So yeah, on this bulletin, she had to repost the bulletin with a letter from the bulletin itself.
So, A - blahblahblah..... K- I love MCR... Z- godknowswhat.

Her title? My letter is K, beat that!
Okay, goodness gracious me! WHO CARES? I bet over 50% of teenagers with Internet knows AND loves MCR. And are you sure you're a hardcore fan? Have you ever heard of MCR's other less famous songs (BUT STILL TOTALLY OWNS MY ASS) ? Have you heard the original of the songs 'Dead!', 'You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison' or even 'The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You'?

If you don't, don't say you're a hardcore fan. Dude, it's super embarrassing man. Please stick to your Techno, S.H.E, 5566 or god knows what. KAYTHANKSBYE.
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MUAHAHAH, Adee, Amee and Me got a scheming plan mannn, Woohooo! But sshhh, kena diam diam later we kena hantam. nyeah nyeah :D
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Dude, a guy just asked me for my number. Like what the hell, man. Okay, fine, it's actually common for me to like other people, but when a guy/ girl likes me, I TOTALLY FREAK OUT. So yeah, this whole relationship thing doesn't really go well with me. And yes, a girl has liked me before, I just won't say who. >:D

Just freak out let it go! Reminds me of Avril's Freak Out.
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Byebye,
I'm tired, want to go zzzZZZ...
AKI(:

ps, SHEEET, BLOODY HOMEWORK TO DO MANZXZXZX!

Labels: antis, rant

First, I'd like to say this.
Nazihah, I'M SO FRIGGIN PROUD OF YOU!
Finally, after months man. :D
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Guess what?
It's my blog's hundredth post! Whoo! So for this very special post, I shall tell you what I've been up to. I was bored, to death. So I was thinking. Hey why not visit those anti ah lian blogs? And hell yea, they cheered me up.

I like the way they are able to hit their flamers or spammers with awesome comeback lines! And the way twits type, disgustingly horrible. You can't even understand a single word that comes out of them. Advise to twits, don't ever become songwriters, your client would give up reading your lyrics. On second thought, if you ever have a twit singer client, don't bother going to the real world. Does the phrase 'total music pandemonium' strike total terror to your heart?

Hahha, to make it more fun, I shall give you the links!
MOT
AAL

MOT's dead, because they started in 2005 but AAL's quite recent and they have yet update. Please do read both blogs from the very beginning, especially MOT. Hmm, maybe they should make one for minahs man.
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Till then,
AKI(:

Labels: emotions, links

I'm in Ms Shervon's lab today, with Nishan, right now. Xin Yi and Adelia was here just now. They have left for tuition about an hour ago. We ate at Macs :D I'll get the pictures from Adelia's blog later. Xin Yi is so mean! While I was eating my McWings, she twirled and twirled and twirled the chair I was on. Tsk tsk.

Oh am gee, I have HOMEWORK to do. Oh am gee. Oh am geee. MALAS. School holidays are gonna end real soon, and soon (too) we're gonna have streaming and then we'll go to different sec three classes next year.

Freaking hell, I'll miss TWOGEEONE like crazy man. The two years we were together was awfully meaningful. Yeah, conflicts here and there. But we made it out all fine. I love you guys A LOT! And it will be sad to leave all of you. D':

I'll post another dedication at the end of the year, IF i remember.
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I wrote a note on a postcard to someone.
but I guess you'll never get to read it.
Because in a moment of infatuation,
I wrote it, with all of my heart.

I think you'll freak out if you knew about it.
Only crazy people do that.
And yes, I'm crazy,
Crazy over you.

But I'll be writing one again,
very very soon.
Once I get home, maybe I'll write.
or maybe before I sleep.

I guess you should FREAK OUT. NOW.
hahha, x) (freak out, let it go.)
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I'm done here. Btw, go read my sister's blog, There's a lot more funny stuff there. sykedayan.bs.com

Reasons are on there too.
Till then,
AKI(:

p.s, I have the urge to camwhore, somebody, get me a CAMERA.

Labels: Friday the thirteenth, homework, Macs(:, poem or not, remember?

I have a very weird thing going on with me nowadays, or at least as far as I can remember. I realised, when I'm extremely angry, I will do some housework, clean up or whatever. Funny, don't you think?

Whoo, Adee lost my metal name plate, the one for my laptop and I got super pissed. So I lied down on the bed, my head facing towards the bedpost and started flick the bedpost with my right forefinger. Flick, flick, flick. The pain somehow managed to soothe down my anger a little bit.

Then after Adee shut down the comp, I went on a venture to find my long lost spare battery for the long forgotten camera. I opened the door to the blue cabinet which was place near to the door, and fuyioh, it was utterly, undescribably messy.

Now furious with the utter mess, I pulled everything out and made a mess on the little space I had. I started arranging everything according to size and everytime I pulled out something related to Adee's school, I called out Hillgrove. Ha, typical me.

Imagine:

(takes a book out of the rubble) Hillgrove, I wonder whose school ah.
(takes a file out of the rubble) Hillgrove again.
(arranging the exercise books) Hillgrove, Hillgrove again, and yet again Hillgrove and look! Hillgrove! WOW. *^*
(And no, it was barely silent.)

And finally, after the rearranging and reshuffling and whatnots was done, the whole place looked quite neat. No thanks to the numerous promises that SHE made. Thanks to my angst.

Somewhere in between the whole rearranging and reshuffling stuff, my cabinet almost collapsed. Due to the over-stuffing of items in the drawers. Really, REALLY frustrated with the ass thing, I took out my dad's hammer and some iron nails. And no, I wasn't about to depict a scene from Nightmare Before Christmas, I was going to fix that ass thing.

Lost two nails somewhere, don't know where, managed to drive two others into the wood. Hurrah. And my the cupboard is fixed. Yay, I could finally go on with the clean up.
No one helped, but that's okay. I like cleaning up. ON. MY. OWN. NO thanks to you two doofus-es.

Guess you could say, I'm a jack of all trades, master of none. Maybe I'll grow up to be a carpenter, or, maybe I WANT to be a carpenter. Wait, no, I take that back. I don't want to be a carpenter. But I might grow up to be one. Okay, shush.
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I was reading other people's blogs and most of them had slashed out at least for of their wants. But not me. I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth and I'm proud of that. I kinda pity all those Bengs, Lians, Mats and Minahs who can't do housework, who can't cook and who can't even get good scores. Now, all you people out there, tell me, how are they gonna survive? On their parents till they die? Or scavenge for food somewhere?

Right now, even though I don't get what I want, I really don't care, well most of the time actually. In the future, I'm gonna work hard, earn my own money, buy what I've always wanted and say, "Hey, I bought this myself!" unlike those who live off parents.
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Okay so Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go! has already started, and I missed Monster Allergy, again.

CIAOSZXZXZ,
AKI(:

Labels: bloghopping, cartoons, emotions

All other people here seems to be on a diet,
even Ms Shervon.
And I'm gobbling everything up.
whoo.

This is what happens when aki knows she's not fat.

Nishan: Char Siew Pao has feelings (fillings) manzxzxzxzx

Hahha, omg.
Adelia says we ave been saying random stuff all day long.
Oh man :D
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I'm supposed to do PBL, but oh well o.o
Here are some pictures from D.Gray Man that I love :*

Road Kamelot ♥♥Tyki Mikk ♥♥
Allen Walker ♥♥♥♥♥

I love them, want them to come to life :D
byebye♥♥
AKI

Labels: picture(s)

Dude, I really shouldn't be blogging now.
I should be getting read to go to school for PBL.

Wahseh, macam malas ah.
Then because of PBL, I cannot go to TWO awesommme things D:
Screw projects)):

Firstly, Ilya invited me to go to a streetdance session at 12.
Then, Farah invited me to go to Candy Empire at Changi with her and Alisa, from 2 till 4.
DDDD:

So sad, awesome things but I can't go.
And people, I'm free tomorrow!
So ask me out tomorrow if you want to ;D
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I think a bee just flew into my room,
but I totally have no freaking idea where it went to.
o.O
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Won't it be awesome if hot cartoon guys such as Josh from Team Galaxy, Danny from Danny Phantom, all those manga guys and Allen Walker from D.Gray Man are real?

Totally awesome♥!
CIAOSZXZ,
♥AKI

btw,

Singapura : 6 Jun 2008

MENINGGAL MENGEJUT

TEKNISYEN REBAH KETIKA MAIN BOLA SEPAK Oleh
Nurul Dayana Simangoon

SEORANG bapa berusia 46 tahun meninggal dunia akibat diserang penyakit jantung ketika bermain bola sepak malam kelmarin.

Allahyarham Yussof Ishak, seorang juruteknik kanan, rebah tiba-tiba sekitar 7.05 malam, 10 minit sebelum perlawanan persahabatan anjuran syarikatnya di Bukit Chermin itu berakhir.

Beliau disahkan meninggal dunia di Hospital Alexandra pada 7.57 malam. Beliau meninggalkan seorang balu, Cik Masiah Joony, jurujual berusia 43 tahun, dan tiga anak perempuan berusia antara 14 dengan 19 tahun.

Menurut keluarganya, Allahyarham bermain bola sepak di Bukit Chermin bersama rakan-rakan sekerjanya setiap hari Rabu. Beliau telah bermain bola sepak selama 24 tahun, terbukti dengan deretan pingat tersusun rapi di flatnya di Jurong West Street 61.

Semasa dihubungi semalam, Cik Masiah berkata tiada langsung tanda penyakit jantung dikesan pada diri Allahyarham.

'Beliau seorang yang sentiasa giat bersukan, suami yang penyayang, dan disukai sanak saudara,' kata Cik Masiah.

Anak Allahyarham, Nurul Aisyah Yussof, 15 tahun, berkata ayahnya pernah dirawat di hospital kerana penyakit batu karang tetapi setelah itu Allahyarham sentiasa kelihatan dalam keadaan sihat.

Penyakit jantung Allahyarham langsung di luar dugaan ahli keluarga dan rakan-rakan. Ia hanya diketahui apabila bedah siasat dijalankan.

Kali terakhir Nurul Aisyah bertemu ayahnya ialah pada awal pagi hari kejadian, ketika Allahyarham hendak pergi bekerja. Seperti biasa, Nurul Aisyah bersalam, memeluk dan mencium ayahnya.

'Bapa saya periang dan suka berjenaka. Beliau sering menasihati kami supaya belajar rajin-rajin dan beliau mahu kami hidup bahagia apabila tua nanti,' kata Nurul Aisyah.

Seorang rakan sekerja yang juga sahabat karib Allahyarham, yang tidak mahu namanya disiar, berkata: ' Kami semua amat terkejut apabila beliau tiba-tiba rebah. Beliau kelihatan sihat sahaja pada hari kejadian. Saya telah kehilangan seorang rakan karib yang amat saya hargai. Saya rindu akan jenaka-jenaka lucunya.'

Dear Nurulhuda Yussof,
You're an awesome girl, so don't worry, be strong.
I'm sure you miss your dad a lot, I'm sure he misses you too.
Wherever you are, you'll know that he will always be there to protect you.
Even though I'm not part of Masque,
remember that little clique we had with Rezwana and Jessie?
Yes, The Darhlingz.

We all love you, honey.
Stay strong,
and whenever you need to cry,
we're just a call/sms away and we will be there asap to lend you a shoulder.
Okay?
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I would be very heartbroken if either my dad or my mum died.
When they got divorced, I was devastated.
I refused to be, I don't know, happy?
But just for other people's sake, I smiled.

Imagine if one of them died.
I think I would cry my hearts out all week long.
Just thinking about it,
make's my heart go... never mind.
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I'm sniffing right now.
Tears are on the brink of my eyes.
Thoughts are flustered.
Hands typing vigorously, not even stopping once.

No news is good news.
A fast-spreading news is followed by a despaired heart.
Many have been affected.

Oh, how lucky I am not to have such a fate.
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HAPPY (BELATED or not) BIRTHDAY TO,
NURUL! *2nd June*
LUKHEI! *6th June*
HUI FANG! *8th June*
EMIRA! *14th June*
and all those other G.oner's birthday(s) that I have kindly forgotten about.
♥♥AKI

Labels: birthday, motivation, news

Okay, since I've got pictures.
I'll blog about the long, overdued, should have blogged a long time ago, yadda yadda yadda PBMC Step Up/ Step Down partayye on the 31st of May.
(AWESOME thanks to LIY for these AWESOME pictures. AWESOME ;D)


After HEAD diving into flour.
Sorry ah, my hair very unglam. Cause it was super irritating.
"aisyah thinks she's very cool while siti is only acting cute." -Liy
Cough, cough. Siapa Siti ah?

After hand diving into a mixture of flour, red-coloured water and god knows what.
GROUP TWO ROCKXZXZXZ MAN!

Y'know, I'll utterly miss the darling Sec 4s.
Seriously, I will.
Cause they're awesomely hyper and fun to be around.
And I'll miss my angels. Boohoo.
Terribly, horrifically miss them.
No one to write letters to,
(even though they never rarely reply).
REMINDER: Take a picture with Ryhan as memory, she's my angel too, okayyy.

And here are ALL, okay, MOST of us in three different settings!

After the Penantian production :D

The awesome Ice-Skating!

The PBMC Step Up/ Step Down partayye.
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I think the pictures take up the space.
So yeah, I'll end off for now.
♥AKI

Labels: picture(s)

I'm reading the biography of William Shakespeare. For Literature. And Internet's being a total bitch by being so slow. Surprisingly, I do like Shakespeare's works. It is very intriguing. Especially Macbeth. I've read it once or twice, I think. I would love to read it again,but somehow, I can't find the book. Now, now, will someone tell me where to get Shakespeare's works?

I still have Book Review #2, a composition, a karangan dialog, and a comprehension to go. Oh my.
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Yesterday, RGS had staged a drama at their KS Chee Theater. It was a Malay drama by the title 'Permaisuri Jula Juli Jud'. I think Kak Hanis's acting was super good! She acted as Nenek Kebayan. Awesome kan?

From Crescent, there was Alyssa, Nazreen, Fadillah, Khaliesah, Hanna, Aqilah, Aisyah, Diyanah, Kamalia and me. There were also Alyssa's sister, Erfynna and Nazreen's friend who was very pretty, I liked her hair. :D

Then Sara's sister, Kak Ain was the one who acted as Dayang Latah. Hahha, the white sheets jumping up part was super hilarious!
Dayang Becok:

Bila kau cekap kau berani, aku pun berani. Sekarang kau dah pengsan, aku pun pengsan lah.

and there's the ever famous

CIS! Keju BETUL!

I'll get the pictures from Hanna soon. Especially the one with me, Kak Farah and Kak Hanis :D
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I hope we will have a pementasan this year, and I hope we will have a full house like last year's! Ohmygawd, can't wait!

Labels: homework, pementasan, RGS, Shakespeare

Cute? These are all from SKAFFS.COM. Amazing? I think so too ^^

I'm having a debate in class. The motion is '' Should parents be held the most responsible when their child misbehaves? '' Me, Emmy, Natasha, Adlina and Rukshana are proposing this idea. Opposing us is Tanaya, Felicia, Alyssa, Nishan and Nurul. Hahha, may the better debators win :D But it seems that we always get shot at in the open field category. Tsk tsk.

I want to be a good debator, and I hope I will :) Okay I need to PBL website now. Ciao.
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Btw, get well soon dear friend, we believe you can and you will. We'll be praying hard for your safety and your health. See you soon :D
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Another fight, more sleepless nights.
Please don't live like this.
Because I don't want another fight.
I'm sorry I got all tight.

Labels: class, debate, links, lyric(s), picture(s)

I'm hooked on Lily Allen, hope she comes out with more songs soon! :D
So now, let me introduce you to one of her songs! ^^
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Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]

I love the beginning as it sounds almost similar to this old rock song that my dad used to listen.
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I'm sabo-ing Murnira now. I got her picture from Raffles website. MUAHAH.

Labels: Lily Allen, lyric(s), picture(s), sabo, song(s)

I'm in an emotional relapse.

I'm tired, tired and exhausted to the core that I don't bother anymore. Tell me, what is your problem? Usually, I'll fight for the rights of my sisters but now, it's too much. TOO MUCH. Give it up, you're not my mom. Don't be like what she was last time.

I thought you'd understand our plight, but no, you just had to rub it in our faces more. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU. Before I burst out laughing and crying at the situation we're in and start screaming at you with all that I've wanted to say before, you better speak carefully.

When ayah got admitted into hospital and when you didn't let Adilah come into the house yesterday night, I wanted to say this.

IF IT WASN'T FOR AYAH'S SAKE, I'D RUN OFF TO IBU'S RIGHT NOW AND LEAVE YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ATUK. but just for Ayah, we tahan your karenah and your nags. Every child would want to run away from parents who think their above others, just cause they are parents. ARGH.

I gave up fighting for Adilah too, she's too much. I won't say what happened to her but her road to her future has been destroyed. What a bitch. The excuses she gives are just plain stupid. Worthless and senseless. She thinks she'll get rich without even trying. WELL THINK AGAIN.

Siti Nur Atiqah, study hard. Work hard. STOP PROCRASTINATING AND SLACKING. GAH.

Labels: emotional relapse, emotions, motivation, rant

LONG POST AHEAD TO MAKE UP FOR THE LOSS.

So, Symposium was fun. I played this really, really big BIG base C and that base C was half my size. And for every other song, other than Volare (pronounced as voh-la-rae), I stood beside EVIL Charmaine. Hahha, VERY THE AWESOME, I tell you, cause she was very entertaining. Then, THANKS to those who lent me their angklungs!!

Labels: birthday, class, links, outing, owes, picture(s), quiz, school, symposium

Tag Replies :
Liyana:What lah you, JD damn hot okayyyy... tsk tsk. xP I haven't seen Sweeney Todd before either, but I want to :D
Alisa: Yeah, I know, but I can't find a nice picture of her in that movie D:
Nazihah: Hahha, :DDD thank you thank you beb! x
Hanisah: JD is not good, he's the BEST, man! :D
Murnira: Eh, SUNshine ke STARshine ah? Confuse ah
Amee: Yup, I knew, I saw that awesome movie before, I want to see again :D
Sab: YEAHHHHH MANNNN :D
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HEY HEY HEY! ALYSSA IS AWESOME YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! ALYSSA IS LIKE SO NICE OMG SO HOT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
-SITI NUR ATIQAH (yeahhh riiight.)

HIIHIIHIIHII
-NISHAN :D
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So yeah, right now is my class chalet, not so classy of you tell me. Barely a quarter of the class was here. Adelia, Dini, Adlina and Xinyi already went home. Now it's left with Nishan, Alyssa, Ger'dine, Darsheni and me. And Nishan's GAY teddy. Hwahwa xD

I'll update more later okay? I wanna go to sleepy. Byebye :D
love, AKI(:

Labels: class, outing, quotes, Tag Replies

I think Johnny Depp is super AWESOME! He's able to take on different acting roles very well!In Sweeney Todd (excuse me if the spelling is wrong)In Pirates Of The Carribean :D One of my personal favourites :))And Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

Good morning Sunshine! The Earth says HELLO!

Ans isn't this picture just cute? (OR HAWT?) awwww. x)
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I think Helena Bonham Carter is pretty too :DIn Sweeney Todd :D
In Harry Potter, I forgot which movie, dammit.
Hahha, I think they're gonna be my new idols man!
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I'm currently going through my friendster 'friends' and deleting all those people that I don't know or don't talk to anymore. Cos seriously? I don't believe I have 274 friends man. Even if I do, I probably don't know all of them, why lie? Unlike those who has 500+ friends. Don't brag, we know you don't really know ALL of them, do you?

*sticks tongue out and makes that irritating fart-like sound*
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Till then,
AKI(:

Labels: antis, Helena Bonham Carter, Johnny Depp, picture(s)

The Anti Ahlian blogs got me thinking. Why do Lians, Minahs, Bengs and Mats listen to all those hardcore/ post-punk bands? Seriously, they should just stick to techno. I hate techno, but it would obviously be way better than them liking what I like.

One example, there's this girl from my school, my level, let me label her as Lian wannabe, with that awful hair and ugly friendster poses. *shudders* So yeah, on this bulletin, she had to repost the bulletin with a letter from the bulletin itself.
So, A - blahblahblah..... K- I love MCR... Z- godknowswhat.

Her title? My letter is K, beat that!
Okay, goodness gracious me! WHO CARES? I bet over 50% of teenagers with Internet knows AND loves MCR. And are you sure you're a hardcore fan? Have you ever heard of MCR's other less famous songs (BUT STILL TOTALLY OWNS MY ASS) ? Have you heard the original of the songs 'Dead!', 'You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison' or even 'The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You'?

If you don't, don't say you're a hardcore fan. Dude, it's super embarrassing man. Please stick to your Techno, S.H.E, 5566 or god knows what. KAYTHANKSBYE.
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MUAHAHAH, Adee, Amee and Me got a scheming plan mannn, Woohooo! But sshhh, kena diam diam later we kena hantam. nyeah nyeah :D
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Dude, a guy just asked me for my number. Like what the hell, man. Okay, fine, it's actually common for me to like other people, but when a guy/ girl likes me, I TOTALLY FREAK OUT. So yeah, this whole relationship thing doesn't really go well with me. And yes, a girl has liked me before, I just won't say who. >:D

Just freak out let it go! Reminds me of Avril's Freak Out.
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Byebye,
I'm tired, want to go zzzZZZ...
AKI(:

ps, SHEEET, BLOODY HOMEWORK TO DO MANZXZXZX!

Labels: antis, rant

First, I'd like to say this.
Nazihah, I'M SO FRIGGIN PROUD OF YOU!
Finally, after months man. :D
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Guess what?
It's my blog's hundredth post! Whoo! So for this very special post, I shall tell you what I've been up to. I was bored, to death. So I was thinking. Hey why not visit those anti ah lian blogs? And hell yea, they cheered me up.

I like the way they are able to hit their flamers or spammers with awesome comeback lines! And the way twits type, disgustingly horrible. You can't even understand a single word that comes out of them. Advise to twits, don't ever become songwriters, your client would give up reading your lyrics. On second thought, if you ever have a twit singer client, don't bother going to the real world. Does the phrase 'total music pandemonium' strike total terror to your heart?

Hahha, to make it more fun, I shall give you the links!
MOT
AAL

MOT's dead, because they started in 2005 but AAL's quite recent and they have yet update. Please do read both blogs from the very beginning, especially MOT. Hmm, maybe they should make one for minahs man.
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Till then,
AKI(:

Labels: emotions, links

I'm in Ms Shervon's lab today, with Nishan, right now. Xin Yi and Adelia was here just now. They have left for tuition about an hour ago. We ate at Macs :D I'll get the pictures from Adelia's blog later. Xin Yi is so mean! While I was eating my McWings, she twirled and twirled and twirled the chair I was on. Tsk tsk.

Oh am gee, I have HOMEWORK to do. Oh am gee. Oh am geee. MALAS. School holidays are gonna end real soon, and soon (too) we're gonna have streaming and then we'll go to different sec three classes next year.

Freaking hell, I'll miss TWOGEEONE like crazy man. The two years we were together was awfully meaningful. Yeah, conflicts here and there. But we made it out all fine. I love you guys A LOT! And it will be sad to leave all of you. D':

I'll post another dedication at the end of the year, IF i remember.
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I wrote a note on a postcard to someone.
but I guess you'll never get to read it.
Because in a moment of infatuation,
I wrote it, with all of my heart.

I think you'll freak out if you knew about it.
Only crazy people do that.
And yes, I'm crazy,
Crazy over you.

But I'll be writing one again,
very very soon.
Once I get home, maybe I'll write.
or maybe before I sleep.

I guess you should FREAK OUT. NOW.
hahha, x) (freak out, let it go.)
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I'm done here. Btw, go read my sister's blog, There's a lot more funny stuff there. sykedayan.bs.com

Reasons are on there too.
Till then,
AKI(:

p.s, I have the urge to camwhore, somebody, get me a CAMERA.

Labels: Friday the thirteenth, homework, Macs(:, poem or not, remember?

I have a very weird thing going on with me nowadays, or at least as far as I can remember. I realised, when I'm extremely angry, I will do some housework, clean up or whatever. Funny, don't you think?

Whoo, Adee lost my metal name plate, the one for my laptop and I got super pissed. So I lied down on the bed, my head facing towards the bedpost and started flick the bedpost with my right forefinger. Flick, flick, flick. The pain somehow managed to soothe down my anger a little bit.

Then after Adee shut down the comp, I went on a venture to find my long lost spare battery for the long forgotten camera. I opened the door to the blue cabinet which was place near to the door, and fuyioh, it was utterly, undescribably messy.

Now furious with the utter mess, I pulled everything out and made a mess on the little space I had. I started arranging everything according to size and everytime I pulled out something related to Adee's school, I called out Hillgrove. Ha, typical me.

Imagine:

(takes a book out of the rubble) Hillgrove, I wonder whose school ah.
(takes a file out of the rubble) Hillgrove again.
(arranging the exercise books) Hillgrove, Hillgrove again, and yet again Hillgrove and look! Hillgrove! WOW. *^*
(And no, it was barely silent.)

And finally, after the rearranging and reshuffling and whatnots was done, the whole place looked quite neat. No thanks to the numerous promises that SHE made. Thanks to my angst.

Somewhere in between the whole rearranging and reshuffling stuff, my cabinet almost collapsed. Due to the over-stuffing of items in the drawers. Really, REALLY frustrated with the ass thing, I took out my dad's hammer and some iron nails. And no, I wasn't about to depict a scene from Nightmare Before Christmas, I was going to fix that ass thing.

Lost two nails somewhere, don't know where, managed to drive two others into the wood. Hurrah. And my the cupboard is fixed. Yay, I could finally go on with the clean up.
No one helped, but that's okay. I like cleaning up. ON. MY. OWN. NO thanks to you two doofus-es.

Guess you could say, I'm a jack of all trades, master of none. Maybe I'll grow up to be a carpenter, or, maybe I WANT to be a carpenter. Wait, no, I take that back. I don't want to be a carpenter. But I might grow up to be one. Okay, shush.
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I was reading other people's blogs and most of them had slashed out at least for of their wants. But not me. I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth and I'm proud of that. I kinda pity all those Bengs, Lians, Mats and Minahs who can't do housework, who can't cook and who can't even get good scores. Now, all you people out there, tell me, how are they gonna survive? On their parents till they die? Or scavenge for food somewhere?

Right now, even though I don't get what I want, I really don't care, well most of the time actually. In the future, I'm gonna work hard, earn my own money, buy what I've always wanted and say, "Hey, I bought this myself!" unlike those who live off parents.
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Okay so Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go! has already started, and I missed Monster Allergy, again.

CIAOSZXZXZ,
AKI(:

Labels: bloghopping, cartoons, emotions

All other people here seems to be on a diet,
even Ms Shervon.
And I'm gobbling everything up.
whoo.

This is what happens when aki knows she's not fat.

Nishan: Char Siew Pao has feelings (fillings) manzxzxzxzx

Hahha, omg.
Adelia says we ave been saying random stuff all day long.
Oh man :D
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I'm supposed to do PBL, but oh well o.o
Here are some pictures from D.Gray Man that I love :*

Road Kamelot ♥♥Tyki Mikk ♥♥
Allen Walker ♥♥♥♥♥

I love them, want them to come to life :D
byebye♥♥
AKI

Labels: picture(s)

Dude, I really shouldn't be blogging now.
I should be getting read to go to school for PBL.

Wahseh, macam malas ah.
Then because of PBL, I cannot go to TWO awesommme things D:
Screw projects)):

Firstly, Ilya invited me to go to a streetdance session at 12.
Then, Farah invited me to go to Candy Empire at Changi with her and Alisa, from 2 till 4.
DDDD:

So sad, awesome things but I can't go.
And people, I'm free tomorrow!
So ask me out tomorrow if you want to ;D
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I think a bee just flew into my room,
but I totally have no freaking idea where it went to.
o.O
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Won't it be awesome if hot cartoon guys such as Josh from Team Galaxy, Danny from Danny Phantom, all those manga guys and Allen Walker from D.Gray Man are real?

Totally awesome♥!
CIAOSZXZ,
♥AKI

btw,

Singapura : 6 Jun 2008

MENINGGAL MENGEJUT

TEKNISYEN REBAH KETIKA MAIN BOLA SEPAK Oleh
Nurul Dayana Simangoon

SEORANG bapa berusia 46 tahun meninggal dunia akibat diserang penyakit jantung ketika bermain bola sepak malam kelmarin.

Allahyarham Yussof Ishak, seorang juruteknik kanan, rebah tiba-tiba sekitar 7.05 malam, 10 minit sebelum perlawanan persahabatan anjuran syarikatnya di Bukit Chermin itu berakhir.

Beliau disahkan meninggal dunia di Hospital Alexandra pada 7.57 malam. Beliau meninggalkan seorang balu, Cik Masiah Joony, jurujual berusia 43 tahun, dan tiga anak perempuan berusia antara 14 dengan 19 tahun.

Menurut keluarganya, Allahyarham bermain bola sepak di Bukit Chermin bersama rakan-rakan sekerjanya setiap hari Rabu. Beliau telah bermain bola sepak selama 24 tahun, terbukti dengan deretan pingat tersusun rapi di flatnya di Jurong West Street 61.

Semasa dihubungi semalam, Cik Masiah berkata tiada langsung tanda penyakit jantung dikesan pada diri Allahyarham.

'Beliau seorang yang sentiasa giat bersukan, suami yang penyayang, dan disukai sanak saudara,' kata Cik Masiah.

Anak Allahyarham, Nurul Aisyah Yussof, 15 tahun, berkata ayahnya pernah dirawat di hospital kerana penyakit batu karang tetapi setelah itu Allahyarham sentiasa kelihatan dalam keadaan sihat.

Penyakit jantung Allahyarham langsung di luar dugaan ahli keluarga dan rakan-rakan. Ia hanya diketahui apabila bedah siasat dijalankan.

Kali terakhir Nurul Aisyah bertemu ayahnya ialah pada awal pagi hari kejadian, ketika Allahyarham hendak pergi bekerja. Seperti biasa, Nurul Aisyah bersalam, memeluk dan mencium ayahnya.

'Bapa saya periang dan suka berjenaka. Beliau sering menasihati kami supaya belajar rajin-rajin dan beliau mahu kami hidup bahagia apabila tua nanti,' kata Nurul Aisyah.

Seorang rakan sekerja yang juga sahabat karib Allahyarham, yang tidak mahu namanya disiar, berkata: ' Kami semua amat terkejut apabila beliau tiba-tiba rebah. Beliau kelihatan sihat sahaja pada hari kejadian. Saya telah kehilangan seorang rakan karib yang amat saya hargai. Saya rindu akan jenaka-jenaka lucunya.'

Dear Nurulhuda Yussof,
You're an awesome girl, so don't worry, be strong.
I'm sure you miss your dad a lot, I'm sure he misses you too.
Wherever you are, you'll know that he will always be there to protect you.
Even though I'm not part of Masque,
remember that little clique we had with Rezwana and Jessie?
Yes, The Darhlingz.

We all love you, honey.
Stay strong,
and whenever you need to cry,
we're just a call/sms away and we will be there asap to lend you a shoulder.
Okay?
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I would be very heartbroken if either my dad or my mum died.
When they got divorced, I was devastated.
I refused to be, I don't know, happy?
But just for other people's sake, I smiled.

Imagine if one of them died.
I think I would cry my hearts out all week long.
Just thinking about it,
make's my heart go... never mind.
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I'm sniffing right now.
Tears are on the brink of my eyes.
Thoughts are flustered.
Hands typing vigorously, not even stopping once.

No news is good news.
A fast-spreading news is followed by a despaired heart.
Many have been affected.

Oh, how lucky I am not to have such a fate.
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HAPPY (BELATED or not) BIRTHDAY TO,
NURUL! *2nd June*
LUKHEI! *6th June*
HUI FANG! *8th June*
EMIRA! *14th June*
and all those other G.oner's birthday(s) that I have kindly forgotten about.
♥♥AKI

Labels: birthday, motivation, news

Okay, since I've got pictures.
I'll blog about the long, overdued, should have blogged a long time ago, yadda yadda yadda PBMC Step Up/ Step Down partayye on the 31st of May.
(AWESOME thanks to LIY for these AWESOME pictures. AWESOME ;D)


After HEAD diving into flour.
Sorry ah, my hair very unglam. Cause it was super irritating.
"aisyah thinks she's very cool while siti is only acting cute." -Liy
Cough, cough. Siapa Siti ah?

After hand diving into a mixture of flour, red-coloured water and god knows what.
GROUP TWO ROCKXZXZXZ MAN!

Y'know, I'll utterly miss the darling Sec 4s.
Seriously, I will.
Cause they're awesomely hyper and fun to be around.
And I'll miss my angels. Boohoo.
Terribly, horrifically miss them.
No one to write letters to,
(even though they never rarely reply).
REMINDER: Take a picture with Ryhan as memory, she's my angel too, okayyy.

And here are ALL, okay, MOST of us in three different settings!

After the Penantian production :D

The awesome Ice-Skating!

The PBMC Step Up/ Step Down partayye.
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I think the pictures take up the space.
So yeah, I'll end off for now.
♥AKI

Labels: picture(s)