I didn't realize people actually do read my LJ. I shall try to be less explicit or emotional. Insya'allah.
Haha and oh, Dad just called me to ask how I was doing. He never called before to ask if I was okay. :D Okay as far as I can remember, that is. :D Oh I currently have neck aches, back aches, a terrible sore throat and slight fever. Just a bit sick ah. And oh no! I still have Malay to do D: But I feel like a pig, so maybe I'll go back to sleep soon. Yawn.
And I have 203 pictures of Aiba, cool, no? I just feel like uploading a hell lot of Aiba (L) But blogger is being a bit stubborn, so I won't.
I feel like such a loser. Well, every time I'm sick, I will feel like such a loser. It sucks being sick ah. Anyway,
(It was supposed to be yesterday but I failed to blog yesterday. And lawl, such gay colours.)
HAPPYSIXTEENTHFAIZ!
LOL, sorry no present ah. Aku broke sikit ah xD Oh and guess what! AVATAR starts on Monday! Yay. Lol, I got no cable la, and my internet is unfriendly to videos online.
Anyway, I got through auditions. I am damn scared for the results. I hate rejections. Darned dilemmas. You see, if I didn't get in, I'd get dejected. But if I got in, I'd have to work hard for CrezAwards AND pementasan. Sigh. I confuse myself. Time for malay homework. Sighhh.
HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN SHO'S BIRTHDAY?! GASP. I am such an awful fangirl D:
HAPPY(belated)BIRTHDAY SAKURAI SHO!
You lucky person, you got Jun to piggy you. -frowns- Unfair.
But then, you get half-irritated by the DoS who might never piggy back anyone else. Tsk.Everyone gets irritated by you sometimes also, y'know.But you're damn sexy here, so I don't really care. (He IS damn sexy here right?)So Happy Birthday :D
Oh there's a lot of Sakumoto (Jun and Sho) pictures cause I koped from a Sakumoto picspam :D I really hope Sho will see this blogpost but amongst the other fanblogs assigned to him, I really doubt he will. But it won't hurt praying he will view my post right? ♥
But he knows he loves me, ahem, I love him.He knows.
So yesterday was spent rather fruitfully with Nishan. Heeeh xD She said I blogged too little, so I shall blog more for her. See, I rule and rock that way, egohead. :D
Okay, I finished my maths. Wheee. First time I ever did my Maths homework without stopping. -beams- Then Nishan gave me pointers for singing. Auditions are on Wednesday. D: Ohman, I think for this year, I'll only go CrezAwards if I get chosen. I mean, there's pementasan the next day, I shouldn't waste my enegy now would I? Haha, and Nishan thought I had a deprived childhood cause I kept playing with the roller kinda slide. OMG damn fun ah! And no I did not have a deprived childhood. I used to have a lot of fun when I was a child, climbing all over the place, getting injured, playing with Barbie dolls and dressing up. All those stuff four year olds do. And yes, conquering the three wheeler bike. Ah, those days :D
Haha, and we talked about how homos are actually nice people. I mean, look at Chris Crocker and Jeffree Star. Especially Jeffree Star, he's damn nice ah. And then she was talking about how self-centered people are actually nice people and her example was... herself. Wow. -.- But it's okay Nishan, I still love you :D
Oh and Nishan has managed to divide the guys at the gym into three sections. LOL LOL LOL. Ahem. First: The guys who actually do work out and gain a lot of muscles. So now they are very very muscular. And they have like ultra broad shoulders. Second: The (ugly) guys who don't work out and just go to the gyms to impress people. But eventually fail, cause they can't even lift a freaking weight. Yawn. And third, get ready to squeal girls: The guys who go to the gym and do work out but just to tone their bodies. So they don't really have like muscular muscles nor are they really weak. They're just there. Ah. And most of the times, they're really good-looking or cute guys.
So Nishan was hyperventilating about this guy from the third section who totally made her flip. Lol, she damn farney ah. Oh oh ohhh, and I found out something freaky about this jr. LOL LOL. Hahah, I was practically like wthhh all the way. BLOGPOST LONG ENOUGH NISHAN? (L)
I won't show YOU my disappointment. I really miss you two, but you are one hell of a lazy bum. Gees.
Yeah, I went to East Coast for overnight. DAMN BORING. Had like three fights with my aunt. She's being damn over controlling. I couldn't even borrow her freaking camera. Cause she was all like, only take necessary pictures and such. And you know me right? I take a lot of unnecessary but (!!) pretty, photogenic, competition winning-able pictures. OMFGZZ. Anyway, 'nuff said about THAT.
There were this three year old twins. DAMN CUTE! Their names are Wildad and Dariyal. I think they're mixed or something. Haha, as usual, boys right? They were like smacking my face and chasing me. And then they made me piggyback them. Awww. I know. Haha, but then I went off for bowling and they had gone home :O So sadzxzx. I hope they grow up to be handsome, and not mats hopefully.
Oh and bowling. I swear I sucked. I couldn't even finish off the pins D: But I didn't suck as much as Adee did. LOL. First time bowled, hahaha, I totally missed it. A few times after that, I accidentally let go of the ball and it fell backwards instead. Then awhile after that, I gave too much energy and the ball flew over to the other lane :O Damn I suck. You'll see when YOU go bowling with me. xD
Omg, whataboutadam's version is freaking HILARIOUS! I can't believe Irish people listen to Korean songs! LOL. (Thanks Nishan :D)
Practically ROFLMAO. Except my floor's not big enough to roll on. Anyway, I'm going to a BBQ at ECP today. Damn I bet it's gonna be boring. Time to read my Jumaat suratkhabar! And do maths homework. :O
I MEMORIZED KAZE NO MUKOU E ALREADY! Except for Sho's rapping part. Omg, you gotta give me credit man! In less than a week, baybeh. Even Truth took longer ne. Hahah, I shall begin memorizing Sho's rapping part and attempt to rap. Lol. I actually can rap when I was on P5 like that you know. But it was so long ago. :D And I have to memorize Sakura Sake and Nice na Kokoroiki and Pikanchi Double soon. Like real soon! Omfgzz. I ate four fried chickens and drank a whole carton of HL milk by myself. I'll get fat and have diarrheoa cause I am lactose intolerant :O I don't like reading your blog, it makes me feel insignificant. I hate it. You didn't mention me. Which totally sucks. D:
Lyrics: Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e… Beyond the rain, beyond the wind…
Namida nagasu no wa shinjiteru kara Kokoro no nooto ni kaita kotoba Egaita toori ni ikanai toki Nijinda sora ni hanatta kotoba The reason my tears fall is because I believe In the words written on the notebook in my heart The words I shouted to the blurred sky When things didn’t go the way I’d sketched them out
Boku no ushiro ni dekiteta michi My path had already formed behind me
Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e tabi wa tsuzuite yuku Ima kimi no mukou e soshite boku no mukou e michi wa tsuzuite yuku Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my journey will go on Beyond you now, and beyond me, my path goes on
Doko ka de furikaeru sono toki ga kite Kimi ni hanashi o suru sono asa ga kite Itsudemo seippai hashitte kita tte Uso itsuwari naku ietara iinda When the time comes to look somewhere behind me When the morning comes and I talk to you I just want to tell you honestly, with no lies That I ran my hardest all the time to get here
Boku no me no mae ni hirogaru tabi My journey stretches out before my eyes
Ame no mukou de kaze no mukou de niji ga kakatteiru Ima kimi no mukou de soshite boku no mukou de nanika ga matteiru Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my path is laid out Beyond you now, and beyond me, something is waiting
Douka kienaide tsunaida hi yo kotoba o koe kokoro o narasu The light that joined us, please don’t burn out I’ll forego words and cry out from my heart
Ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite kono michi wa tsuzuite Now beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on
Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite michi wa tsuzuite… Beyond the rain, beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on…
Shinjite kita kono jibun no tame ni Yume kasaneru minna no tame ni Kansha no kotoba for my family “I believe” Tada chikara no kagiri Sono aseri mo itsuka wa kate ni Kono itami mo kate ni Ame ni mo kaze ni mo makezu ni ano itami ya aseri Kono hi no tame ni For myself, who kept on believing For everyone who laid their dreams on mine For my family I offer words of thanks “I believe” As much as my strength allows The pressure will one day be my sustenance The pain will be my sustenance I won’t lose to rain or wind, and that pain and pressure will be For the sake of this day
Anata no bun no omoi mo idaite Kaidan noboru you ue mukatte Tsurakute kurushikutatte taete Kansei abiru sugata egaite I’ll embrace your share of wishes too And climb the stairs, looking up all the way No matter how hard, no matter how much it hurts, I’ll bear it Imagining myself showered with cheering voices
Hikari to kage sono mukou e (Ikou mukou e) Yami o terasu kimi no koe (Choujou no hou e omoi o kakage) Light and shadow, beyond it all (I’ll go beyond it all) Your voice illuminates the darkness (Climbing to the summit as my hopes fly before me)
Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e tabi wa tsuzuite yuku Ima kimi no mukou e soshite boku no mukou e michi wa tsuzuite yuku Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my journey will go on Beyond you now, and beyond me, my path goes on
Ame no mukou e ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite kono michi wa tsuzuite Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on
Hikari to kage sono mukou e yami o terasu kimi no koe Light and shadow, beyond it all, your voice illuminates the darkness
Ame no mukou e ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite kono michi wa tsuzuite Ame no mukou e ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite ima wa mukou e! Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind My journey goes on - now I’m heading beyond it all -
I ♥ this song to the max. It has a very nice happy feeling to it. And hellyea, I memorized it halfway! I plan to be able to do Sho's rapping. That'd be so darned... cool. And look at Jun from 1:14 to 1:19. OMG DAMN CUTE - fangirly joy (!!)
Omg, exhausting days. I'll be gone for now. I'm sorry. I can't really be bothered right now. It's a short night. And I have too much homework. Darn. D:
I don't get why people are so pissed nowadays. She's pms-ing, she's emotional, she's lovesick. And me well, I don't know but I feel this empty void somewhere. Something's missing, but I can't figure it out. Damn, this sucks. I miss the holidays, a lot. And sleep.
Oh he makes me feel like shit, but I can't get over it.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 03:28
Sec two days;I thought I'd wake up at twelve to complete my homework. When the alarm rang, I went back to sleep, hoping I'd wake up five minutes late. When I did wake up, I checked the phone time and gasped. It was freaking one (almost two) in the morning. Yes, my five minutes was practically like two hours. I amuse myself way too much. :O
I am so proud of myself! I finished my Amaths AND Emaths hw. :DDDD Teh Party pictures all up already! Click HERE or go to http://shotbloglink.blogspot.com/2009/01/pbmc-teh-party-2009.html Kope all you want ;D
Then after that, I took the train home with Afee, Emmy, Addie and Nurul and a hell lot of sec ones. :D We really got to know them and that waz reallll good. I like. Oh and there's a Siti Atiqah! Hahaha, LOL, I really have a common name. :D Pictures will be up on photoblog :D
Plus+ Class decoration today, Pearlyn totally conquered my camera. But sokay. Pictures up soon too, I promise :D
Songs in love with now, Naisu na Kokoroiki - Arashi Pikanchi double - Arashi Kaze no Mukou e - Arashi A Lonely September - Plain White T's Transylvania - McFly
We seem to have lost contact but still, Happy Birthday Roze :D Love you still.
I dropped my tablet in the bus today! :O But luckily nothing broke. Thank godddd. Awful scar and a bit slow though D:
I haven't been updating on what I DID this past few days, so I shall rewind okay? :D Friday After PBMC, went to NJ with Alyssa and Nurul. I am so happy that my NJ friends, mainly Gerger and Adelia, are having so much fun in their new school! I thought they'd be deprived of us or something. Haha, but no, we weren't even 100m near each other but they started screaming when they saw us. Have fun okay! Don't stress! Then me, Nurul and Alyssa took 157 home :D Saturday Went to mommy's house. My mom did some facial thing on us! Damn cool, I swear my skin was friggin' smooth. I like. Then at around 1630, we left for Causeway Point :D To buy Dayan's present. We got her boxers and a pretty brown/pink dress. Haha, somewhere along the way, I saw Qiao Yi and Hanisah! Cool cool! Happy birthday Mom (18th Jan)! Sunday Went to aunts house at about 1500. My cousin had this cool new Internet tablet thing, that was like a super mini computer, damn cool. And then we watched Apocalyptica. Darn was I sadistic. There was this time when the hero almost got killed by the enemy, but then the enemy's balls were near a club, so I was like "Hit the balls! Hit the balls!" Then my dad was like "Why are you so sadistic?" I was like "I've always been like this what. Damn it, hit the friggin balls! -hero hits enemy's balls- YES!" I love myself. :D
Today, was practically another lovely day with 3S2b, the wind was a bit harsh on me during Chem though. Haha, our plan to amuse Ms Vicky today was spoilt D; But Jaymann was damn high today, exceptionally high. I brought my camera along to take snaps, as usual. Especially when Niveetha and Pearlyn were practicing. And after Angklung;Everyhing else on facebook. :D Ps, no picture was edited. I don't do editing stuff.
High on Arashi whee. Arashi overdose. Omg, homework. Darn.
It's not like it hurts that much anyway.
@ 04:44
Let's play with paper aeroplanes again.
Hahha. I'm a freaking nut head. I woke up at 3.30am, wanting to finish maths. And I realized I only have like 4 questions to do. So now, hahaaaa, I'm doing a lot of something else. I still have 3 (!!) ulasan novel/cerpen to do and trust me, me and reading stuff in Malay do not match. But I have to try right?
If Aisyah can get three points, I'll get two! (Aim high, get high.) :D Six points, minus two for CCA and minus two for HML. Insya'allah. (: - Lace off your shoes. Eh oh, eh ohh. Here's how we do: Run, baby, run. You made my day. Thanks for talking to me eh, person. ♥
I just can't look, it's killing me.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 20:30
OMG, today was freaking hilarious. HAHAHHA Especially English lesson. Paranoid Pogo Pearlyn damn farney. Nickname by chem teacher ;D Haha so
This was how the class was after recess: Pogo's messing up the white board, as usual. Everyone else talking with everyone else. People screaming shouting here there. Then someone comes into the room screaming "TEACHER'S COMING! TEACHER'S COMING!"
Everyone panics and then goes back to their respective seats. But pogo stick there, instead of sitting down, went to the door, closes it and holds the handle, switched off the lights and then whispers loudly "SSSSH! -finger on lips- Hidee!" So we all, hid under our tables. Literally. Even pogo stick. And then the teacher opens the door, having that :OOOO expression, while switching on the lights. We all laughed our hearts out and then the teacher said we made her day. Aw.
I love 3S2b a lot.♥ A lot a lot. We gonna pwn all of Sec threes. ^^ Hehe, maybe, but I know it'd be another awezome two years. Looking forward. And congrats to Aisyah for getting freaking three points :O And Hanna for getting four! Gasp!
If I kissed you, Would fireflies fly? Would angels sing? With lollipops, would dinosaurs cry?
If I kissed you;
- Happy belated birthdays: Si Hui - 13 Jan SABWAYYE - 12 Jan Haziq - 11 Jan Nasuha - 9 Jan Sharifah - 9 Jan Kak Wana - 8 Jan - And Happy17thBirthday to my angel Liy,
I forgot what was on my table, but it was damn nice. It started with, If I kissed you; I'll tell you tomorrow.
Haha and oh, Dian Sofia, your --- band's about to break. So who's gonna get it? Me or you? xD Pogo damn funny. Nasa also damn funny. Our whole class damn funny. I LIKE. Haha, and I feel guilty yet again. I stole the cookie from the cookie jar, once more. Irresistable.
Oh darn, I'm high. On you. Cause they all said I have good taste in cookies. In you, actually.
I have a toaster at home, but we have to wait for a while before the bread gets toasted. So while waiting, I went to use my computer, and then I forgot all about it, until like 30 mins later.
Me: ALAMAK! MY TOAST! EHHH! -runs to kitchen- Adee: Eh, toast? Me: Eh. -saw toast not in toaster- Adee: Your toast eh? Aku termakan. Me: -.- TERmakan? Toast balik. zP Adee: EH! Me: Toast balik. Adee: D: Your evil. Me: You're eeeeeevil-er. You ate my toast. Adee: Sigh.
Finally, 2 full MSA2 pictures! YAY! LOVE♥Haha, look at our fringes! And three blacks and a white, eh, racist! xD Look at the colour man. Matching without even discussing! 8D - HAHA, YAY YAY! 1G1 PWNS YOU ALL. Yet again! >:}
We did it, we did it, we did it, yeah! Haha, campfire this year, rules man. Dayemn, we were so hyper. Even though we're supposed to be the seniors. Haha, anyway for cheering com, congrats to: 1G3, 2nd place and 1S2, 3rd place. Proud of 1S2 for winning something too, my peer leading class. The race is back on peoplexzx. 1G1'05, first. 1G1'06, first. 1G1'07, first. 1G1'08, second (still a price!). 1G1'09, FIRST. Heeeh. Oh, and performances, they played, Dance Floor Anthem and 4 Minutes. And a few Japanese and Korean songs, which apparently, I want. Damn nice. I sang DFA out of rhythm man.
I totally zonked out last night. I got home around ten, bathed and then wanted to watch ghost Whisperer, but fell asleep. And I totally woke up half-late today. Without an alarm clock. At 6.30. My body has a mind of its own, I can tell. And orientation was awezome. We had comments such as, "I'm scared, I won't be able to get in angklung. A lot of people want to join.", "Yesterday, when you guys played (at campfire), you looked like you had so much fun!" and... whoopsie, I forgot. xD But yeah, I bet we're gonna have a lot of sec ones coming in this year ;D Hinthint, first quote. - I’m about to see a million things I thought I’d never seen before. And I, I’m about to do all of the things I dreamed of, And I don’t even miss you at all. Goodbye to you, you're taking up my time. Haha, I lied. But my social life is going *poof*! - /edit You know nothing xD Heeeh.
FIRST TIME EVER I'M UP TILL LATE TO COMPLETE (some) HOMEWORK.
I've gotta be proud of myself. I am doing homework. I've gotta be damn proud of myself. Oh and like what Alisa said, I am very legal in school nowadays. No curtain in front of my face, skirt and blouse of same length, skirt mid-knee length, can see my school socks, no fancy earrings, hair not touching collar, name tag always on (even after school, well, usually I forget to take it off). Wow, I must be going back to Primary Five. WAO. Except in primary school, we have no name tags, no thick school socks, no blouse and skirt thingy. It's just the hair and the face. Yes, the face. It never changes. Oh god. D:
Haha, my cousin told me not to get into any BGR relationship at all, as long as you're still studying. I guess I won't. Not even JC, I think. Studies rulez dood(: Even though I really, really, REALLY like you. This what he said; "Actually abang isk pun tak nak masuk bgr, tapi apa yang jadi pada abang isk ni buat pengajaran those still schooling. Belum lagi serious dalam erti percintaan. So, Atiqah, jangan sekali pun step into relationship. Kay? All the best for your studies, go all the way."
I have such awezome cousins, I practically rule.
Now who was the person from primary school who said everyone will be in a relationship by sec 3? You're wrong punk. Heh.
But I rarely stone. Everything else is life. And life is a bitch.
- I love Three-As-Two-Bee. We have much fun and Pearlyn and Zehra, I guess, would be our personal class entertainers xD Damn funny ah. Niveetha (to someone): EH EH EH! Another person 1: B B B! Another person 2: C C C! Niveetha: I knew that was coming. -.- And my teachers are damn cute! Especially Miss Sim. Haha she's a wack but she's hilarious. HAHA. And Ms Chee is very interactive. A maths and E maths are just a bore. Yawn. Ooh and CME, Cikgu Rina! Gerek beb!
And Kelas Kiut Miut, aw, I miss them. We kena split up into two and some opted out of HML already. My class has like twelve people, Alyssa's has about ten and a few is in ML. Anyway, so today during BML: Cikgu Norliza: Terima kasih kelas. Class: Te-ri-ma ka-sih Cik-gu Ri-naaa. 5 seconds later... Class: EH. CIKGU NORLIZA BUKAN CIKGU RINA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Cikgu had that 'aperlah' face on. SO FARNEY.
I can't take it, and it's only the freaking third (!!) day of school. I swore I almost felt like fainting today. Hungry and lethargic. And my body cracks all over. (I sound like an old granny.) Really. I bend, crack! I walk, crack! I've been itching all over lately too. I don't know why, but I know I have to go to the doctor soon. Ah fishsticks. I hate secondary three life already.
Time takes us all, so why am I not just living for today? Time takes us all, when I die right now, I'm only seconds away. Move on, gone forever. Poison, times kills slowly.
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I can feel my mind wandering again. Into where I don't know, will I ever get home? Time starts moving faster than I can. I'm so sick of this scene, I need to break this routine.
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The clock ticks life away.
Yes I am depressed. And sad. I cried today, mind you. I have to aim for the best this year and next year if I wanna be in RJC. If not, there'll be lost motivation. If you get what I mean.
Being a best friend, I shall help clear out Murnira's facebook. Trust me, she never checks it. And my sister actually wants to use it. But hell, it's MY computer. Oh, the thrill. :D
I feel like I'm drowning the whole of today. There seems to be water stuck in my throat, no, not those drinking kind. It sucks. YEAH, who wants to see a sec one picture of Murnira? DAMN FARNEY. It's called best friend sabo-ing. I wanted to wait for your birthday but I can't help it xDHAHA. AHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH! OMG ROCLMAO. Hi, Oh-chan :D
Guess what I found :D I just like the whole feeling of this picture. You can see Adee pushing my mum away, and you can see me conquering the front >:}One day, I'll be looking back and thinking, "I can't believe I had so much fun last time". Or "Hm, I want to go back there badly". Cause I know I'd give anything to go back in time.
I think about you all the time, you're so addictive.
@ 14:21
First Saturday of the year. One word: BORING. Yawn. Bye. (Darn I am procrastinating.) My taskbar looks like this:
But I've only been pressing on iTunes, Mozzy Wozzy and MSN. I did not touch the one screaming "ENGLISH HOMEWORK!!!!" Which apparently was due yesterday. Wow aki. D:
OMG. The 1S2'09 girls are like, damn, quiet. At least my group and Buan Hua's are. Seriously, I was asking, "Any questions?" over and over again but their mouths happened to have glue or something. Damn annoying, like talking to a friggin' wall. But sokay, it's only the first day. Hopefully by campfire they should all be hyped up and stuff.
Group: -silence-
Me: Err. It's really quiet. We should all talk more! -very VERY enthusiastically-
Group: -silence-
Me: Okay, who's bored? Raise up your hand. -raises up hand-
Group: -everyone else raises up their hands-
Me: SEE? WE SHOULD ALL TALK MORE!
Aiyoh. Nehmind, I shall make them enthu. But I didn't get the malay girls. D: There are, based on memory, Asyiqin, Afiqah and Husna. I can't remember the others. They look kinda, errr, a bit, errrr, I probably shouldn't say this. You know what, I won't say anything :D To avoid any kind of misunderstanding.
AWESOME. NIVEETHA'S THE CHAIRPERSON AND SHE SITS BEHIND ME. CAN BULLY HER. YAY YAY YAY YAY. >:} Okay I've got homework to do. Adios.
Happy new year (yet again) and happy going back to school. I'm currently NOT looking forward to studying. But I'm looking forward to meeting my new sec ones. I hope they won't think they're like damn cool just cause they were the eldest in their primary school last year. I knew I was like that. Yes -cue what the hell- I was like that.
OMG GUESS WHAT. Next year, I'll be in sec4. Asshole. Time sucks.
My resolutions: STUDY STUDY STUDY Do not procrastinate. Be nicer and less sarcastic (but I highly doubt so). Remember my cat's birthday. I keep on forgetting. Don't go out so often. Be a good girl. Be the hardworking super nerd I was in Primary three. :D (There's more but I'm too lazy to get my notebook.)
Yes, I was a nerd. Who wore high socks and bags filled with books. Trust me.
I didn't realize people actually do read my LJ. I shall try to be less explicit or emotional. Insya'allah.
Haha and oh, Dad just called me to ask how I was doing. He never called before to ask if I was okay. :D Okay as far as I can remember, that is. :D Oh I currently have neck aches, back aches, a terrible sore throat and slight fever. Just a bit sick ah. And oh no! I still have Malay to do D: But I feel like a pig, so maybe I'll go back to sleep soon. Yawn.
And I have 203 pictures of Aiba, cool, no? I just feel like uploading a hell lot of Aiba (L) But blogger is being a bit stubborn, so I won't.
I feel like such a loser. Well, every time I'm sick, I will feel like such a loser. It sucks being sick ah. Anyway,
(It was supposed to be yesterday but I failed to blog yesterday. And lawl, such gay colours.)
HAPPYSIXTEENTHFAIZ!
LOL, sorry no present ah. Aku broke sikit ah xD Oh and guess what! AVATAR starts on Monday! Yay. Lol, I got no cable la, and my internet is unfriendly to videos online.
Anyway, I got through auditions. I am damn scared for the results. I hate rejections. Darned dilemmas. You see, if I didn't get in, I'd get dejected. But if I got in, I'd have to work hard for CrezAwards AND pementasan. Sigh. I confuse myself. Time for malay homework. Sighhh.
HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN SHO'S BIRTHDAY?! GASP. I am such an awful fangirl D:
HAPPY(belated)BIRTHDAY SAKURAI SHO!
You lucky person, you got Jun to piggy you. -frowns- Unfair.
But then, you get half-irritated by the DoS who might never piggy back anyone else. Tsk.Everyone gets irritated by you sometimes also, y'know.But you're damn sexy here, so I don't really care. (He IS damn sexy here right?)So Happy Birthday :D
Oh there's a lot of Sakumoto (Jun and Sho) pictures cause I koped from a Sakumoto picspam :D I really hope Sho will see this blogpost but amongst the other fanblogs assigned to him, I really doubt he will. But it won't hurt praying he will view my post right? ♥
But he knows he loves me, ahem, I love him.He knows.
So yesterday was spent rather fruitfully with Nishan. Heeeh xD She said I blogged too little, so I shall blog more for her. See, I rule and rock that way, egohead. :D
Okay, I finished my maths. Wheee. First time I ever did my Maths homework without stopping. -beams- Then Nishan gave me pointers for singing. Auditions are on Wednesday. D: Ohman, I think for this year, I'll only go CrezAwards if I get chosen. I mean, there's pementasan the next day, I shouldn't waste my enegy now would I? Haha, and Nishan thought I had a deprived childhood cause I kept playing with the roller kinda slide. OMG damn fun ah! And no I did not have a deprived childhood. I used to have a lot of fun when I was a child, climbing all over the place, getting injured, playing with Barbie dolls and dressing up. All those stuff four year olds do. And yes, conquering the three wheeler bike. Ah, those days :D
Haha, and we talked about how homos are actually nice people. I mean, look at Chris Crocker and Jeffree Star. Especially Jeffree Star, he's damn nice ah. And then she was talking about how self-centered people are actually nice people and her example was... herself. Wow. -.- But it's okay Nishan, I still love you :D
Oh and Nishan has managed to divide the guys at the gym into three sections. LOL LOL LOL. Ahem. First: The guys who actually do work out and gain a lot of muscles. So now they are very very muscular. And they have like ultra broad shoulders. Second: The (ugly) guys who don't work out and just go to the gyms to impress people. But eventually fail, cause they can't even lift a freaking weight. Yawn. And third, get ready to squeal girls: The guys who go to the gym and do work out but just to tone their bodies. So they don't really have like muscular muscles nor are they really weak. They're just there. Ah. And most of the times, they're really good-looking or cute guys.
So Nishan was hyperventilating about this guy from the third section who totally made her flip. Lol, she damn farney ah. Oh oh ohhh, and I found out something freaky about this jr. LOL LOL. Hahah, I was practically like wthhh all the way. BLOGPOST LONG ENOUGH NISHAN? (L)
I won't show YOU my disappointment. I really miss you two, but you are one hell of a lazy bum. Gees.
Yeah, I went to East Coast for overnight. DAMN BORING. Had like three fights with my aunt. She's being damn over controlling. I couldn't even borrow her freaking camera. Cause she was all like, only take necessary pictures and such. And you know me right? I take a lot of unnecessary but (!!) pretty, photogenic, competition winning-able pictures. OMFGZZ. Anyway, 'nuff said about THAT.
There were this three year old twins. DAMN CUTE! Their names are Wildad and Dariyal. I think they're mixed or something. Haha, as usual, boys right? They were like smacking my face and chasing me. And then they made me piggyback them. Awww. I know. Haha, but then I went off for bowling and they had gone home :O So sadzxzx. I hope they grow up to be handsome, and not mats hopefully.
Oh and bowling. I swear I sucked. I couldn't even finish off the pins D: But I didn't suck as much as Adee did. LOL. First time bowled, hahaha, I totally missed it. A few times after that, I accidentally let go of the ball and it fell backwards instead. Then awhile after that, I gave too much energy and the ball flew over to the other lane :O Damn I suck. You'll see when YOU go bowling with me. xD
Omg, whataboutadam's version is freaking HILARIOUS! I can't believe Irish people listen to Korean songs! LOL. (Thanks Nishan :D)
Practically ROFLMAO. Except my floor's not big enough to roll on. Anyway, I'm going to a BBQ at ECP today. Damn I bet it's gonna be boring. Time to read my Jumaat suratkhabar! And do maths homework. :O
I MEMORIZED KAZE NO MUKOU E ALREADY! Except for Sho's rapping part. Omg, you gotta give me credit man! In less than a week, baybeh. Even Truth took longer ne. Hahah, I shall begin memorizing Sho's rapping part and attempt to rap. Lol. I actually can rap when I was on P5 like that you know. But it was so long ago. :D And I have to memorize Sakura Sake and Nice na Kokoroiki and Pikanchi Double soon. Like real soon! Omfgzz. I ate four fried chickens and drank a whole carton of HL milk by myself. I'll get fat and have diarrheoa cause I am lactose intolerant :O I don't like reading your blog, it makes me feel insignificant. I hate it. You didn't mention me. Which totally sucks. D:
Lyrics: Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e… Beyond the rain, beyond the wind…
Namida nagasu no wa shinjiteru kara Kokoro no nooto ni kaita kotoba Egaita toori ni ikanai toki Nijinda sora ni hanatta kotoba The reason my tears fall is because I believe In the words written on the notebook in my heart The words I shouted to the blurred sky When things didn’t go the way I’d sketched them out
Boku no ushiro ni dekiteta michi My path had already formed behind me
Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e tabi wa tsuzuite yuku Ima kimi no mukou e soshite boku no mukou e michi wa tsuzuite yuku Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my journey will go on Beyond you now, and beyond me, my path goes on
Doko ka de furikaeru sono toki ga kite Kimi ni hanashi o suru sono asa ga kite Itsudemo seippai hashitte kita tte Uso itsuwari naku ietara iinda When the time comes to look somewhere behind me When the morning comes and I talk to you I just want to tell you honestly, with no lies That I ran my hardest all the time to get here
Boku no me no mae ni hirogaru tabi My journey stretches out before my eyes
Ame no mukou de kaze no mukou de niji ga kakatteiru Ima kimi no mukou de soshite boku no mukou de nanika ga matteiru Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my path is laid out Beyond you now, and beyond me, something is waiting
Douka kienaide tsunaida hi yo kotoba o koe kokoro o narasu The light that joined us, please don’t burn out I’ll forego words and cry out from my heart
Ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite kono michi wa tsuzuite Now beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on
Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite michi wa tsuzuite… Beyond the rain, beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on…
Shinjite kita kono jibun no tame ni Yume kasaneru minna no tame ni Kansha no kotoba for my family “I believe” Tada chikara no kagiri Sono aseri mo itsuka wa kate ni Kono itami mo kate ni Ame ni mo kaze ni mo makezu ni ano itami ya aseri Kono hi no tame ni For myself, who kept on believing For everyone who laid their dreams on mine For my family I offer words of thanks “I believe” As much as my strength allows The pressure will one day be my sustenance The pain will be my sustenance I won’t lose to rain or wind, and that pain and pressure will be For the sake of this day
Anata no bun no omoi mo idaite Kaidan noboru you ue mukatte Tsurakute kurushikutatte taete Kansei abiru sugata egaite I’ll embrace your share of wishes too And climb the stairs, looking up all the way No matter how hard, no matter how much it hurts, I’ll bear it Imagining myself showered with cheering voices
Hikari to kage sono mukou e (Ikou mukou e) Yami o terasu kimi no koe (Choujou no hou e omoi o kakage) Light and shadow, beyond it all (I’ll go beyond it all) Your voice illuminates the darkness (Climbing to the summit as my hopes fly before me)
Ame no mukou e kaze no mukou e tabi wa tsuzuite yuku Ima kimi no mukou e soshite boku no mukou e michi wa tsuzuite yuku Beyond the rain, beyond the wind, my journey will go on Beyond you now, and beyond me, my path goes on
Ame no mukou e ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite kono michi wa tsuzuite Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on
Hikari to kage sono mukou e yami o terasu kimi no koe Light and shadow, beyond it all, your voice illuminates the darkness
Ame no mukou e ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite kono michi wa tsuzuite Ame no mukou e ima kaze no mukou e Tabi wa tsuzuite ima wa mukou e! Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind My journey goes on, this path goes on Beyond the rain, now beyond the wind My journey goes on - now I’m heading beyond it all -
I ♥ this song to the max. It has a very nice happy feeling to it. And hellyea, I memorized it halfway! I plan to be able to do Sho's rapping. That'd be so darned... cool. And look at Jun from 1:14 to 1:19. OMG DAMN CUTE - fangirly joy (!!)
Omg, exhausting days. I'll be gone for now. I'm sorry. I can't really be bothered right now. It's a short night. And I have too much homework. Darn. D:
I don't get why people are so pissed nowadays. She's pms-ing, she's emotional, she's lovesick. And me well, I don't know but I feel this empty void somewhere. Something's missing, but I can't figure it out. Damn, this sucks. I miss the holidays, a lot. And sleep.
Oh he makes me feel like shit, but I can't get over it.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 03:28
Sec two days;I thought I'd wake up at twelve to complete my homework. When the alarm rang, I went back to sleep, hoping I'd wake up five minutes late. When I did wake up, I checked the phone time and gasped. It was freaking one (almost two) in the morning. Yes, my five minutes was practically like two hours. I amuse myself way too much. :O
I am so proud of myself! I finished my Amaths AND Emaths hw. :DDDD Teh Party pictures all up already! Click HERE or go to http://shotbloglink.blogspot.com/2009/01/pbmc-teh-party-2009.html Kope all you want ;D
Then after that, I took the train home with Afee, Emmy, Addie and Nurul and a hell lot of sec ones. :D We really got to know them and that waz reallll good. I like. Oh and there's a Siti Atiqah! Hahaha, LOL, I really have a common name. :D Pictures will be up on photoblog :D
Plus+ Class decoration today, Pearlyn totally conquered my camera. But sokay. Pictures up soon too, I promise :D
Songs in love with now, Naisu na Kokoroiki - Arashi Pikanchi double - Arashi Kaze no Mukou e - Arashi A Lonely September - Plain White T's Transylvania - McFly
We seem to have lost contact but still, Happy Birthday Roze :D Love you still.
I dropped my tablet in the bus today! :O But luckily nothing broke. Thank godddd. Awful scar and a bit slow though D:
I haven't been updating on what I DID this past few days, so I shall rewind okay? :D Friday After PBMC, went to NJ with Alyssa and Nurul. I am so happy that my NJ friends, mainly Gerger and Adelia, are having so much fun in their new school! I thought they'd be deprived of us or something. Haha, but no, we weren't even 100m near each other but they started screaming when they saw us. Have fun okay! Don't stress! Then me, Nurul and Alyssa took 157 home :D Saturday Went to mommy's house. My mom did some facial thing on us! Damn cool, I swear my skin was friggin' smooth. I like. Then at around 1630, we left for Causeway Point :D To buy Dayan's present. We got her boxers and a pretty brown/pink dress. Haha, somewhere along the way, I saw Qiao Yi and Hanisah! Cool cool! Happy birthday Mom (18th Jan)! Sunday Went to aunts house at about 1500. My cousin had this cool new Internet tablet thing, that was like a super mini computer, damn cool. And then we watched Apocalyptica. Darn was I sadistic. There was this time when the hero almost got killed by the enemy, but then the enemy's balls were near a club, so I was like "Hit the balls! Hit the balls!" Then my dad was like "Why are you so sadistic?" I was like "I've always been like this what. Damn it, hit the friggin balls! -hero hits enemy's balls- YES!" I love myself. :D
Today, was practically another lovely day with 3S2b, the wind was a bit harsh on me during Chem though. Haha, our plan to amuse Ms Vicky today was spoilt D; But Jaymann was damn high today, exceptionally high. I brought my camera along to take snaps, as usual. Especially when Niveetha and Pearlyn were practicing. And after Angklung;Everyhing else on facebook. :D Ps, no picture was edited. I don't do editing stuff.
High on Arashi whee. Arashi overdose. Omg, homework. Darn.
It's not like it hurts that much anyway.
@ 04:44
Let's play with paper aeroplanes again.
Hahha. I'm a freaking nut head. I woke up at 3.30am, wanting to finish maths. And I realized I only have like 4 questions to do. So now, hahaaaa, I'm doing a lot of something else. I still have 3 (!!) ulasan novel/cerpen to do and trust me, me and reading stuff in Malay do not match. But I have to try right?
If Aisyah can get three points, I'll get two! (Aim high, get high.) :D Six points, minus two for CCA and minus two for HML. Insya'allah. (: - Lace off your shoes. Eh oh, eh ohh. Here's how we do: Run, baby, run. You made my day. Thanks for talking to me eh, person. ♥
I just can't look, it's killing me.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 20:30
OMG, today was freaking hilarious. HAHAHHA Especially English lesson. Paranoid Pogo Pearlyn damn farney. Nickname by chem teacher ;D Haha so
This was how the class was after recess: Pogo's messing up the white board, as usual. Everyone else talking with everyone else. People screaming shouting here there. Then someone comes into the room screaming "TEACHER'S COMING! TEACHER'S COMING!"
Everyone panics and then goes back to their respective seats. But pogo stick there, instead of sitting down, went to the door, closes it and holds the handle, switched off the lights and then whispers loudly "SSSSH! -finger on lips- Hidee!" So we all, hid under our tables. Literally. Even pogo stick. And then the teacher opens the door, having that :OOOO expression, while switching on the lights. We all laughed our hearts out and then the teacher said we made her day. Aw.
I love 3S2b a lot.♥ A lot a lot. We gonna pwn all of Sec threes. ^^ Hehe, maybe, but I know it'd be another awezome two years. Looking forward. And congrats to Aisyah for getting freaking three points :O And Hanna for getting four! Gasp!
If I kissed you, Would fireflies fly? Would angels sing? With lollipops, would dinosaurs cry?
If I kissed you;
- Happy belated birthdays: Si Hui - 13 Jan SABWAYYE - 12 Jan Haziq - 11 Jan Nasuha - 9 Jan Sharifah - 9 Jan Kak Wana - 8 Jan - And Happy17thBirthday to my angel Liy,
I forgot what was on my table, but it was damn nice. It started with, If I kissed you; I'll tell you tomorrow.
Haha and oh, Dian Sofia, your --- band's about to break. So who's gonna get it? Me or you? xD Pogo damn funny. Nasa also damn funny. Our whole class damn funny. I LIKE. Haha, and I feel guilty yet again. I stole the cookie from the cookie jar, once more. Irresistable.
Oh darn, I'm high. On you. Cause they all said I have good taste in cookies. In you, actually.
I have a toaster at home, but we have to wait for a while before the bread gets toasted. So while waiting, I went to use my computer, and then I forgot all about it, until like 30 mins later.
Me: ALAMAK! MY TOAST! EHHH! -runs to kitchen- Adee: Eh, toast? Me: Eh. -saw toast not in toaster- Adee: Your toast eh? Aku termakan. Me: -.- TERmakan? Toast balik. zP Adee: EH! Me: Toast balik. Adee: D: Your evil. Me: You're eeeeeevil-er. You ate my toast. Adee: Sigh.
Finally, 2 full MSA2 pictures! YAY! LOVE♥Haha, look at our fringes! And three blacks and a white, eh, racist! xD Look at the colour man. Matching without even discussing! 8D - HAHA, YAY YAY! 1G1 PWNS YOU ALL. Yet again! >:}
We did it, we did it, we did it, yeah! Haha, campfire this year, rules man. Dayemn, we were so hyper. Even though we're supposed to be the seniors. Haha, anyway for cheering com, congrats to: 1G3, 2nd place and 1S2, 3rd place. Proud of 1S2 for winning something too, my peer leading class. The race is back on peoplexzx. 1G1'05, first. 1G1'06, first. 1G1'07, first. 1G1'08, second (still a price!). 1G1'09, FIRST. Heeeh. Oh, and performances, they played, Dance Floor Anthem and 4 Minutes. And a few Japanese and Korean songs, which apparently, I want. Damn nice. I sang DFA out of rhythm man.
I totally zonked out last night. I got home around ten, bathed and then wanted to watch ghost Whisperer, but fell asleep. And I totally woke up half-late today. Without an alarm clock. At 6.30. My body has a mind of its own, I can tell. And orientation was awezome. We had comments such as, "I'm scared, I won't be able to get in angklung. A lot of people want to join.", "Yesterday, when you guys played (at campfire), you looked like you had so much fun!" and... whoopsie, I forgot. xD But yeah, I bet we're gonna have a lot of sec ones coming in this year ;D Hinthint, first quote. - I’m about to see a million things I thought I’d never seen before. And I, I’m about to do all of the things I dreamed of, And I don’t even miss you at all. Goodbye to you, you're taking up my time. Haha, I lied. But my social life is going *poof*! - /edit You know nothing xD Heeeh.
FIRST TIME EVER I'M UP TILL LATE TO COMPLETE (some) HOMEWORK.
I've gotta be proud of myself. I am doing homework. I've gotta be damn proud of myself. Oh and like what Alisa said, I am very legal in school nowadays. No curtain in front of my face, skirt and blouse of same length, skirt mid-knee length, can see my school socks, no fancy earrings, hair not touching collar, name tag always on (even after school, well, usually I forget to take it off). Wow, I must be going back to Primary Five. WAO. Except in primary school, we have no name tags, no thick school socks, no blouse and skirt thingy. It's just the hair and the face. Yes, the face. It never changes. Oh god. D:
Haha, my cousin told me not to get into any BGR relationship at all, as long as you're still studying. I guess I won't. Not even JC, I think. Studies rulez dood(: Even though I really, really, REALLY like you. This what he said; "Actually abang isk pun tak nak masuk bgr, tapi apa yang jadi pada abang isk ni buat pengajaran those still schooling. Belum lagi serious dalam erti percintaan. So, Atiqah, jangan sekali pun step into relationship. Kay? All the best for your studies, go all the way."
I have such awezome cousins, I practically rule.
Now who was the person from primary school who said everyone will be in a relationship by sec 3? You're wrong punk. Heh.
But I rarely stone. Everything else is life. And life is a bitch.
- I love Three-As-Two-Bee. We have much fun and Pearlyn and Zehra, I guess, would be our personal class entertainers xD Damn funny ah. Niveetha (to someone): EH EH EH! Another person 1: B B B! Another person 2: C C C! Niveetha: I knew that was coming. -.- And my teachers are damn cute! Especially Miss Sim. Haha she's a wack but she's hilarious. HAHA. And Ms Chee is very interactive. A maths and E maths are just a bore. Yawn. Ooh and CME, Cikgu Rina! Gerek beb!
And Kelas Kiut Miut, aw, I miss them. We kena split up into two and some opted out of HML already. My class has like twelve people, Alyssa's has about ten and a few is in ML. Anyway, so today during BML: Cikgu Norliza: Terima kasih kelas. Class: Te-ri-ma ka-sih Cik-gu Ri-naaa. 5 seconds later... Class: EH. CIKGU NORLIZA BUKAN CIKGU RINA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Cikgu had that 'aperlah' face on. SO FARNEY.
I can't take it, and it's only the freaking third (!!) day of school. I swore I almost felt like fainting today. Hungry and lethargic. And my body cracks all over. (I sound like an old granny.) Really. I bend, crack! I walk, crack! I've been itching all over lately too. I don't know why, but I know I have to go to the doctor soon. Ah fishsticks. I hate secondary three life already.
Time takes us all, so why am I not just living for today? Time takes us all, when I die right now, I'm only seconds away. Move on, gone forever. Poison, times kills slowly.
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I can feel my mind wandering again. Into where I don't know, will I ever get home? Time starts moving faster than I can. I'm so sick of this scene, I need to break this routine.
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The clock ticks life away.
Yes I am depressed. And sad. I cried today, mind you. I have to aim for the best this year and next year if I wanna be in RJC. If not, there'll be lost motivation. If you get what I mean.
Being a best friend, I shall help clear out Murnira's facebook. Trust me, she never checks it. And my sister actually wants to use it. But hell, it's MY computer. Oh, the thrill. :D
I feel like I'm drowning the whole of today. There seems to be water stuck in my throat, no, not those drinking kind. It sucks. YEAH, who wants to see a sec one picture of Murnira? DAMN FARNEY. It's called best friend sabo-ing. I wanted to wait for your birthday but I can't help it xDHAHA. AHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH! OMG ROCLMAO. Hi, Oh-chan :D
Guess what I found :D I just like the whole feeling of this picture. You can see Adee pushing my mum away, and you can see me conquering the front >:}One day, I'll be looking back and thinking, "I can't believe I had so much fun last time". Or "Hm, I want to go back there badly". Cause I know I'd give anything to go back in time.
I think about you all the time, you're so addictive.
@ 14:21
First Saturday of the year. One word: BORING. Yawn. Bye. (Darn I am procrastinating.) My taskbar looks like this:
But I've only been pressing on iTunes, Mozzy Wozzy and MSN. I did not touch the one screaming "ENGLISH HOMEWORK!!!!" Which apparently was due yesterday. Wow aki. D:
OMG. The 1S2'09 girls are like, damn, quiet. At least my group and Buan Hua's are. Seriously, I was asking, "Any questions?" over and over again but their mouths happened to have glue or something. Damn annoying, like talking to a friggin' wall. But sokay, it's only the first day. Hopefully by campfire they should all be hyped up and stuff.
Group: -silence-
Me: Err. It's really quiet. We should all talk more! -very VERY enthusiastically-
Group: -silence-
Me: Okay, who's bored? Raise up your hand. -raises up hand-
Group: -everyone else raises up their hands-
Me: SEE? WE SHOULD ALL TALK MORE!
Aiyoh. Nehmind, I shall make them enthu. But I didn't get the malay girls. D: There are, based on memory, Asyiqin, Afiqah and Husna. I can't remember the others. They look kinda, errr, a bit, errrr, I probably shouldn't say this. You know what, I won't say anything :D To avoid any kind of misunderstanding.
AWESOME. NIVEETHA'S THE CHAIRPERSON AND SHE SITS BEHIND ME. CAN BULLY HER. YAY YAY YAY YAY. >:} Okay I've got homework to do. Adios.
Happy new year (yet again) and happy going back to school. I'm currently NOT looking forward to studying. But I'm looking forward to meeting my new sec ones. I hope they won't think they're like damn cool just cause they were the eldest in their primary school last year. I knew I was like that. Yes -cue what the hell- I was like that.
OMG GUESS WHAT. Next year, I'll be in sec4. Asshole. Time sucks.
My resolutions: STUDY STUDY STUDY Do not procrastinate. Be nicer and less sarcastic (but I highly doubt so). Remember my cat's birthday. I keep on forgetting. Don't go out so often. Be a good girl. Be the hardworking super nerd I was in Primary three. :D (There's more but I'm too lazy to get my notebook.)
Yes, I was a nerd. Who wore high socks and bags filled with books. Trust me.