From pasalakucool:

I want a crush. I want to find a boy I can look at from far every day. A boy with the greatest smile any boy could ever ask for. I want to fall in like. I want to stare at him and jump around when I catch him staring back. I want to daydream about how incredible we would look like together. I want to watch him play soccer from far. I want to see him with other girls and I'll go home and cry myself to sleep. But he won't notice me. He won't notice that small little girl with the crazy hair and stupid faces. He won't notice me a single bit. And that's how I'd want it to be.

But what if, I already have a crush? What if every time I try to ignore him, (ignore my feelings) he comes out from no where and makes me grin like an idiot again? What if he actually does notice me, but our friendship is no more than that? What happens when I can't move forward, scared that it'd be the end of our friendship, and I'd have to hold everything inside? And what happens when it kills me every single time he makes me smile again, knowing that he doesn't know that what he's doing is making my hope grow a little bit stronger? What could I do?

Please stop confusing me. I'm battling these irrational feelings as hard as I can. Telling myself "It's not time yet".

Labels: naui maeumi

From pasalakucool:

I want a crush. I want to find a boy I can look at from far every day. A boy with the greatest smile any boy could ever ask for. I want to fall in like. I want to stare at him and jump around when I catch him staring back. I want to daydream about how incredible we would look like together. I want to watch him play soccer from far. I want to see him with other girls and I'll go home and cry myself to sleep. But he won't notice me. He won't notice that small little girl with the crazy hair and stupid faces. He won't notice me a single bit. And that's how I'd want it to be.

But what if, I already have a crush? What if every time I try to ignore him, (ignore my feelings) he comes out from no where and makes me grin like an idiot again? What if he actually does notice me, but our friendship is no more than that? What happens when I can't move forward, scared that it'd be the end of our friendship, and I'd have to hold everything inside? And what happens when it kills me every single time he makes me smile again, knowing that he doesn't know that what he's doing is making my hope grow a little bit stronger? What could I do?

Please stop confusing me. I'm battling these irrational feelings as hard as I can. Telling myself "It's not time yet".

Labels: naui maeumi