Choking on your fear.
Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 13:27





In spite of the happy pictures you see up there...
I'm feeling like awesome crap right now and that everything in my life that could go wrong right now, is going absolutely wayward.
For starters, my dad saw the messages I sent to Nasri and now he doesn't trust me. Wow. Thanks for being such an understanding father. Then there's my aunt. She's making me pay two bucks fifty for an hour use of the computer. I am not gonna fight not gonna fight, cause I absolutely hate hate hate hate hate and am repulsed at the idea of tension. Then there's my younger sister, who's being such an annoying brattish mini minah and I feel like really punching her and throwing her out the window, as I said somewhere before windows aren't locked and she's light, and laughing at her breaking all her bones. Then there's my elder sister who thinks she's too busy to help fold the clothes and I, fortunately, has to fold everything else! And guess whose clothes I have to fold! Yes, my dad's! He even wears more clothes than me, a teenage girl, on a weekly basis! And I wonder why the hell do I actually bother my dad's clothes since he just grounded me for a fucking week till next Sunday just because I texted a guy! I'm not supposed to blog or facebook either but honestly. And then there's school. I feel like crap this week cause I am so broke and I don't feel good without any money around. Oh and common tests results. Oh wow I failed Chemistry and now not only is Miss Sim disappointed in me, I'm disappointed in myself for not having worked harder. And all the other passes I got were borderline passes. Very disappointing aki. Oh and what about my immune system? Oh well, runny nose, my eyes feel damn sore, I lost my voice three times yesterday! If I don't get a fever, that may be the only miracle I'm getting this week. Oh and on top of that, we're fasting. It's only almost two and I am damn hungry. Hallelujah. Thumbs up for my life right now. Oh, I enjoy it so much.RUNNY NOSE! NOT. HELPING. On the bright side, I realized I can look like GD, cause we're both chubby and I kinda have his Lollipop hair 8D
Labels: oh wow, rant, sarcasm
AKI
That's not my real name, but I like it anyway.
Believe in dreams you love so much
Let the passion of your heart make them
real.
- Believe In Dreams, Flyleaf
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