Listening to Atreyu's Lead Sails Paper Anchors cause I need angsty and I expect angsty (plus a bit of sympathy) Everyone I knew went to movies today except for me (okay la and a few oth peeps.)

I wish for a lot of stuff. I wish I'm never broke. I wish I had money so that I'm never broke. I wish my dad had his good paying job back so that I have money to never be broke. I wish that I can turn back time so my dad has the good paying job for me to have money to never be broke. But I can't turn back time. That's why my wishes are never successful. People with rich parents better be thankful they have parents with money cause that way, they don't have to fucking beg just to pay for the goddamn CCA pictures.

I feel like chucking my damn social life down the drain and only stick to my classmates cause I'm being bloody paranoid and Adee is not helping by telling me to fuck off from her about my rants. No one ever texts me, no one tagged my tagboard for three whole days, no one talks to me on facebook. Wow. My cyber life died. It's so amazing how I blog everyday to revive something no one cares about right? Bloody fantastic.

What's the use. I'm disappearing though cause tests are coming up. Let this thing die. I don't care anymore. I want to confront you and you and you but I don't want to lose... stuff. Apparently, losing stuff is the only thing I'm good at now. (STOP ME FROM BABBLING FURTHER PLEASE SOMEONE CHEER ME UP.)

It's not that hard to cheer me up you know. It's just no one bothers so I don't ever get cheered up ever.

Labels: fucking rant assholes.

I get irritated easily nowadays. The next person who makes a joke of me getting quarantined (not fun) will get their necks snapped. Really. And homework, urgh, don't let me start. It was so pretty in the morning, the cold air was just heavenly. Now listening to repeats of Rooster, no if you don't know the band keep quiet, and I'm not listening to a real rooster cock-a-doodling. Wtv shit it is. See what I mean when I said I get irritated easily.

My younger sister's such a bitch. She's wasting water and killing the Earth. Damn.

I had a few weird dreams last night. I dreamt I was going away to some camp and all I could think about was if my bag would still be clean after the ride to the campsite. And I also dreamt of something else. I remember what it was, but it's kinda personal. And made me realize something. Something I'm not writing here.

Labels: annoyed, fucking rant assholes., irritated

Listening to Atreyu's Lead Sails Paper Anchors cause I need angsty and I expect angsty (plus a bit of sympathy) Everyone I knew went to movies today except for me (okay la and a few oth peeps.)

I wish for a lot of stuff. I wish I'm never broke. I wish I had money so that I'm never broke. I wish my dad had his good paying job back so that I have money to never be broke. I wish that I can turn back time so my dad has the good paying job for me to have money to never be broke. But I can't turn back time. That's why my wishes are never successful. People with rich parents better be thankful they have parents with money cause that way, they don't have to fucking beg just to pay for the goddamn CCA pictures.

I feel like chucking my damn social life down the drain and only stick to my classmates cause I'm being bloody paranoid and Adee is not helping by telling me to fuck off from her about my rants. No one ever texts me, no one tagged my tagboard for three whole days, no one talks to me on facebook. Wow. My cyber life died. It's so amazing how I blog everyday to revive something no one cares about right? Bloody fantastic.

What's the use. I'm disappearing though cause tests are coming up. Let this thing die. I don't care anymore. I want to confront you and you and you but I don't want to lose... stuff. Apparently, losing stuff is the only thing I'm good at now. (STOP ME FROM BABBLING FURTHER PLEASE SOMEONE CHEER ME UP.)

It's not that hard to cheer me up you know. It's just no one bothers so I don't ever get cheered up ever.

Labels: fucking rant assholes.

I get irritated easily nowadays. The next person who makes a joke of me getting quarantined (not fun) will get their necks snapped. Really. And homework, urgh, don't let me start. It was so pretty in the morning, the cold air was just heavenly. Now listening to repeats of Rooster, no if you don't know the band keep quiet, and I'm not listening to a real rooster cock-a-doodling. Wtv shit it is. See what I mean when I said I get irritated easily.

My younger sister's such a bitch. She's wasting water and killing the Earth. Damn.

I had a few weird dreams last night. I dreamt I was going away to some camp and all I could think about was if my bag would still be clean after the ride to the campsite. And I also dreamt of something else. I remember what it was, but it's kinda personal. And made me realize something. Something I'm not writing here.

Labels: annoyed, fucking rant assholes., irritated