It sucks when your parents are divorced. It sucks more when they are not on speaking terms. They live at the opposite ends of Singapore and travelling so far to either ends is such a nuisance. My father just refuses to talk to our mum since whenever she meets him, she always nags too much. And thus we can't have even one decent family outing without a single squabble. Well, we hadn't had any since the divorce anyway. Father doesn't allow us to meet mom, so we tell him we're going to go to the library. And mother expects us to tell father we're going out with her, so we just told her he knew. Damn, all those lies that come up just for family's sake. Seriously, it will all come to light one day. And when that day comes, I know I'd be toast. But for now, I just want a family photo of just the five of us. Can't we?

And you know what sucks the most?
Finally get to sleep in for another hour and your bloody younger sister calls you. She tells you to throw down her ezlink card that she meticulously forgot to bring. You tell her, in your half-asleep mode, to come up and get it. But no, she says it's a waste of time. Then you start shouting in the phone about how bloody forgetful she is and quickly go on a treasure hunt to find it. Apparently, she left in on your bedroom desk. So you grab it and this is how the conversation goes...

You: Okay do you see my hand? *waves hand furiously outside window*
Your sister: Yeah yeah I do.
You: Okay I'm throwing it down. *throws down card*
Your sister: WAIT! I DIDN'T SEE WHERE YOUR HAND WAS!

And you start cursing, really loudly, into your phone and in front of your sixth level bedroom window, like some madman. You just start swearing into the phone to your sister about being such a doodle head for suggesting such a doodle head idea. Finally, she tells you she found the card. You immediately hang up on her. And start swearing, again, about how many minutes of sleep you lost. Really really enraged, you text her a very mean message. That's how much it sucks.

And trust me, it did happen. Since it's only 6.29. In the morning. -insert swear word here-

Random today facts:
1) My baju raya is BLUE :DDD A very pretty pretty blue, with a kain songket.
2) My mom is still keeping my late grandmother's engagement baju kurung and she is handing it over to me! :OOO AWESOME!
3) 4 more posts to the 200th post.

Labels: family, sister, sucks

HAHA, OMG, yesterday was the BOMB! Had YMC, CSP planning thing. Us, Crescentians, went high at the field behing the building. THERE WAS A FIELD THAT WE DIDN'T KNOW EXISTED! :OOO In my group there were me, Alyssa, Dini, Sara, Sitifa and Nurul. We totally won the most votes. Haha, baik ar! Then group two and seven tied and thus, we are gonna do THREE projects! YAY YAY YAY!

Did I mention I kept on singing Jason Mraz's I'm Yours and Miley Cyrus's 7 Things the whole day, especially Jason Mraz's I'm Yours. Then while I was singing that at the lobby, something awkward happened. (Hanisah, you gotta know.) Then I kepo-ed in Alyssa and all kena ambik gambar. Hehe, just say I'm awesomeexzxz.

Then after that me, Sara, Ameera, Farah, Nazihah, Alisa, Kamal, Zainul, Hadi, Fahmy(?), Izhar, Hakiim, Muhammad, Haziq and Hafeez took bus to Parkway Parade. Then I think Hafeez went home cause I didn't see him around after awhile. Haha, so anyway, me and Sara went to arcade awhile after Farah, Ameera and the RI guys had gone there. I OWNED HAKIIM, IZHAR AND FARAH AT RACING. How cool is that? I beat TWO guys at racing. HA.

Haha, so me and Ameera met Shaleen first at Macs. Then Farah belanjered me since she owes me Birthday present. :DD Ate Grilled Chicken foldover and gave Shaleen whats left of my foldover - the greens. They gave me like a damn lot la. Haha, so Farah and Shaleen were fighting whether Rei/ Ray/ Wei (an RI rugger) had toned legs/ was hot. And they were kabooming Izhar with questions. Hilarious shizx. Izhar had like weird expressions throughout. HAHA.

Then Izhar said that that person had the same kinda legs as Shaleen and from then onwards, Shaleen kept on looking at her legs. "Eh, my legs very ugly, how can be the same?" Haha, go Sheen! I totally forgot everything else that had happened there. Okay, maybe not.

Then after that Shaleen had to go off first. The rest took a bus to Geylang and after that, everyone else went off except Farah, me, Sara, Izhar, Muhd, Hakiim and Haziq. The guys went solat first. And after that, we walked all the way since I heard someone wanted to buy food. After we got to all the makan makan place, we bought only three cups of drinks. *hjlskahuohdfsajbanbdsbjfk*

Haha, so Farah called her Bibik and said that we could go her house! YAY. All of us watched Mighty Morphin Power Rangers. Damn cool I tell you. The last time I saw that movie was when I was 6? Haha, I realised I haven't watched the ending before. At all. Very weird considering I can remember the first part quite well. So as we were watching the movie, Hakiim kena syiok tidur on the armchair. And when we were about to leave, Izhar was patting him on the leg to wake him up.

Hakiim kinda shook Izhar's hand off. HAHA. Then after 10 seconds worth of trying to wake him up, finally Hakiim woke up and had that blur look. Damn kelakar! Farah's mom and nenek just got home when we went out of Farah's house. Haha, I noticed Farah's nenek is the ONLY adult that calls me aki. Then as we were walking to the bus stop, Hakiim was still half dead. xD Hakiim: Aku mati mati fikir aku tidur kat rumah aku.

HAHA, baik ar tu. Then blahblahblah, reached home at around 11.30pm. Slept at almost one. O.O But I told my dad I got home at 10.30. So ssssh. Okay done with yesterday.
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"I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted."

"And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do - you make me love you."

Maybe I shouldn't blog about this but my sister's getting kicked out of the house. I am not going to cry. I am not. For my family's sake and myself, I'll be strong. Like I have always been since I was eleven.

Labels: blur, buka luar, emotional relapse, Farah's house, Geylang, happy, hinthint, late night, lyric(s), Macs(:, Parkway Parade, racing, sexy legs, sister, YMC

Presenting, my dahling elder sister, Nur Adilah Azmi! (aka Adee)Awesome tak? Laugh riot man.

I had a few more 'rememberable' dreams last night.

#1 : I was back at the camp, the part where we were about to throw stones into the sea. And my group was playing with the sand. But instead of writing my name, I was writing "I LOVE ______" in a very secluded corner. Then I saw Aliah trying to look at what I was writing and I was protectively covering it from her. Then I heard Sara say "Aki, we go off first ah". When I look up, Sara and Mur were going back to our cabin. Then Aliah said, "Aki, let's go" So I wiped the sand and went off. Didn't have time to take pictures as I remembered I did have a camera on my hands.

#2 It was yesterday's mugging session again! With a few alternate changes that I will only tell to some people. Ha, too bad.

#3 I was out shopping with Adelia at Paragon, then I knew I had some money. Then as I wanted to pay for some clothes, I took out my wallet and saw that it was empty. In the end, I put everything back, knowing I was broke. And Adelia had a lot of stuff, and I didn't get to buy anything. D: Haha. xD

Haha, kay then. Laptop battery dying on me. And there's a science test to study for. Bye bye.
And brudder, thank you. :D

Labels: dreams, picture(s), sister, thanks

It sucks when your parents are divorced. It sucks more when they are not on speaking terms. They live at the opposite ends of Singapore and travelling so far to either ends is such a nuisance. My father just refuses to talk to our mum since whenever she meets him, she always nags too much. And thus we can't have even one decent family outing without a single squabble. Well, we hadn't had any since the divorce anyway. Father doesn't allow us to meet mom, so we tell him we're going to go to the library. And mother expects us to tell father we're going out with her, so we just told her he knew. Damn, all those lies that come up just for family's sake. Seriously, it will all come to light one day. And when that day comes, I know I'd be toast. But for now, I just want a family photo of just the five of us. Can't we?

And you know what sucks the most?
Finally get to sleep in for another hour and your bloody younger sister calls you. She tells you to throw down her ezlink card that she meticulously forgot to bring. You tell her, in your half-asleep mode, to come up and get it. But no, she says it's a waste of time. Then you start shouting in the phone about how bloody forgetful she is and quickly go on a treasure hunt to find it. Apparently, she left in on your bedroom desk. So you grab it and this is how the conversation goes...

You: Okay do you see my hand? *waves hand furiously outside window*
Your sister: Yeah yeah I do.
You: Okay I'm throwing it down. *throws down card*
Your sister: WAIT! I DIDN'T SEE WHERE YOUR HAND WAS!

And you start cursing, really loudly, into your phone and in front of your sixth level bedroom window, like some madman. You just start swearing into the phone to your sister about being such a doodle head for suggesting such a doodle head idea. Finally, she tells you she found the card. You immediately hang up on her. And start swearing, again, about how many minutes of sleep you lost. Really really enraged, you text her a very mean message. That's how much it sucks.

And trust me, it did happen. Since it's only 6.29. In the morning. -insert swear word here-

Random today facts:
1) My baju raya is BLUE :DDD A very pretty pretty blue, with a kain songket.
2) My mom is still keeping my late grandmother's engagement baju kurung and she is handing it over to me! :OOO AWESOME!
3) 4 more posts to the 200th post.

Labels: family, sister, sucks

HAHA, OMG, yesterday was the BOMB! Had YMC, CSP planning thing. Us, Crescentians, went high at the field behing the building. THERE WAS A FIELD THAT WE DIDN'T KNOW EXISTED! :OOO In my group there were me, Alyssa, Dini, Sara, Sitifa and Nurul. We totally won the most votes. Haha, baik ar! Then group two and seven tied and thus, we are gonna do THREE projects! YAY YAY YAY!

Did I mention I kept on singing Jason Mraz's I'm Yours and Miley Cyrus's 7 Things the whole day, especially Jason Mraz's I'm Yours. Then while I was singing that at the lobby, something awkward happened. (Hanisah, you gotta know.) Then I kepo-ed in Alyssa and all kena ambik gambar. Hehe, just say I'm awesomeexzxz.

Then after that me, Sara, Ameera, Farah, Nazihah, Alisa, Kamal, Zainul, Hadi, Fahmy(?), Izhar, Hakiim, Muhammad, Haziq and Hafeez took bus to Parkway Parade. Then I think Hafeez went home cause I didn't see him around after awhile. Haha, so anyway, me and Sara went to arcade awhile after Farah, Ameera and the RI guys had gone there. I OWNED HAKIIM, IZHAR AND FARAH AT RACING. How cool is that? I beat TWO guys at racing. HA.

Haha, so me and Ameera met Shaleen first at Macs. Then Farah belanjered me since she owes me Birthday present. :DD Ate Grilled Chicken foldover and gave Shaleen whats left of my foldover - the greens. They gave me like a damn lot la. Haha, so Farah and Shaleen were fighting whether Rei/ Ray/ Wei (an RI rugger) had toned legs/ was hot. And they were kabooming Izhar with questions. Hilarious shizx. Izhar had like weird expressions throughout. HAHA.

Then Izhar said that that person had the same kinda legs as Shaleen and from then onwards, Shaleen kept on looking at her legs. "Eh, my legs very ugly, how can be the same?" Haha, go Sheen! I totally forgot everything else that had happened there. Okay, maybe not.

Then after that Shaleen had to go off first. The rest took a bus to Geylang and after that, everyone else went off except Farah, me, Sara, Izhar, Muhd, Hakiim and Haziq. The guys went solat first. And after that, we walked all the way since I heard someone wanted to buy food. After we got to all the makan makan place, we bought only three cups of drinks. *hjlskahuohdfsajbanbdsbjfk*

Haha, so Farah called her Bibik and said that we could go her house! YAY. All of us watched Mighty Morphin Power Rangers. Damn cool I tell you. The last time I saw that movie was when I was 6? Haha, I realised I haven't watched the ending before. At all. Very weird considering I can remember the first part quite well. So as we were watching the movie, Hakiim kena syiok tidur on the armchair. And when we were about to leave, Izhar was patting him on the leg to wake him up.

Hakiim kinda shook Izhar's hand off. HAHA. Then after 10 seconds worth of trying to wake him up, finally Hakiim woke up and had that blur look. Damn kelakar! Farah's mom and nenek just got home when we went out of Farah's house. Haha, I noticed Farah's nenek is the ONLY adult that calls me aki. Then as we were walking to the bus stop, Hakiim was still half dead. xD Hakiim: Aku mati mati fikir aku tidur kat rumah aku.

HAHA, baik ar tu. Then blahblahblah, reached home at around 11.30pm. Slept at almost one. O.O But I told my dad I got home at 10.30. So ssssh. Okay done with yesterday.
-

"I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted."

"And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do - you make me love you."

Maybe I shouldn't blog about this but my sister's getting kicked out of the house. I am not going to cry. I am not. For my family's sake and myself, I'll be strong. Like I have always been since I was eleven.

Labels: blur, buka luar, emotional relapse, Farah's house, Geylang, happy, hinthint, late night, lyric(s), Macs(:, Parkway Parade, racing, sexy legs, sister, YMC

Presenting, my dahling elder sister, Nur Adilah Azmi! (aka Adee)Awesome tak? Laugh riot man.

I had a few more 'rememberable' dreams last night.

#1 : I was back at the camp, the part where we were about to throw stones into the sea. And my group was playing with the sand. But instead of writing my name, I was writing "I LOVE ______" in a very secluded corner. Then I saw Aliah trying to look at what I was writing and I was protectively covering it from her. Then I heard Sara say "Aki, we go off first ah". When I look up, Sara and Mur were going back to our cabin. Then Aliah said, "Aki, let's go" So I wiped the sand and went off. Didn't have time to take pictures as I remembered I did have a camera on my hands.

#2 It was yesterday's mugging session again! With a few alternate changes that I will only tell to some people. Ha, too bad.

#3 I was out shopping with Adelia at Paragon, then I knew I had some money. Then as I wanted to pay for some clothes, I took out my wallet and saw that it was empty. In the end, I put everything back, knowing I was broke. And Adelia had a lot of stuff, and I didn't get to buy anything. D: Haha. xD

Haha, kay then. Laptop battery dying on me. And there's a science test to study for. Bye bye.
And brudder, thank you. :D

Labels: dreams, picture(s), sister, thanks