A cockroach just flew into my room like 5 minutes ago. Yes, it flew. I have no idea where it went cause I dashed out to grab the insect killer. And now my bed stinks of insect killer. I hope it died. Really. I don't want it crawling on my leg or anything at night when I'm sleeping you know. And yes, the insect killer is right beside me. :D I'm having the chills.

Anyway, I'm uploading China pictures bit by bit. So I hope it'll be up soon. Quite packed you know these few days. PBMC from nine till three. Wowza *.* Oh and yes, I think I am going YMC this sat. Anyone knows the dress code for us Sec twos? If you do, tell me :D I hope that cockroach is long gone. OOO:

I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH ARASHI AND THEIR ANTICS. And after watching the first episode of Kimi wa Petto, I am in love with Matsu Jun more <3333> I MUST MEET HIM! I think I'm beginning to fall in love with Nino and his kawaiiness! >.< >
OMG. SO PRETTY!And Matsu's smile is so AAAAAAAAAH >.< >

Lyrics : Takuya Harada
Music : Takuya Harada

sora ni kagayaku yo kirari hoshi ga jiwari nijin deku yo
kanashii hodo kirei dane

hanashi wo kiite hoshii koto are mo kore mo aru keredo
nigirishimete dakishimete shiwakucha no mama

hoshi ni negau to itsuka kanau to iu keredo
yume no naka de shika bokura towa ni mou aenai

sora ni kagayaku yo kirari hoshi ga jiwari nijin deku yo
kaerimichi namida ga tomaranai boku wa zutto
sora ni omoide ga porori namida horori koboreteku yo
kanashii hodo kirei dane

kanashimi wo wake atte namida no kazu herasu yori
yorokobi wo wakachi aenai hou ga tsurai ne

mabuta no oku ni utsuru koboreru egao ga
ima demo yuuki kureru yo mou ichido aitai

sora ni mukatte utau yo sou utau yo koe no kagiri
fushigi dane hitori ja nainda boku wa zutto
sora ni mukai te wo furu yo kono te furu yo chikara komete
sore ga bokura no sain

tanoshikute mo kurushikute mo
mou bokura wa aenai donna ni negattete mo

sora ni kagayaku yo kirari hoshi ga jiwari nijin deku yo
kaerimichi namida ga tomaranai boku wa zutto
sora ni omoide ga porori namida horori koboreteku yo
kanashii hodo kirei dane

sora ni mukatte utau yo sou utau yo koe no kagiri
fushigi dane hitori ja nainda boku wa zutto
itsumademo wasurenai yo wasurenai yo kimi to itsuka
sora ni egaita mirai

English translation:

Shining brightly in the sky, the stars zonate and disappear.
So beautiful that it cause sadness.

Although I want to hear about those stories,
I grasp and hold them tightly until they crumpled.

Although they say wish upon a star and it will come true,
we can only see eternity in our dreams.

Shining brightly in the sky, the stars zonate and disappear.
I can't stop my tears all the way home.
Memories are showered in the sky, tears are slowly overflowing.
So beautiful that it cause sadness.

Not able to share happiness is harder than
sharing sadness to lessen the tears, right?

When I close my eyes, I can see your overflowing laughter
which keep on giving me courage. I want to see you again.

I'll sing towards the sky, until to the extend of my voice.
It's strange that I'm always not alone.
I'll wave my hands toward the sky, I'll wave my hands with all my strength.
That's our sign.

Even it's fun, even it's painful.
We can't see each other anymore no matter how much we wish to.

Shining brightly in the sky, the stars zonate and disappear.
I can't stop my tears all the way home.
Memories are showered in the sky, tears are slowly overflowing.
So beautiful that it cause sadness.

I'll sing towards the sky, until to the extend of my voice.
It's strange that I'm always not alone.
I'll never ever forget, I'll forget the day
we drew the future on the sky.

AHH ARASHI♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

Labels: Arashi, Matsu Jun

Okay photoblog's up! And Musical Evening pictures are up too! HAHA WHEEE~


SHOTBLOGLINK

click here
Enjoy(:

I shall post my other pics up later when I'm free and I have internet and not distracted and... you get what I mean ::D Thanks Sara for name suggestion, Love you!

Labels: photos up

China people!
Front row (L-R): Pang Jun (sp?), Audrey, Meiyi, Dini, Afiqah, Me, Syahirah
Back row (L-R): Charmaine (sp?) Kaimin, Trixy, Bernice, Cindy (sp?), Joey, Nishan, Jannatul, See Wei
Not in picture: Amelia, Xin Mei, Irfanah
Angklung angklung angklung! WHEEEE~I'm not pissed you all didn't come. Not just you, all of you. No I'm not pissed. I am just very disappointed. This is my one and only Musical Evening and you can't make it. None of you could. And the funny part is I could have sworn I told you a month ago. Oh yes I did, check the old posts. Awesome. Awesome kemawesome. Heels kill me. Argh. Yes, I was wearing heels, and make up, but too bad you ALL weren't there to see me in such an awkward state. I am very sad and disappointed that all my best and close friends can't make it. Don't talk to me for now. I have family matters to settle. I guess I shouldn't bother inviting you to my drama performance in Feb next year. Well, how ironic. (You didn't come for Penantian either.) OO: I AM DISAPPOINTED. HAHA OMG I TALK LIKE SOME SUICIDAL EMO WHO BELIEVES THAT HER BEST FRIEND IS HER DIARY.

"Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic.... blah blah blah.... You're the only one that gets me diary. You're my best friend. :::D" HAHAHAHAHA!

I guess I should like open up a photoblog, for all my photos. I had one, but it was er, very twit and the blogskin is like eeyer. So after major revamps sooner or later, then maybe I'll open it up and post ALL my photos. Insya'allah.

Haha, photo count!
[/edit 310109]
China trip - 275 Items, (Only) Done. ::::D
Hari Raya 2g1'08 - 114 Items. (maybe one day after O's. LAWL.)
Musical Evening - 99 Items.
Hari Raya at mom's- 97 Items. (who cares anyway.)
Deeparaya- 67 Items.
Malay Class buka (Damn outdated) - 24 Items.
Haha okay, I'll find the time to upload them all. And yes, for entertainment purposes, I shall even put up the unglam pics of me. Be thankful. -.-

Have some composure. Oh, it's here all right.
Where is your posture? I don't know and I don't care.
Oh no no! Oh yes.
You're pulling the trigger,
pulling the trigger all wrong!
As long as the person getting hit by the bullet dies. I'm fine with it.

MY. SISTER. IS. BEING. SUCH. A. ___________.

Labels: comments, lyric(s), Musical Evening, picture(s), toot

OKAY I LOVE THEPROUDPENGUIN SO MUCH! THANKS FOR THE PICTURES ::::::::::D Cheered me up a hell lot. ::D

Labels: breakdown, fandom, hot guys

Before I talk about China, one major note: How can Georgia Nicholson turn down Peter Dyer and Dave The Laugh just for stinking Robbie who takes so long just to choose her?! No seriously, I mean COME ON, THEY ARE SO EFFING HOT. (Yes, it's the hair again! Okay and maybe eyes, and the fact that they are ang mohs... WHAT! >.< )

And in the end, she has a super hot and rocking fifteenth birthday party, and she's not moving to New Zealand, and she's best friends again with Jas, and she got the guy of her dreams. WHOA WHOA WHOA. Seriously, happy endings are just ugh disgusting. I wish my life is like that I WISH. Sadly, my life is not that glam or nor am I that rich to be able to afford such luxurious parties. Oh and she still has two guys liking her. Omfgzz. AIYOH.

Okay now on my must-meet list when I grow up:
Quinn Allman :::D
Matt Prokop :::D
Liam Hess :::D
Aaron Johnson :::D
Matsumoto Jun :::D
I want to go Hollywood heh.

And snog a hot mat salleh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Okay China. OH LOOK. TEEVEE TIME. BYE BYE XD I'm actually too lazy, I'll update pictures like, when I'm free and it's not dark and there's no good shows on tv and I'm not distracted by something else on Internet. Haha, okay let's just wait :D

P.S I SAW A LOT OF HOT WHITE GUYS IN SHANGHAI AAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Labels: HAHA(:, hot guys, hyperventilate, movies

Clockwise from top left: Sara, Nazihah, Farah, Me and Mur
(Wow, only person with specs :OO)
Haha, okay today, I got through 160 pages of The da Vinci code and 65 songs on my iPod as well as countless hours on computer. Haha okayla. I went to the arcade. DAMN FUN I TELL YOU. I HAVE NEVER EVER GOTTEN SO MANY TICKETS SEH. In total, me, my buddy, her brother and her best friend got a total of 1473 tickets! Haha, we were able to get a lot of stuff! Two mugs, 2 notebooks, 2 hairbands, 2 pencils, a mirror and one keychain ::::D Oh and her brother did pushups on the floor of the arcade. Trying to impress me I guess. I ALSO CAN DO ONE. Action aja. He's damn annoying actually. I mean it's understandable ah, he is fourteen. My age. But I am a heck more mature. Chehbah. (I can also do guy pull ups ^^ heh)

Labels: details on cheena, miss Kitty, picture(s)

Can't resist. NYEH.

How to Play?
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating!

How are you feeling today?
-No Air. darn.
Will you get far in life?
-Beyond The Hourglass. that far only O.O
How do your friends see you?
-The Most Beautiful Nightmare. Haha, wow. xD
Will you get married?
-Face Down. Or maybe hands down?
What is your best friend's theme song?
-No Sleep Tonight. Haha, she sleeps damned early leh.
What is the story of your life?
-All Black. Emo sia.
What was high school like?
-Saying Sorry. what the hell.
How can you get ahead in life?
-1000 Meere Okay whut?
What's the best thing about your friends?
-Hammers and Hearts heh.
What's in store for this weekend?
-Guilty Ahhhah.
Describe your grandparents.
-Die Romantic. So not. Come on.
How's your life going?
-Four Words To Choke Upon. Screwed up right now. Tired and very tired. Four words. Right.
What song will they play at your funeral?
-Beat It. Wow, they do want me to die fast. Depressing.
How does the world see you?
-You and Me. AIYOH. WHERE GOT.
Will you have a happy life?
-Honor. Not really I guess so. More to respect and name.
Do people secretly lust after you?
-Friday Night. Haha today is Friday and it is night time ah -wriggles eyebrows-
How can you make yourself happy?
-Pages Huh?
What should you do with your life?
-Camisado Yes, I probably should if I can remember what it means.
What does your mum think of you?
-The Feeling You Get When When what?
What is your deep, dark secret?
-Sacred. Shhh. It's embarrassing fuck.
What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
-So Young, So Sick. extra large piece disgusting.
What's your personality like?
-Jessica. Who the hell.
What song will be played at your wedding?
-Ice Box cover by There For Tomorrow. Quite emo leh.

Following me in my desperate endeavour to find my whoever,
Whoever s/he may be.

I am listening to all my songs on my iPod on shuffle. No playlists this time. For real. Goodnight.

Labels: quiz, shuffle

China's cool. Much like Singapore except everywhere you go, you'll see chinese. EVERYWHERE. Hell, Singapore's like that too. Remembrance's sake.

1st day. 11th Nov.
Okay plane ride. One word: heart stopping. In a good and bad way. Good: Interesting can ah. Bad: It's frigging dizzy for me. Then when we got to the Shanghai airport, camwhored a bit with people. 1 hour plus bus ride to our hotel. Bunked with Nishan :::D Haha, when Nishan went to take a really long bath, I watched teevee. Watched some english movie directed by Mel Gibson, damn sad, then found Channel [V] and saw the second part of Truth - Arashi. Matsu Jun damn hot. Like OMFGZZZZZZ.

Sheet, tired, update more later. Tomorrow. KAY.

I'm taking in short breaths, my head is whirring and my stomach is churning. I miss my cat, I miss my bed, I miss my bolster, I miss my TPC, I miss my television, I miss my late waking ups, I miss bullying my sisters, I miss talking to my father, I miss my shoe rack outside the house, I miss Sara, I miss Mur, I miss Farah, I miss all my friends back in Singapore, I miss my playground, I miss my shops, I miss my school. Shit, homesick D:

Labels: details on cheena, homesick

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I promise to be back with loadzx of pictures. :DD

Will miss you all so much!



(PSSSSSST DON'T FORGET YOUR NOTES AH ANGKLUNG-ERS! MEMORISE HARD!)

Labels: Gone to China, letter done

One last meme before cheena comes :D Here you go Farahnat ::D
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Labels: meme

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I have stuff to do.

Things to buy and things to pack. Things to be written. (You don't have to know.) And my tablet's under repair so yeah. Bye. You won't be seeing me online. And this blog's gonna rot till about after Musical Evening, which is on 22nd Nov btw. -grins-

I'm running away to China next Tuesday. ::D
Highlight this... I know you want to ^^
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Nah, just kidding. xD
Heh.

Labels: busy, China trip, gone

Things have been looking much better lately. My dad let me go angklung! Haha, like finally. Love you dad <333> That's why being positive and optimistic is the best attitude to have when you're down. Haha, god knows why I sound so much like a counsellor. xD Oh, well.

Finally Kulintang-ed after like 4 days or 96 hours or 5760 minutes or 345600 seconds. Yes I bothered checking it out. It was bloody hell awesome. I love my cca so much. Heh. By the way, Musical Evening, who wants/needs tickets? Tell me asap. Cikgu wants the tickets back tomorrow. Hurry hurry! Once again, yes I am performing.

Don't read if you can't be bothered to.

[You can choose not to read this. I'm on playback mode. Primary school mates might want to.]
I want to take this time to rewind. I mean, darn, two years whizzed past so fast. Let's go before that. Six years of primary school life! I can't believe I survived through that. And just to be clear, I never really liked Primary School that much. Teachers were biased, I was super nerd and socially disabled. (Darn, I hated that stupid R.E.M clique I had in primary 2. What mysteries dood? -.- Only I know this by the way.) Never had many friends. Cause I was the only malay girl in the smart smart class. P2 and P3. Then, haha, in primary 4, Murnira joined the smart smart class. With me. Heh. Then Mdm Francis made us table partners, thinking we were such good friends. (The truth is, before that eventful day, I didn't even talk to her that much. Let's just say I was a social retard.)

Haha, P4 then I turned out for the better. Wasn't that socially disabled anymore. Started having more friends. Even those who had been with me in P2 and P3. But still isn't really that close. I have my own reasons. And then, P5. Haha, OMG HIGHER MALAY CLASSES WAS THE BOMBZX. I mean, it was damn awesome. All the tricks we played on each other, guys against girls, girls against guys. Singled out people like Khairin, locked him out of the class. All those times we didn't do our homework and started working on it after we came back from a mini soccer match during lunchtime. Haha, even Haziqah didn't do the holiday homework, gasp! xD It was awesome. HML; Me, Murnira, Atiqah, Liyana, Haziqah, Khairin, Zahin, Haziq, Azri, Dinie, and one last guy whom I sadly forgot, Adib is it? I just knew there were 5 girls and 6 guys. Meh.

P6, last year. Hard hard work. Not. I realized I slacked a hell lot. Meh. Never really studied.I remembered there was this one time I had Math class then I beat Norman at solving a problem then he was like 'Shit'. Haha. Looza. Okay so exams came and went. The papers were okay la. Not too difficult, ain't that easy either. Haha, damn I remembered wishing it was back to before exams cause after exams were like hell, boring to the max. And then and then, it was Grad night. Sorry, Mur, but I really hated the fact I got laughed at on stage. I wasn't looking forward to Grad Night stage performance practices at all. The script wasn't that funny if you ask me. Me getting humiliated part was the horriblelest of all things bad that year. And the lines were so bitchy. In other words, grad night sucked. (Even though my outfit was kind of a bomb heh.)

I got scolded by my dad for staying back abit and saying goodbye to all. OO: Darn. Then, on the following week, we played truth or dare. Walao. Yangshuo made me confess. To someone in the room. One word: Crush. -.- Haha, but it was okay. Quite fun ah. Then primary was gone in a snap. Just like that. Then results day. Me and Mur were feeling damn unglam. I had a scar across my nose, courtesy to my cat. And Mur was wearing her bro's specs. Then she was like " Alamak, malu ah kalau nama aku kena panggil." Me: "Ya think? -pointing to scar-" And we laughed our asses off. Then skali, her name really got called! HAHA OMFGZZ.

[Now sec schoolmates might want to read this.]
Back to school. Start of sec 1. Slenger back again. Haha, emo poser. -.- Yes, I admit. I wanted to be emo. But tak pass. Damn bitchy and bossy. I could tell. Damn hyperactive too. And then blalalala. Conflicts arose, we settled it already. Glad I did. Made a hell lot of new friends! GEE ONE FTW! Champs baybeh. Kept on changing cliques. Well, I did. But we were all good homies. Haha, joined Angklung. (L)(L)(L) Played kulintang, BK. Haha, the other base. Then couldn't get to play SYF cause of some minor issues. You don't need to know. Freezing manzx.

Then went into Sec2, OMG, juniors. Gasp. Haha, not really. Now we know how our seniors feel when we were their juniors. But I LOVE YOU ALL! Sec 1 orientation. One gee one oh eight came in. Haha, Salwa! Murnira's ex-neighbour! I used to go to her house and ransack all the neat stuff she had! No wonder her face like damn familiar like that. Haha, then Sec 2 exams and stuff. Hell yea, stressing but we got through it all, didn't we? God, and now what? We're going into Secondary Three? Soon enough, I assure you, we'll be in Sec 4, then on our way to Junior Colleges, and whatever that comes next. To think that in P4, I was wondering what came after secondary school! Time sure flies. And I wanna be famous before I die. Okay irrelevant. Heck ah.

[Okay now you may read this.]
I've finished rewinding. New playlist people. With songs that makes me think, a lot. (Wanted to write something else in that 'a lot' but hell, you don't have to know.) Haha, okay okay. Mostly songs from We The King and Matchbook Romance. And a secret special song that reminds me of my past. Haha, and oh, I don't listen the song on your profile anymore. So emooo. I don't likeee. This is not a place to be mushy. This is not a place to be mushy.

"How many times have you watched me fall, just to smile?
I've been through thick and thin, we've struggled through.
Now we smile."

Sorry for the long long post.

Ayah to Dayan: Suka suka ambik phone aku eh. Ingat bapak kaunye ke apa? -.-

Labels: Angklung, love, new playlist, quotes, rewind

Okay. I've been grounded from going out of the house till China trip. So wasn't worth it to go RS. Even though the performances were awesome. Go Greg! Keep up the good name. I wanted to say Hi to Greg but confirmed he won't know me one. And then Murnira was like what the sheesh, so scared. -.- But oh well. He got second prize. SARA THANK YOUR FATHER FOR ME! ::D Okay I've been grounded and the scars, well, hurt (but some are so pretty I tell you). You don't need to know. I shall not stop believing that things will turn out for the better. Oh and dear dad, I think you're being such a sissy. I got over this morning's drama, but you haven't. Get over it already. Sheesh kebabs. I went to RS to see your face, looked out for you all night long and I didn't even get to talk to you. All I got was a darned good beating. Thanks to you.

Text me all you want. I won't reply. My phone got smashed. Literally. And I won't be talking to any of you for the coming two weeks. It's called the isolation method by my father. And being a good girl, like I haven't been the past few months, I shall listen to him this time. See ya all soon.

Now where's my Shinglee workbook? I wanna do maths.

Labels: grounded, phone, Rafflesian Spotlight, sissy

A cockroach just flew into my room like 5 minutes ago. Yes, it flew. I have no idea where it went cause I dashed out to grab the insect killer. And now my bed stinks of insect killer. I hope it died. Really. I don't want it crawling on my leg or anything at night when I'm sleeping you know. And yes, the insect killer is right beside me. :D I'm having the chills.

Anyway, I'm uploading China pictures bit by bit. So I hope it'll be up soon. Quite packed you know these few days. PBMC from nine till three. Wowza *.* Oh and yes, I think I am going YMC this sat. Anyone knows the dress code for us Sec twos? If you do, tell me :D I hope that cockroach is long gone. OOO:

I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH ARASHI AND THEIR ANTICS. And after watching the first episode of Kimi wa Petto, I am in love with Matsu Jun more <3333> I MUST MEET HIM! I think I'm beginning to fall in love with Nino and his kawaiiness! >.< >
OMG. SO PRETTY!And Matsu's smile is so AAAAAAAAAH >.< >

Lyrics : Takuya Harada
Music : Takuya Harada

sora ni kagayaku yo kirari hoshi ga jiwari nijin deku yo
kanashii hodo kirei dane

hanashi wo kiite hoshii koto are mo kore mo aru keredo
nigirishimete dakishimete shiwakucha no mama

hoshi ni negau to itsuka kanau to iu keredo
yume no naka de shika bokura towa ni mou aenai

sora ni kagayaku yo kirari hoshi ga jiwari nijin deku yo
kaerimichi namida ga tomaranai boku wa zutto
sora ni omoide ga porori namida horori koboreteku yo
kanashii hodo kirei dane

kanashimi wo wake atte namida no kazu herasu yori
yorokobi wo wakachi aenai hou ga tsurai ne

mabuta no oku ni utsuru koboreru egao ga
ima demo yuuki kureru yo mou ichido aitai

sora ni mukatte utau yo sou utau yo koe no kagiri
fushigi dane hitori ja nainda boku wa zutto
sora ni mukai te wo furu yo kono te furu yo chikara komete
sore ga bokura no sain

tanoshikute mo kurushikute mo
mou bokura wa aenai donna ni negattete mo

sora ni kagayaku yo kirari hoshi ga jiwari nijin deku yo
kaerimichi namida ga tomaranai boku wa zutto
sora ni omoide ga porori namida horori koboreteku yo
kanashii hodo kirei dane

sora ni mukatte utau yo sou utau yo koe no kagiri
fushigi dane hitori ja nainda boku wa zutto
itsumademo wasurenai yo wasurenai yo kimi to itsuka
sora ni egaita mirai

English translation:

Shining brightly in the sky, the stars zonate and disappear.
So beautiful that it cause sadness.

Although I want to hear about those stories,
I grasp and hold them tightly until they crumpled.

Although they say wish upon a star and it will come true,
we can only see eternity in our dreams.

Shining brightly in the sky, the stars zonate and disappear.
I can't stop my tears all the way home.
Memories are showered in the sky, tears are slowly overflowing.
So beautiful that it cause sadness.

Not able to share happiness is harder than
sharing sadness to lessen the tears, right?

When I close my eyes, I can see your overflowing laughter
which keep on giving me courage. I want to see you again.

I'll sing towards the sky, until to the extend of my voice.
It's strange that I'm always not alone.
I'll wave my hands toward the sky, I'll wave my hands with all my strength.
That's our sign.

Even it's fun, even it's painful.
We can't see each other anymore no matter how much we wish to.

Shining brightly in the sky, the stars zonate and disappear.
I can't stop my tears all the way home.
Memories are showered in the sky, tears are slowly overflowing.
So beautiful that it cause sadness.

I'll sing towards the sky, until to the extend of my voice.
It's strange that I'm always not alone.
I'll never ever forget, I'll forget the day
we drew the future on the sky.

AHH ARASHI♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

Labels: Arashi, Matsu Jun

Okay photoblog's up! And Musical Evening pictures are up too! HAHA WHEEE~


SHOTBLOGLINK

click here
Enjoy(:

I shall post my other pics up later when I'm free and I have internet and not distracted and... you get what I mean ::D Thanks Sara for name suggestion, Love you!

Labels: photos up

China people!
Front row (L-R): Pang Jun (sp?), Audrey, Meiyi, Dini, Afiqah, Me, Syahirah
Back row (L-R): Charmaine (sp?) Kaimin, Trixy, Bernice, Cindy (sp?), Joey, Nishan, Jannatul, See Wei
Not in picture: Amelia, Xin Mei, Irfanah
Angklung angklung angklung! WHEEEE~I'm not pissed you all didn't come. Not just you, all of you. No I'm not pissed. I am just very disappointed. This is my one and only Musical Evening and you can't make it. None of you could. And the funny part is I could have sworn I told you a month ago. Oh yes I did, check the old posts. Awesome. Awesome kemawesome. Heels kill me. Argh. Yes, I was wearing heels, and make up, but too bad you ALL weren't there to see me in such an awkward state. I am very sad and disappointed that all my best and close friends can't make it. Don't talk to me for now. I have family matters to settle. I guess I shouldn't bother inviting you to my drama performance in Feb next year. Well, how ironic. (You didn't come for Penantian either.) OO: I AM DISAPPOINTED. HAHA OMG I TALK LIKE SOME SUICIDAL EMO WHO BELIEVES THAT HER BEST FRIEND IS HER DIARY.

"Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic.... blah blah blah.... You're the only one that gets me diary. You're my best friend. :::D" HAHAHAHAHA!

I guess I should like open up a photoblog, for all my photos. I had one, but it was er, very twit and the blogskin is like eeyer. So after major revamps sooner or later, then maybe I'll open it up and post ALL my photos. Insya'allah.

Haha, photo count!
[/edit 310109]
China trip - 275 Items, (Only) Done. ::::D
Hari Raya 2g1'08 - 114 Items. (maybe one day after O's. LAWL.)
Musical Evening - 99 Items.
Hari Raya at mom's- 97 Items. (who cares anyway.)
Deeparaya- 67 Items.
Malay Class buka (Damn outdated) - 24 Items.
Haha okay, I'll find the time to upload them all. And yes, for entertainment purposes, I shall even put up the unglam pics of me. Be thankful. -.-

Have some composure. Oh, it's here all right.
Where is your posture? I don't know and I don't care.
Oh no no! Oh yes.
You're pulling the trigger,
pulling the trigger all wrong!
As long as the person getting hit by the bullet dies. I'm fine with it.

MY. SISTER. IS. BEING. SUCH. A. ___________.

Labels: comments, lyric(s), Musical Evening, picture(s), toot

OKAY I LOVE THEPROUDPENGUIN SO MUCH! THANKS FOR THE PICTURES ::::::::::D Cheered me up a hell lot. ::D

Labels: breakdown, fandom, hot guys

Before I talk about China, one major note: How can Georgia Nicholson turn down Peter Dyer and Dave The Laugh just for stinking Robbie who takes so long just to choose her?! No seriously, I mean COME ON, THEY ARE SO EFFING HOT. (Yes, it's the hair again! Okay and maybe eyes, and the fact that they are ang mohs... WHAT! >.< )

And in the end, she has a super hot and rocking fifteenth birthday party, and she's not moving to New Zealand, and she's best friends again with Jas, and she got the guy of her dreams. WHOA WHOA WHOA. Seriously, happy endings are just ugh disgusting. I wish my life is like that I WISH. Sadly, my life is not that glam or nor am I that rich to be able to afford such luxurious parties. Oh and she still has two guys liking her. Omfgzz. AIYOH.

Okay now on my must-meet list when I grow up:
Quinn Allman :::D
Matt Prokop :::D
Liam Hess :::D
Aaron Johnson :::D
Matsumoto Jun :::D
I want to go Hollywood heh.

And snog a hot mat salleh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Okay China. OH LOOK. TEEVEE TIME. BYE BYE XD I'm actually too lazy, I'll update pictures like, when I'm free and it's not dark and there's no good shows on tv and I'm not distracted by something else on Internet. Haha, okay let's just wait :D

P.S I SAW A LOT OF HOT WHITE GUYS IN SHANGHAI AAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Labels: HAHA(:, hot guys, hyperventilate, movies

Clockwise from top left: Sara, Nazihah, Farah, Me and Mur
(Wow, only person with specs :OO)
Haha, okay today, I got through 160 pages of The da Vinci code and 65 songs on my iPod as well as countless hours on computer. Haha okayla. I went to the arcade. DAMN FUN I TELL YOU. I HAVE NEVER EVER GOTTEN SO MANY TICKETS SEH. In total, me, my buddy, her brother and her best friend got a total of 1473 tickets! Haha, we were able to get a lot of stuff! Two mugs, 2 notebooks, 2 hairbands, 2 pencils, a mirror and one keychain ::::D Oh and her brother did pushups on the floor of the arcade. Trying to impress me I guess. I ALSO CAN DO ONE. Action aja. He's damn annoying actually. I mean it's understandable ah, he is fourteen. My age. But I am a heck more mature. Chehbah. (I can also do guy pull ups ^^ heh)

Labels: details on cheena, miss Kitty, picture(s)

Can't resist. NYEH.

How to Play?
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating!

How are you feeling today?
-No Air. darn.
Will you get far in life?
-Beyond The Hourglass. that far only O.O
How do your friends see you?
-The Most Beautiful Nightmare. Haha, wow. xD
Will you get married?
-Face Down. Or maybe hands down?
What is your best friend's theme song?
-No Sleep Tonight. Haha, she sleeps damned early leh.
What is the story of your life?
-All Black. Emo sia.
What was high school like?
-Saying Sorry. what the hell.
How can you get ahead in life?
-1000 Meere Okay whut?
What's the best thing about your friends?
-Hammers and Hearts heh.
What's in store for this weekend?
-Guilty Ahhhah.
Describe your grandparents.
-Die Romantic. So not. Come on.
How's your life going?
-Four Words To Choke Upon. Screwed up right now. Tired and very tired. Four words. Right.
What song will they play at your funeral?
-Beat It. Wow, they do want me to die fast. Depressing.
How does the world see you?
-You and Me. AIYOH. WHERE GOT.
Will you have a happy life?
-Honor. Not really I guess so. More to respect and name.
Do people secretly lust after you?
-Friday Night. Haha today is Friday and it is night time ah -wriggles eyebrows-
How can you make yourself happy?
-Pages Huh?
What should you do with your life?
-Camisado Yes, I probably should if I can remember what it means.
What does your mum think of you?
-The Feeling You Get When When what?
What is your deep, dark secret?
-Sacred. Shhh. It's embarrassing fuck.
What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
-So Young, So Sick. extra large piece disgusting.
What's your personality like?
-Jessica. Who the hell.
What song will be played at your wedding?
-Ice Box cover by There For Tomorrow. Quite emo leh.

Following me in my desperate endeavour to find my whoever,
Whoever s/he may be.

I am listening to all my songs on my iPod on shuffle. No playlists this time. For real. Goodnight.

Labels: quiz, shuffle

China's cool. Much like Singapore except everywhere you go, you'll see chinese. EVERYWHERE. Hell, Singapore's like that too. Remembrance's sake.

1st day. 11th Nov.
Okay plane ride. One word: heart stopping. In a good and bad way. Good: Interesting can ah. Bad: It's frigging dizzy for me. Then when we got to the Shanghai airport, camwhored a bit with people. 1 hour plus bus ride to our hotel. Bunked with Nishan :::D Haha, when Nishan went to take a really long bath, I watched teevee. Watched some english movie directed by Mel Gibson, damn sad, then found Channel [V] and saw the second part of Truth - Arashi. Matsu Jun damn hot. Like OMFGZZZZZZ.

Sheet, tired, update more later. Tomorrow. KAY.

I'm taking in short breaths, my head is whirring and my stomach is churning. I miss my cat, I miss my bed, I miss my bolster, I miss my TPC, I miss my television, I miss my late waking ups, I miss bullying my sisters, I miss talking to my father, I miss my shoe rack outside the house, I miss Sara, I miss Mur, I miss Farah, I miss all my friends back in Singapore, I miss my playground, I miss my shops, I miss my school. Shit, homesick D:

Labels: details on cheena, homesick

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I promise to be back with loadzx of pictures. :DD

Will miss you all so much!



(PSSSSSST DON'T FORGET YOUR NOTES AH ANGKLUNG-ERS! MEMORISE HARD!)

Labels: Gone to China, letter done

One last meme before cheena comes :D Here you go Farahnat ::D
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Labels: meme

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I have stuff to do.

Things to buy and things to pack. Things to be written. (You don't have to know.) And my tablet's under repair so yeah. Bye. You won't be seeing me online. And this blog's gonna rot till about after Musical Evening, which is on 22nd Nov btw. -grins-

I'm running away to China next Tuesday. ::D
Highlight this... I know you want to ^^
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Nah, just kidding. xD
Heh.

Labels: busy, China trip, gone

Things have been looking much better lately. My dad let me go angklung! Haha, like finally. Love you dad <333> That's why being positive and optimistic is the best attitude to have when you're down. Haha, god knows why I sound so much like a counsellor. xD Oh, well.

Finally Kulintang-ed after like 4 days or 96 hours or 5760 minutes or 345600 seconds. Yes I bothered checking it out. It was bloody hell awesome. I love my cca so much. Heh. By the way, Musical Evening, who wants/needs tickets? Tell me asap. Cikgu wants the tickets back tomorrow. Hurry hurry! Once again, yes I am performing.

Don't read if you can't be bothered to.

[You can choose not to read this. I'm on playback mode. Primary school mates might want to.]
I want to take this time to rewind. I mean, darn, two years whizzed past so fast. Let's go before that. Six years of primary school life! I can't believe I survived through that. And just to be clear, I never really liked Primary School that much. Teachers were biased, I was super nerd and socially disabled. (Darn, I hated that stupid R.E.M clique I had in primary 2. What mysteries dood? -.- Only I know this by the way.) Never had many friends. Cause I was the only malay girl in the smart smart class. P2 and P3. Then, haha, in primary 4, Murnira joined the smart smart class. With me. Heh. Then Mdm Francis made us table partners, thinking we were such good friends. (The truth is, before that eventful day, I didn't even talk to her that much. Let's just say I was a social retard.)

Haha, P4 then I turned out for the better. Wasn't that socially disabled anymore. Started having more friends. Even those who had been with me in P2 and P3. But still isn't really that close. I have my own reasons. And then, P5. Haha, OMG HIGHER MALAY CLASSES WAS THE BOMBZX. I mean, it was damn awesome. All the tricks we played on each other, guys against girls, girls against guys. Singled out people like Khairin, locked him out of the class. All those times we didn't do our homework and started working on it after we came back from a mini soccer match during lunchtime. Haha, even Haziqah didn't do the holiday homework, gasp! xD It was awesome. HML; Me, Murnira, Atiqah, Liyana, Haziqah, Khairin, Zahin, Haziq, Azri, Dinie, and one last guy whom I sadly forgot, Adib is it? I just knew there were 5 girls and 6 guys. Meh.

P6, last year. Hard hard work. Not. I realized I slacked a hell lot. Meh. Never really studied.I remembered there was this one time I had Math class then I beat Norman at solving a problem then he was like 'Shit'. Haha. Looza. Okay so exams came and went. The papers were okay la. Not too difficult, ain't that easy either. Haha, damn I remembered wishing it was back to before exams cause after exams were like hell, boring to the max. And then and then, it was Grad night. Sorry, Mur, but I really hated the fact I got laughed at on stage. I wasn't looking forward to Grad Night stage performance practices at all. The script wasn't that funny if you ask me. Me getting humiliated part was the horriblelest of all things bad that year. And the lines were so bitchy. In other words, grad night sucked. (Even though my outfit was kind of a bomb heh.)

I got scolded by my dad for staying back abit and saying goodbye to all. OO: Darn. Then, on the following week, we played truth or dare. Walao. Yangshuo made me confess. To someone in the room. One word: Crush. -.- Haha, but it was okay. Quite fun ah. Then primary was gone in a snap. Just like that. Then results day. Me and Mur were feeling damn unglam. I had a scar across my nose, courtesy to my cat. And Mur was wearing her bro's specs. Then she was like " Alamak, malu ah kalau nama aku kena panggil." Me: "Ya think? -pointing to scar-" And we laughed our asses off. Then skali, her name really got called! HAHA OMFGZZ.

[Now sec schoolmates might want to read this.]
Back to school. Start of sec 1. Slenger back again. Haha, emo poser. -.- Yes, I admit. I wanted to be emo. But tak pass. Damn bitchy and bossy. I could tell. Damn hyperactive too. And then blalalala. Conflicts arose, we settled it already. Glad I did. Made a hell lot of new friends! GEE ONE FTW! Champs baybeh. Kept on changing cliques. Well, I did. But we were all good homies. Haha, joined Angklung. (L)(L)(L) Played kulintang, BK. Haha, the other base. Then couldn't get to play SYF cause of some minor issues. You don't need to know. Freezing manzx.

Then went into Sec2, OMG, juniors. Gasp. Haha, not really. Now we know how our seniors feel when we were their juniors. But I LOVE YOU ALL! Sec 1 orientation. One gee one oh eight came in. Haha, Salwa! Murnira's ex-neighbour! I used to go to her house and ransack all the neat stuff she had! No wonder her face like damn familiar like that. Haha, then Sec 2 exams and stuff. Hell yea, stressing but we got through it all, didn't we? God, and now what? We're going into Secondary Three? Soon enough, I assure you, we'll be in Sec 4, then on our way to Junior Colleges, and whatever that comes next. To think that in P4, I was wondering what came after secondary school! Time sure flies. And I wanna be famous before I die. Okay irrelevant. Heck ah.

[Okay now you may read this.]
I've finished rewinding. New playlist people. With songs that makes me think, a lot. (Wanted to write something else in that 'a lot' but hell, you don't have to know.) Haha, okay okay. Mostly songs from We The King and Matchbook Romance. And a secret special song that reminds me of my past. Haha, and oh, I don't listen the song on your profile anymore. So emooo. I don't likeee. This is not a place to be mushy. This is not a place to be mushy.

"How many times have you watched me fall, just to smile?
I've been through thick and thin, we've struggled through.
Now we smile."

Sorry for the long long post.

Ayah to Dayan: Suka suka ambik phone aku eh. Ingat bapak kaunye ke apa? -.-

Labels: Angklung, love, new playlist, quotes, rewind

Okay. I've been grounded from going out of the house till China trip. So wasn't worth it to go RS. Even though the performances were awesome. Go Greg! Keep up the good name. I wanted to say Hi to Greg but confirmed he won't know me one. And then Murnira was like what the sheesh, so scared. -.- But oh well. He got second prize. SARA THANK YOUR FATHER FOR ME! ::D Okay I've been grounded and the scars, well, hurt (but some are so pretty I tell you). You don't need to know. I shall not stop believing that things will turn out for the better. Oh and dear dad, I think you're being such a sissy. I got over this morning's drama, but you haven't. Get over it already. Sheesh kebabs. I went to RS to see your face, looked out for you all night long and I didn't even get to talk to you. All I got was a darned good beating. Thanks to you.

Text me all you want. I won't reply. My phone got smashed. Literally. And I won't be talking to any of you for the coming two weeks. It's called the isolation method by my father. And being a good girl, like I haven't been the past few months, I shall listen to him this time. See ya all soon.

Now where's my Shinglee workbook? I wanna do maths.

Labels: grounded, phone, Rafflesian Spotlight, sissy