This is insane.The clinic has yet to call me back! I went there in the morning and they said to come back later because the doctor's not in or something. So I went home first and till now! OMG ): I really want my blood test results. Hope it isn't anything really serious... to think about it, I think my arms got weaker already. I was so drained out yesterday. OMG IT BETTER NOT BE A SERIOUS ILLNESS. -touch wood-


Okai I'm going out again, once I've had my lunch and another shower. It's damn warm these past few days. I hate you weather. (Please don't rain either, I don't have an umbrella)

Labels: concerning, sick

Okay some very unassociated thoughts. As usual. Pssst, can I actually get 100 points this time? Hmm.

1. Too much junk food = really bad sore throat + one side of your nostril blocked. Oh wow.
2. That's why I'm not in school for remedials.
3. It's ah ah obvious. But it's okay, I know when I'm not welcomed.
4. Smut smut smut.
5. Bruised back and aching joints. IDK why. I'm not even 16 yet. -.-
6. I'm writing my own fanfic now. Hahah fail. Only at 140+ words now.
7. Hermit. Hermit. Hermit... me.
8. It's okay if you don't understand this, I won't even know what I was blogging about when I look back.
9. ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO GET RID OF EYEBAGS? 
10. (Don't say sleep, I sleep too much everyday!)
11. I'll see you at Louvre Museum 2024... if the world doesn't end in 2012.
12. Oh oh, happy birthday Dad, Adee and Haziqah!
13. Secondhand Serenade is burning my ears with his whiny vocals... 
14. oh wait Simple Plan came up (Y)
15. "Life is what happens when you're busy making your excuses~"
16. New email or no new email?
17. WTF WHY IS TWITTER NOT WORKING PROPERLY?! -kills computer-
18. Oh wait I'm still here. Hah.
19. I'm gonna get a hot boyfriend when I go to JC.
20. Wait, make that a hot AND smart boyfriend.
21. "Don't be another one, just like the other one~"
22. I can't wait to get out from my strings.
23. No you aren't the one pulling me.
24. My mom = (Y) Me: Green or blue? Mom: Green. Me: I knew it.
25. No I'm not with you anymore. If you realized.
26. We have absolutely nothing in common to talk about.
27. As a result, we don't talk anymore.
28. Fine by me.
29. I'm on iMedia. O.O IKR.
30. Malay and AMaths - h/w and notes please.
31. OH AND GUESS WHO GOT 90% FOR HER EMATHS CT~
32. I am so smart heee 8D
33. Okay that's the extent of me being smart btw.
34. My Amaths and Phy = total fail.
35. Oooh thirty one. Shit no hahah cannot do Jiyong's 'twenny one'.
36. Shit, almost deleted the whole chunk.
37. Nowadays, I actually love like being alone. 
38. It's just a conversation between me and my sub-vocalization almost every time.
39. How cool is that?
40. It's like my very own Brain Twitter.
41. Except no one can read it of course.
42. If anyone could, well, that would be really creepy and strange.
43. I wonder if anyone would ask me out (as a friend) during March holidays.
44. Probably not.
45. There's a high chance they think I died.
46. Cause I don't talk to them?
47. Yeah people I fucking died.
48. I didn't swear -looks away-
49. "Miss Independent... Miss Self-Sufficient.... Miss Keep-Your-Distance"
50. Is it 'Independent' or 'Independant'?
51. Help me please.
52. Referring to point twenny one, I'm gonna bring him to other sch's open house 
53. heh -evil smile-
54. "It took her some time for her to see"
55. As the saying goes: You'll never know once you experienced it yourself.
56. Okay, was there even such a saying?
57. DON'T STOP BELIEVING THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
58. Hey, I know things sucks cocks for you right now but...
59. Pay now, play later
60. Definitely worth the wait.
61. Are you readers still with me?
62. The secret phrase is 'Bulji Shimnida'
63. Copy paste that onto my cbox.
64. And I'll tell you what it means. hee. 8D
65. Am I awesome or what?
66. No the answer is not what!
67. Okay, Linkin Park songs sure are angsty.
68. Yeah, remind me to write an angsty fanfic one day.
69.  I'm moving house btw.
70. To somewhere near my school
71. Which means I can wake up late everyday to school.
72. Like 6.30am late.
73. But then, I won't see my three guys on 970 anymore ㅠ.ㅠ
74. I'm gonna take 970 to school tmr and fri,
75. before I move into my new house in the new term
76. I AM SADDED.
77. I'll probably not see anymore hot guys till the time I get into a JC.
78. Or maybe not, there's a secondary school in front of my house.
79. Yes bitches, directly in front~
80. "Slow it down so hearts beat faster?"
81. Never gonna happen to me.
82. I like to imagine impossible scenarios in my head.
83. Regarding real life and not.
84. Mostly not real. Cause this is what they call dreaming.
85. But I'm still gonna get a hot AND smart boyfriend.
86. Can't believe I'm still single even though I'm 16.
87. And to think I actually got to being 16 without being killed in a car accident.
88. Yes I want to die in a car accident.
89. I'm not gonna live till I'm old and wrinkly.
90. Me? Old and wrinkly? HAHA.
91. It'd be surprising to know I'm not the only one who doesn't wanna live till I'm old and wrinkly.
92. Ew. Wrinkly. No thanks.
93. Sara: If you commit suicide, I'll kill you. No wait, that won't work.
94. A lot of songs in my playlists reminds me of all the different guys I used to like. 
95. WHY. D: -embarrassed-
96. I'll stay out of your way.
97. Now and forever.
98. Last two.
99. Last one.
100. Last farewell~ 마지막 인사는~

BYE BYE~ ちょっと　まって　ください!! WANT WANT WANT. Pardon me for being a small kid all over again. A kid who wants childish things like happiness and cute hair ties ^^

Labels: bye, random thoughts, sick, wants

Sorry for not blogging for three days. Been quite sick. Thanks to Atikah for helping me out on Friday. :D Yeah, I left school early, with a temp of 37.6 degrees Celsius. Sucks okay. Then when I went to the doctor's later on, the temperature went up to 39.6. And then on Saturday, I was supposed to go for E Geog lesson, but I couldn't even get up! My head was like spinning atrociously and then my temperature went up by 0.2 degrees! I felt like dying. And to eat, I had to make Dayan get the food for me and I ate in bed. It was that bad. And haha after I bathed, I had to comb my hair right. Then I was just combing the first(!!) stroke, there was a tangled bunch and I forced my comb and it broke. My comb broke. And now I need to get a new one. But I loved my comb. I even wrote, aki ♥ miyavi on it okay. And a lot of people knows how conscious I am about my hair. Pfft. Yeah so, I totally laid on my bed the whole day for Saturday. Sunday also. Until my dad came back and told me to bathe to clear my headache. Still did not work but my headache wasn't as bad as before. So here I am.

My head still half hurts. And I'm freaking craving for chicken noodles.

Labels: craves, sick

I feel quite horrible today. Started coughing the moment classes ended. Still coughing by the way. D: Okay, Angklung was rather good today, we saw improvements, more movement and all. Awezome. Me love you AngKuls♥ 10 more practice hours to SYF. OH and guess who's on the content page of the yearbook! ^^ hahahah Hint: *coughmecough* Told ya I'm sick. xD

Anyway, I have a date with Sabrina jr. tomorrow, she's gonna show me pics of this hot Korean guy from her Primary School, way before she 'fell' for M Haha. I am so awezome. Lawl. I've been feeling damn sleepy these past few days and I don't like it. It's like when I get to class, I zonk out. D: Dayemn, I'm sleepy bye. I promise a real update, soon, I hope.

Labels: Kulintanklung♥, sick, Singapore Youth Festival, zonk

I didn't realize people actually do read my LJ. I shall try to be less explicit or emotional. Insya'allah.

Haha and oh, Dad just called me to ask how I was doing. He never called before to ask if I was okay. :D Okay as far as I can remember, that is. :D Oh I currently have neck aches, back aches, a terrible sore throat and slight fever. Just a bit sick ah. And oh no! I still have Malay to do D: But I feel like a pig, so maybe I'll go back to sleep soon. Yawn.

And I have 203 pictures of Aiba, cool, no? I just feel like uploading a hell lot of Aiba (L)
But blogger is being a bit stubborn, so I won't.

Labels: Aiba Masaki, lazy, LJ, sick

I feel like such a loser. Well, every time I'm sick, I will feel like such a loser. It sucks being sick ah. Anyway,

(It was supposed to be yesterday but I failed to blog yesterday. And lawl, such gay colours.)

LOL, sorry no present ah. Aku broke sikit ah xD Oh and guess what! AVATAR starts on Monday! Yay. Lol, I got no cable la, and my internet is unfriendly to videos online.

Labels: Avatar, birthday, cousin, sick

I BOUGHT SEXY BLUE AUDIO TECHNICA ONTO HEADPHONES. I LOVE IT.
~the middle one.Last peer leading session today. (minor interruption- FRIGGIN HELL MY TUMMY ACHE IS GETTING WORSE. WALAO EH! SAKIT! ARGH ARGH ARGH) Anyway, today, we did a really major cool thing. This piece of paper with our names was passed around and everyone had to write good things about them. I mainly got "You are cute" "You are hyper" "You will be a great leader" even though I might not know some of them people. THANKS, whoever you are. I love you still. LOVE;

Then after that, met Hakiim at Orchard, Hakiim ate at KFC first then we went to meet Alyssa. I bought my, see description above, headphones and we went to Funan to go window shopping for cameras (Alyssa) and laptops (Hakiim). Haha, I can tell you though I love to death the stuff Apple sells, Mac, iPod, accessories. They are pretty. I wouldn't mind working there ^^

Haha, then we went to eat at LJS. Ohgod, Coke totally filled me up and now I have a bad bad tummy ache. And then since Hakiim didn't want to go home alone, he followed me and Alyssa onto the green line. I realised I talk to loudly. Sheet. Enthusiastic much, I think. Haha anyway, yeah, love my headphones so effing much. (L)(L)(L)

Vote, should I go watch HSM3? Cause actually I don't give any shit to HSM or Twilight but everyone else is. So should I? O.O

Labels: movies, new stuff, shopping, sick

Like finally man! I've been waiting for centuries for this bloody page to upload. Thanks a kajillions to those who wished me well ^^ I feel much better now. Despite still having the sore throat and a very runny nose. I should walk around when I'm sick. Gees. I'm coughing like crazy.

I came home kinda late today. But SURPRISINGLY, my dad didn't blow up on me.
Me: Ayah, I'm home.
Dad: *glare glare*
Me: What?
Dad: What time is it now?
Me: Uh, 9.30?
Dad: Then? *still staring at me with his hand phone charger in his hands*
Me: Ah, yes la yes la. *plugs in charger for dad*

Apparently, my dad can't reach behind the tv set to plug in the charger. That's why I have to help. See I'm such a daddy's girl. I shan't go out tomorrow or the day after so as not to disappoint him. :D

I hope Aisyah and Alyssa are doing fine.
-
Some stuff from chatting with Salwa the other day ^^

from what I hear,
he's kinda like you ;D

hm.
I like what I hear.
He's perfect for you, la. :]

That's why I love my bestest junior a lot! She's always there to cheer me up when I'm down. Murnira, jealous?

I should really get some sleep.

Labels: home late, Salwa(:, sick

I'm sick and it suck suck sucks. DDDDDDDDDD: I had to batalkan my puasa cause I felt that if I didn't have hot water, I might die from the cold. So sad, only first and I'm already like this DDDx

Thanks a lot lot to Hakiim and Haziq for coming watch movie with us! YAY YAY! Glad you made trough the girlish drama xD I still think we should have watched Wall-E. Seems rather cute, chotto, no, seems VERY cute. :D Then I wanted to buka with Mur and Sara but but, I can't even walk. So in the end I took 178 home.

I feel really horrible. My nose keeps dripping, my neck aches a LOT. I shall spare you people from the agony that I'm feeling right now D:

I hope I get well really soon! In time for the camp! D:

Labels: heartbroken, movies, sick

This is insane.The clinic has yet to call me back! I went there in the morning and they said to come back later because the doctor's not in or something. So I went home first and till now! OMG ): I really want my blood test results. Hope it isn't anything really serious... to think about it, I think my arms got weaker already. I was so drained out yesterday. OMG IT BETTER NOT BE A SERIOUS ILLNESS. -touch wood-


Okai I'm going out again, once I've had my lunch and another shower. It's damn warm these past few days. I hate you weather. (Please don't rain either, I don't have an umbrella)

Labels: concerning, sick

Okay some very unassociated thoughts. As usual. Pssst, can I actually get 100 points this time? Hmm.

1. Too much junk food = really bad sore throat + one side of your nostril blocked. Oh wow.
2. That's why I'm not in school for remedials.
3. It's ah ah obvious. But it's okay, I know when I'm not welcomed.
4. Smut smut smut.
5. Bruised back and aching joints. IDK why. I'm not even 16 yet. -.-
6. I'm writing my own fanfic now. Hahah fail. Only at 140+ words now.
7. Hermit. Hermit. Hermit... me.
8. It's okay if you don't understand this, I won't even know what I was blogging about when I look back.
9. ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO GET RID OF EYEBAGS? 
10. (Don't say sleep, I sleep too much everyday!)
11. I'll see you at Louvre Museum 2024... if the world doesn't end in 2012.
12. Oh oh, happy birthday Dad, Adee and Haziqah!
13. Secondhand Serenade is burning my ears with his whiny vocals... 
14. oh wait Simple Plan came up (Y)
15. "Life is what happens when you're busy making your excuses~"
16. New email or no new email?
17. WTF WHY IS TWITTER NOT WORKING PROPERLY?! -kills computer-
18. Oh wait I'm still here. Hah.
19. I'm gonna get a hot boyfriend when I go to JC.
20. Wait, make that a hot AND smart boyfriend.
21. "Don't be another one, just like the other one~"
22. I can't wait to get out from my strings.
23. No you aren't the one pulling me.
24. My mom = (Y) Me: Green or blue? Mom: Green. Me: I knew it.
25. No I'm not with you anymore. If you realized.
26. We have absolutely nothing in common to talk about.
27. As a result, we don't talk anymore.
28. Fine by me.
29. I'm on iMedia. O.O IKR.
30. Malay and AMaths - h/w and notes please.
31. OH AND GUESS WHO GOT 90% FOR HER EMATHS CT~
32. I am so smart heee 8D
33. Okay that's the extent of me being smart btw.
34. My Amaths and Phy = total fail.
35. Oooh thirty one. Shit no hahah cannot do Jiyong's 'twenny one'.
36. Shit, almost deleted the whole chunk.
37. Nowadays, I actually love like being alone. 
38. It's just a conversation between me and my sub-vocalization almost every time.
39. How cool is that?
40. It's like my very own Brain Twitter.
41. Except no one can read it of course.
42. If anyone could, well, that would be really creepy and strange.
43. I wonder if anyone would ask me out (as a friend) during March holidays.
44. Probably not.
45. There's a high chance they think I died.
46. Cause I don't talk to them?
47. Yeah people I fucking died.
48. I didn't swear -looks away-
49. "Miss Independent... Miss Self-Sufficient.... Miss Keep-Your-Distance"
50. Is it 'Independent' or 'Independant'?
51. Help me please.
52. Referring to point twenny one, I'm gonna bring him to other sch's open house 
53. heh -evil smile-
54. "It took her some time for her to see"
55. As the saying goes: You'll never know once you experienced it yourself.
56. Okay, was there even such a saying?
57. DON'T STOP BELIEVING THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
58. Hey, I know things sucks cocks for you right now but...
59. Pay now, play later
60. Definitely worth the wait.
61. Are you readers still with me?
62. The secret phrase is 'Bulji Shimnida'
63. Copy paste that onto my cbox.
64. And I'll tell you what it means. hee. 8D
65. Am I awesome or what?
66. No the answer is not what!
67. Okay, Linkin Park songs sure are angsty.
68. Yeah, remind me to write an angsty fanfic one day.
69.  I'm moving house btw.
70. To somewhere near my school
71. Which means I can wake up late everyday to school.
72. Like 6.30am late.
73. But then, I won't see my three guys on 970 anymore ㅠ.ㅠ
74. I'm gonna take 970 to school tmr and fri,
75. before I move into my new house in the new term
76. I AM SADDED.
77. I'll probably not see anymore hot guys till the time I get into a JC.
78. Or maybe not, there's a secondary school in front of my house.
79. Yes bitches, directly in front~
80. "Slow it down so hearts beat faster?"
81. Never gonna happen to me.
82. I like to imagine impossible scenarios in my head.
83. Regarding real life and not.
84. Mostly not real. Cause this is what they call dreaming.
85. But I'm still gonna get a hot AND smart boyfriend.
86. Can't believe I'm still single even though I'm 16.
87. And to think I actually got to being 16 without being killed in a car accident.
88. Yes I want to die in a car accident.
89. I'm not gonna live till I'm old and wrinkly.
90. Me? Old and wrinkly? HAHA.
91. It'd be surprising to know I'm not the only one who doesn't wanna live till I'm old and wrinkly.
92. Ew. Wrinkly. No thanks.
93. Sara: If you commit suicide, I'll kill you. No wait, that won't work.
94. A lot of songs in my playlists reminds me of all the different guys I used to like. 
95. WHY. D: -embarrassed-
96. I'll stay out of your way.
97. Now and forever.
98. Last two.
99. Last one.
100. Last farewell~ 마지막 인사는~

BYE BYE~ ちょっと　まって　ください!! WANT WANT WANT. Pardon me for being a small kid all over again. A kid who wants childish things like happiness and cute hair ties ^^

Labels: bye, random thoughts, sick, wants

Sorry for not blogging for three days. Been quite sick. Thanks to Atikah for helping me out on Friday. :D Yeah, I left school early, with a temp of 37.6 degrees Celsius. Sucks okay. Then when I went to the doctor's later on, the temperature went up to 39.6. And then on Saturday, I was supposed to go for E Geog lesson, but I couldn't even get up! My head was like spinning atrociously and then my temperature went up by 0.2 degrees! I felt like dying. And to eat, I had to make Dayan get the food for me and I ate in bed. It was that bad. And haha after I bathed, I had to comb my hair right. Then I was just combing the first(!!) stroke, there was a tangled bunch and I forced my comb and it broke. My comb broke. And now I need to get a new one. But I loved my comb. I even wrote, aki ♥ miyavi on it okay. And a lot of people knows how conscious I am about my hair. Pfft. Yeah so, I totally laid on my bed the whole day for Saturday. Sunday also. Until my dad came back and told me to bathe to clear my headache. Still did not work but my headache wasn't as bad as before. So here I am.

My head still half hurts. And I'm freaking craving for chicken noodles.

Labels: craves, sick

I feel quite horrible today. Started coughing the moment classes ended. Still coughing by the way. D: Okay, Angklung was rather good today, we saw improvements, more movement and all. Awezome. Me love you AngKuls♥ 10 more practice hours to SYF. OH and guess who's on the content page of the yearbook! ^^ hahahah Hint: *coughmecough* Told ya I'm sick. xD

Anyway, I have a date with Sabrina jr. tomorrow, she's gonna show me pics of this hot Korean guy from her Primary School, way before she 'fell' for M Haha. I am so awezome. Lawl. I've been feeling damn sleepy these past few days and I don't like it. It's like when I get to class, I zonk out. D: Dayemn, I'm sleepy bye. I promise a real update, soon, I hope.

Labels: Kulintanklung♥, sick, Singapore Youth Festival, zonk

I didn't realize people actually do read my LJ. I shall try to be less explicit or emotional. Insya'allah.

Haha and oh, Dad just called me to ask how I was doing. He never called before to ask if I was okay. :D Okay as far as I can remember, that is. :D Oh I currently have neck aches, back aches, a terrible sore throat and slight fever. Just a bit sick ah. And oh no! I still have Malay to do D: But I feel like a pig, so maybe I'll go back to sleep soon. Yawn.

And I have 203 pictures of Aiba, cool, no? I just feel like uploading a hell lot of Aiba (L)
But blogger is being a bit stubborn, so I won't.

Labels: Aiba Masaki, lazy, LJ, sick

I feel like such a loser. Well, every time I'm sick, I will feel like such a loser. It sucks being sick ah. Anyway,

(It was supposed to be yesterday but I failed to blog yesterday. And lawl, such gay colours.)

LOL, sorry no present ah. Aku broke sikit ah xD Oh and guess what! AVATAR starts on Monday! Yay. Lol, I got no cable la, and my internet is unfriendly to videos online.

Labels: Avatar, birthday, cousin, sick

I BOUGHT SEXY BLUE AUDIO TECHNICA ONTO HEADPHONES. I LOVE IT.
~the middle one.Last peer leading session today. (minor interruption- FRIGGIN HELL MY TUMMY ACHE IS GETTING WORSE. WALAO EH! SAKIT! ARGH ARGH ARGH) Anyway, today, we did a really major cool thing. This piece of paper with our names was passed around and everyone had to write good things about them. I mainly got "You are cute" "You are hyper" "You will be a great leader" even though I might not know some of them people. THANKS, whoever you are. I love you still. LOVE;

Then after that, met Hakiim at Orchard, Hakiim ate at KFC first then we went to meet Alyssa. I bought my, see description above, headphones and we went to Funan to go window shopping for cameras (Alyssa) and laptops (Hakiim). Haha, I can tell you though I love to death the stuff Apple sells, Mac, iPod, accessories. They are pretty. I wouldn't mind working there ^^

Haha, then we went to eat at LJS. Ohgod, Coke totally filled me up and now I have a bad bad tummy ache. And then since Hakiim didn't want to go home alone, he followed me and Alyssa onto the green line. I realised I talk to loudly. Sheet. Enthusiastic much, I think. Haha anyway, yeah, love my headphones so effing much. (L)(L)(L)

Vote, should I go watch HSM3? Cause actually I don't give any shit to HSM or Twilight but everyone else is. So should I? O.O

Labels: movies, new stuff, shopping, sick

Like finally man! I've been waiting for centuries for this bloody page to upload. Thanks a kajillions to those who wished me well ^^ I feel much better now. Despite still having the sore throat and a very runny nose. I should walk around when I'm sick. Gees. I'm coughing like crazy.

I came home kinda late today. But SURPRISINGLY, my dad didn't blow up on me.
Me: Ayah, I'm home.
Dad: *glare glare*
Me: What?
Dad: What time is it now?
Me: Uh, 9.30?
Dad: Then? *still staring at me with his hand phone charger in his hands*
Me: Ah, yes la yes la. *plugs in charger for dad*

Apparently, my dad can't reach behind the tv set to plug in the charger. That's why I have to help. See I'm such a daddy's girl. I shan't go out tomorrow or the day after so as not to disappoint him. :D

I hope Aisyah and Alyssa are doing fine.
-
Some stuff from chatting with Salwa the other day ^^

from what I hear,
he's kinda like you ;D

hm.
I like what I hear.
He's perfect for you, la. :]

That's why I love my bestest junior a lot! She's always there to cheer me up when I'm down. Murnira, jealous?

I should really get some sleep.

Labels: home late, Salwa(:, sick

I'm sick and it suck suck sucks. DDDDDDDDDD: I had to batalkan my puasa cause I felt that if I didn't have hot water, I might die from the cold. So sad, only first and I'm already like this DDDx

Thanks a lot lot to Hakiim and Haziq for coming watch movie with us! YAY YAY! Glad you made trough the girlish drama xD I still think we should have watched Wall-E. Seems rather cute, chotto, no, seems VERY cute. :D Then I wanted to buka with Mur and Sara but but, I can't even walk. So in the end I took 178 home.

I feel really horrible. My nose keeps dripping, my neck aches a LOT. I shall spare you people from the agony that I'm feeling right now D:

I hope I get well really soon! In time for the camp! D:

Labels: heartbroken, movies, sick